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In Search of the Final Freedom: An Erotic Socio-Political Novel


Sexual Freedom, a Revolutionary Idea

Chapter 28

Marcy & Sarah Marshal

 Sunday Morning was a beautiful day outside, but not so pleasant indoors at the Campbell home.

The evening before, Lamar had begun to vomit and then to have diarrhea about midnight. By morning, Bonnie had come down with the same symptoms.  Cooper called Trish to tell everyone the planned get together of the women’s group and their husbands would be put off yet another week. 

The Euro-Club girls took advantage of the canceled adult event to sit out by the pool working on their upcoming party. They had some previous RSVP’s say they couldn’t come and some who had not responded saying they would be there. They now had a count of ninety-four RSVP’s, including those who indicated they were bringing dates from other grades or schools. In all they were up to one-hundred-fifteen people coming to the party. Though she had invited all the rising seniors, she knew that without putting forth effort to prevent it, the party would be an almost all-white event. Though her school had been officially desegregated before her mother was born, it was still almost entirely segregated socially. The only exception being the school clubs and sports teams.  Misty was glad to see the names of all three of the African-Americans and the one Latina on the publications staff on the RSVP list. There were also several black girls from the Drama Club planning to come as well. She was glad they were coming. In a county where barely half of the population was white, most of the "cool" parties were overwhelmingly white events. While the club party would certainly not be balanced, Misty was happy to see it was not an all-white event either.  Among the club members this racial disparity in the RSVP’s wasn’t even commented upon, it was just the way it was in rural Georgia, even in the 21st century.

They sent an email to all those who had confirmed extending the party's time to 5:00 PM saying:

Due to the unprecedented response, we are extending the hours  of the party but, please think of this  as  a “drop  in”  where  people will  come  and  go  at  their leisure. Late risers can show up at 3:00 and still  have lots  of fun before we kick everyone out at 5:00. We hope this change will make the pool less crowded and more enjoyable for all. And please, try to carpool.  It appears that we will have well over a hundred people attending; the Campbell’s do not have space for anything like that many cars.

If you have a parent who wants to contact Mrs. C. or if they are dropping you off, they can simply come in; let them know she is more than happy to speak with them and assure them that she, Mr. C., and Rebecca’s mother will all be present the entire time. They will all ensure there will be no alcohol or drugs.

Misty made a call that night to her mysterious contact at The Jeff Davis Underground. She told him about the party and their plans. She thanked him for being a help in disseminating information over the year though she was disappointed to hear that since he was graduating the site would be closing down the last day of school.


Tuesday morning Bonnie got a call from Denise Patton. She first thanked Bonnie profusely for her help with her family. She told her how happy her dad has been now he was able to talk about his love for Lois around her. “I don’t know when I’ve seen him so happy.” She had called because the seniors didn’t have exams this week, so they were officially finished high school.  All they had to do was show up for graduation rehearsal on Thursday. She asked if she and her boyfriend and Ben & Patty and Gwinn could come celebrate by coming over to use the swimming pool at their house today.  Bonnie didn’t hesitate to say yes.

The doorbell rang at 12:15. Bonnie had thought long as to what to wear when the young people arrived. She’d considered meeting then in one of her tiny thongs, or even nude, but in the end, she just met them in one of the new tops she’d bought (sans bra) and a pair of shorts. The top was not sheer, but awfully close to it, especially out in the sunlight.  She could not help but notice the surprise on Ben’s face, and the leer she got from Denise’s boyfriend, Gill, whom she’d only met once or twice when he’d come with her to the youth meetings.  Like the other four, he was tall, not quite Ben’s height but close. Bonnie felt positively short given the fact that she was several inches smaller than any of the five teens.

After opening pleasantries, they sat in the living room. Patty said “I want to thank you so much for everything you have done for my family. I don’t know what would have happened had it not been for you and Mr. C.”

Denise continued “And the other part, letting Misty show us the photos in the study and upstairs. We have talked so much about them.” She paused as if wanting to say something more.

Bonnie sensed Denise wanted to show the others the guest room, so she offered “Why don’t you take Gwinn and the boys to see the upstairs playroom while I get some cold drinks. We have an addition: we now have a book with several hundred photos from our cruise and we’ve decided to just leave it on the desk up there.” They all stood back up and Bonnie added “But be warned, about half of the photos are very adult in nature.”

Not surprisingly it took the teenagers a good while to make it back to the living room where Bonnie waited with the ice tea. The boys gave her an even closer look after seeing the nude and erotic pictures of her. 

Right off Denise said “Mrs. C.  I don’t know what to say. Thank you for trusting us enough to see that book. Last time I was here I didn’t’ get a chance to say the wall pictures were so beautiful, like nothing we had ever seen before; but some of the photos in the book just took my breath away. The underwater pictures were stunning.”

Gwinn, who had not come with the other two last time, picked up “It’s like that book illustrates what you were saying in Youth Group. I thought I understood what you were trying to tell us about your marriage before, but I don’t think I really did. Seeing the photos of you two sharing love with other people, it so makes your words real to me in a way they were not until now. I didn’t know you could make sex photos like that.”

 Patty then added “The pictures of you helped me understand how my mom loves my dad yet also makes love to Denise’s dad. Seeing that you and Mr. C. have those pictures right out in plain sight helped me understand how my dad can be right there and watch my mom and George make love yet not be angry or jealous. In a couple of them, you are watching Mr. C. having sex with another woman or he is watching you with another man, but your faces show the sight makes you happy for them. That just isn’t how the world says people should feel.” She paused and took a deep breath. “So, I trusted you and put what you were teaching into action in my own life.”

Only then did Bonnie realize that it was no accident that Ben was sitting between Patty and Gwinn, and they were both holding his hand.

“I’ve known for a long time how much Gwinn is in love with Ben. I know full well that the reason she hadn’t gone all the way with a guy, was that she loves Ben and didn’t want to give her virginity to anyone but him. But I was keeping him all to myself, even though I knew she wanted to be with him.  I knew she didn’t want to take him from me, she just wanted to share my love for him.  I also knew he wanted to be with her too. Not instead of me but alongside me, but he would never cheat, so they had never even kissed. So, I took your husband’s and my dad’s example and told them it was OK to show their hidden love.”

Gwinn spoke up “I’m not a virgin anymore. And it was so much more special as a gift from my two best friends in the world. The first time Patty was actually, physically holding my hand when we did it. It was something I will never ever forget. When he… uhhh…”

Bonnie stepped in to offer, “When he put his erection into you.”

Gwinn’s face went bright red, but she confirmed, “Yes, when he put it into me it was so much more than I had imagined. I’d put things in me to try to see what it was like, but the real thing is so much more than the physical act.  Patty had tried to explain to me what it’s like, but I don’t think it was possible to understand until I experienced it.”

This was not a turn of events Bonnie had been expecting. It seemed to her that, although she firmly believed in what she was doing, there would be no way to predict the ways it would impact people’s lives.

For a good while, the teens and Bonnie talked about polyamory and how it was working for them and for Patty’s parents.  Bonnie didn’t point out the new painting in the living room. She wanted to see if it would be noticed. It was not.  After a good while of talk indoors, Bonnie escorted them to the pool.

 “I’ll get you some towels. We normally have them in the storage bin over there, but since I was sick, I got behind on laundry. Since you are all eighteen, you are adults and you may do whatever adult things you choose; but, I would highly suggest that if you are going to expose parts of your body not used to the sun today, you need to put on sunscreen.  I’ll bring that out as well.”

The five teens laughed nervously. Bonnie was quite sure that was the plan.

A few minutes later, Bonnie went out to the pool deck carrying an armload of towels and sunscreen. She was actually a little surprised to see the girls in bikinis and the boys in their trunks. She’d fully expected to see them bare. Just to get a bead on their plan, after Denise thanked her for the hospitality, Bonnie pulled her aside and asked “Do you mind if I come out and sun in a little while. We have had so few days to lay out so far this summer.”

Denise said “Uh, it’s your house, of course.”

“Well, I don’t know your group’s plans for today, but I generally wear considerably less out at the pool than you are wearing,” Bonnie said referring to her bikini, “I wouldn’t want to be offensive”.

“Actually,” Denise said in a lower voice, “That would be great if you did. I know they all want to go skinny dipping, but they are afraid of, well going first.”

Bonnie laughed “That’s no problem for me. I’ll be out in just a few minutes then.” 

It did not take her long, but she returned wearing a terrycloth robe. She tried to deny it to herself, but could not. She was looking forward to getting those good-looking guys’ attention. The five teens were very obviously waiting for her. She looked at Denise and said, “All I have under this is my belly chain and my skin. Are you sure you don’t mind?”

Denise said, “No, not at all. We want you to just be yourself.” All four of the others seemed to agree with their eyes. Without any further delay, Bonnie removed the robe. Their looks were worth giving up her plans she had to cancel for the day.  She then took her time spreading coconut oil over her body before lying out.

In the end it took the group of soon-to-be high school graduates about half an hour to shed the last of their swimwear. And like nearly all visitors who go a’ natural, by the time they prepared to leave they agreed how normal it felt being nude.

Bonnie said they were free to come over any time they would like. Then she added “And that includes if you want to use the guest room… or my room.” She looked to Denise “Did you show them my bedroom?”

Their detour to Bonnie’s bedroom on their way out was the first time she had to show off the new French door that allowed visibility between the bed and the living room; but the big mirror over the bed and the erotic art put the door out of their mind. Bonnie couldn’t help saying “That bed would be plenty big enough for all five of you should you be interested.”  That brought forth blushes on all three girls, but only the most tepid denials that they would consider such a thing.

She was sure she would see them again soon.

The Wednesday women's group had a good turnout. While Sue Anne and Marcy didn’t make it; everyone else from the previous week, as well as Holly Carter, were there. The women noted and commented about the French door to the bedroom.  Once outside, it didn’t take long for everyone but Lois and Holly to get naked. Bonnie was actually glad to see Lois was not the odd-man-out this week

Trish ended up telling her beach story. She seemed very pleased with the response she got from the women. There was some talk about the girl's party next week and Ashley offered to help her host since her daughter was a Euro-Club girl. Bonnie said she was fine, but Rebecca's mom insisted, "I really do want to come over and help. From what Rebecca told me, there will be a lot of kids and you will need more than just you and Cooper to ensure they know they are being chaperoned. Rebecca has told me your stand on drinking, smoking and drugs. I really appreciate it, but this is the kind of event where your rules will be tested." She had a good point. Bonnie accepted her offer and thanked her for her help.

On Friday Heather had called and asked if she could come by and spend the night as she travelled from Atlanta to her parents’ home.  Bonnie had assured her that she was part of their life now and she was always welcome. They had been talking less on the phone in the past month, but not because they were growing apart; but because their relationship was evolving. Bonnie was quite pleased that she and Mandy LeMarco appeared to be bonding beyond the fact they were Brian’s “two women.”  She was looking forward to spending time with Heather, and she thought the young woman was a good influence on her kids the way Gerta was on Sarah Marshal.

The same morning, Cooper received an email from confirming what Amy had told him about accepting his work. He wondered what that would mean for him. Would it actually bring him unwanted attention by the press? He genuinely hoped not.

When Misty came home from school, Bonnie let her know that Heather would be coming to dinner and spend the night. “I was thinking of trying something we’ve never done, and wanted your input.”

“Sure,” Misty said with a smile. “What are you thinking?”

“I’ve got a lasagna ready to put in the oven. Your father and Heather will be here about 5:00. What would you think about the five of us eating out by the pool… in the nude?”

Her daughter didn’t hesitate. “I think it’s a great idea. Do you need help getting things ready?”

“Sure, if you can clean off the glass table by the pool and make up place settings for five.” Bonnie started to turn back to the kitchen then added “Oh, and put a folded bath towel in the chair of each setting. As I understand it, that is normal nudist etiquette.”

Just before 5:30 the Campbell’s and Heather were seated around the table. Right off Misty said “I guess we can now officially call ourselves nudists,” but Bonnie replied “I’m not sure that is the word for us?”

“Why not?” Misty asked.

“Well for one thing, nudist tend to take the position that nude is better than clothes; and I’m not there. I’ll grant you, this is nice; but we are nowhere close to only wearing clothes when we leave the house.”

Misty nodded and said “Yea, certainly not the way Dad likes to turn the house into a refrigerator.”

Everyone but Cooper laughed.

Bonnie went on “But the main thing is that I don’t like the basic philosophy of the mainstream nudist organizations.  Way back when your father and I started researching sexuality, I spent some time looking into nudism. After all, nudity here at our pool is nothing new. Your father and I been doing it since before you could go without a diaper.”

Misty smiled. “And don’t forget Gina Richards. I remember whole summers where you and her, and me and Caitlin and Lamar never wore a stitch out here.”

Bonnie nodded “Yes, when your father was at work, Gina and Caitlin joined us by going bare too. To me that just seems like the day before yesterday. While those summers certainly seemed like we were nudists, yet in much of the nudist literature, going nude is presented explicitly as having nothing to do with sex or sexuality. I’m uncomfortable by how often they refer to sexuality or sexual arousal as indecent or dirty. Over and over again I see words like wholesomeness and healthy contrasted with sexually charged or sexually oriented. I believe, and I’m sure I’m right, that loving expressions of sexuality are not unwholesome. For a woman out by our pool to invite a friend to slide his penis into her is not somehow anti-family. Sex is not dirty and is not indecent. It is Puritan nonsense to say otherwise.”

Misty agreed “Watching people make love is beautiful. God gave us sex so why should we say it’s bad?”

  ‘You are right, but their point is that going nude in public isn’t or shouldn’t be a sexual turn-on. Sure for those born into tribes deep in the Amazon were they have known nothing but social nudity it might not have a sexual connotation; but for the rest of us who have been acculturated to associate nudity with sex, to be nude outside always has a component of sexuality, even if its latent. I am not depraved or lecherous when I say that for our family to sit out here nude with Heather has a sexual edge to it. My guess is that all of us feel it.”

She turned to Cooper “Do you feel the sexual component sitting out in our own backyard just a few feet from Heather’s nudity?”

Cooper nodded.

“Misty, do you feel it? Do you feel some sexual feelings sitting nude next to such a beautiful young woman who is young enough to be an appropriate sexual partner for you?”

“Yes. How could I not? I’m sure as we go on it will fade, it always does; but that does not mean the thought of having sex with her isn’t at the edge of my mind.”

Bonnie looked to Lamar “And you? Does it turn you on to be so close to Heather?”

“Of course, can’t you see?” Lamar pushed back his chair to show his nearly full erection. “It had gone down but when you all started talking about sex with Heather… well, it popped right back up.” Even as he spoke the shaft continued to rise.

Everyone laughed and Lamar sat down quickly.

Heather leaned across the table toward the now red-faced boy and said “Don’t let them make you feel bad. You have a very nice body and I like a guy who keeps it up just looking at me.”

Lamar smiled.

Heather went on “If I were just a little younger I’d be on you like a duck on a June bug.

Lamar’s smile got bigger and his face got redder.

Heather looked over to Bonnie and winked before leaning over toward Lamar to say “Yep. You’ve got a very nice tool and I’d have it in my mouth before you knew it. Then I’d lay you on one of these lounge chairs and ride you till I’d drained the last drop of cum from your balls.” She followed up with blowing him a kiss before sitting back.

Misty laughed and said “Heather, you are bad. Even my friends didn’t tease him that much. Close, but not quite.” She went on to tell about Lamar and Byron spying on her friends and leaving puddles of semen in the dining room. Once again Heather came to Lamar’s defense.

As dinner progressed, Bonnie asked Heather to tell the kids about her alter-ego Aphrodite and how it had shaped her life choices.  Heather was all too happy to do so. Bonnie’s intent was to use it as both a cautionary tale and to teach them how people may not be what they present themselves as.

Lamar’s take away was. “So you mean you have almost nude photos of you when you were my age?”

She nodded “Yes. I have hundreds of them. All legal, if barely. Since the best of them showed up on local photographer’s websites, They made me very popular at my high school.”

“I bet” Lamar exclaimed. “What I would give to see them.”

“Unless your mom objects, I’d be happy to send you some of them.”

He looked to his mother, “Can she?”

Bonnie smiled and nodded.

“I tell you what. I know Brian would love to make prints of a few of them for his house. If you want, as a late birthday present, I’ll have a poster sized print made for you; and I’ll even autograph it. That should make your friends jealous.”

After dinner they all decided to relax by the pool in the late afternoon sun. Rather than laying out, Heather dove into the water right off. After she had swam for a bit, she looked to Cooper and said “Come on in. Don’t leave me by myself.”

Bonnie was not a bit surprised that soon Heather’s legs were around Cooper's waist as he stood in the middle of the pool. Bonnie and Misty both knew what they were doing, but Lamar wasn’t so sure. He asked his mom “Are they having sex?”  Bonnie looked at her son and smiled. “Yes, they are. So don’t bother them.”

Instantly his focus was on them. Not content with the view, he grabbed his swim goggles from the cabinet and slipped into the water so he could see “the good stuff” closer up than he’d ever done before.  Fortunately, they were too engaged in their intimate conversation and coupling to notice Lamar under the water only a few feet away from them. He was rewarded with a clear view of his dad’s cock going into the beautiful girl. He’d never seen anything like that, so up close, in real life

Sometime after, Heather looked to Bonnie, who was sitting on the side of the pool beside Misty, to ask “Would you mind if we moved to the steps so I can sit on your husband’s lap for a while?”

Bonnie knew she meant sit on his lap with his penis inside of her. “That’s fine, but please don’t make your ‘sitting’ too demonstrative; I need to keep a level of plausible deniability because of the kids.”

“I promise not to be too active… in my sitting” she said with a smile.

Soon Cooper was on the top step and Heather was adjusting herself to sit comfortably facing him. Bonnie’s attention however, was on Lamar who was quite openly watching to see Heather guide Cooper’s penis into her. She was sure that he’d not seen that before. She thought to herself that Lamar will be far ahead of his male peers in knowing how a good lover acts; and Cooper was indeed a very good lover. The women on the cruise, Amy and Trish had all said so more than once.

Misty, who was sitting with her mother on the side of the pool asked “Is it odd to watch Dad have sex with a… I’m sorry Mom, but a blind person would know she is way prettier and younger than you? She is likely the most amazingly beautiful girl I’ve ever seen in person.  Does that bother you?”

“No, it doesn’t bother me in the least. Part of the reason I like watching them so much is because she is so beautiful. How could I not enjoy watching her?”

They watched in silence as Heather slowly used her thighs to move her hips up and down as she kissed Cooper hard and deep. It was all so languid, yet sensuous and so very erotic. However, even watching his dad’s erection rhythmically exposed and swallowed by Heather’s vagina was not enough to keep Lamar’s interest forever. Their pace was just too slow for him and he began to swim again.

As she watched them, Bonnie quietly told Misty, “That is called the lotus position. It is very common in ancient texts and paintings and is said to give a very spiritual connection to the couple. It is more about creating a oneness than getting off.”

They both silently watched for a good while. Heather’s motions became less pronounced until she no longer was lifting her hips, but rather gently rocking them while keeping her upper body motionless.  Bonnie quietly noted. “See how she is breathing slow and deep. It is in synch with her hip movements.” She waited to give time for Misty to observe Heather’s subtle actions. “Look how she presses her entire body onto his. She’s getting the maximum skin on skin contact possible. On the phone this morning she told me that your father and I are very important to her and fill a critical place in her life right now. She said she needed some time with us to center herself. I’d never given much credence to what the tantric writers say; but our relationship with Heather has shown me how sexual healing works. This is exactly what they mean.”

Misty whispered “I think I can see it. It’s not like I normally think of sex.” A few moments of silence followed before she added “It really is beautiful to watch. Like performance art.”

Bonnie just nodded in agreement. “Your father and I certainly did not go looking to acquire a lover, especially one as young and stunningly beautiful as Heather; but this is what God put in our path. Just watching them makes me so grateful we opened ourselves up to new ways to share love.”

“So this is part of yours and Dad’s Christian ministry?”

Bonnie nodded, “Yes. I am sure of it. Can’t you see how she is both exuding love for your father, and also absorbing strength from his love for her?”

Misty slowly nodded her head.

“It’s not the kind of romantic love people usually think of when paired with sex; but instead, it is the love of compassion and care that the Bible calls agape’.”  A little while later she softly said “I expect they will be like that for a while. If you would like, I know they would not object if you used your father’s camera to take photos or video.”

Misty looked over to her mother “Really?”


With that Misty was off to get the camera.

When his sister was gone, Lamar took her place on the big towel she’d been sharing with her mother. “Why is it that I never see people doing that on-line?  I get why you and Misty think it’s pretty, but it isn’t what I’m used to seeing.”

Bonnie couldn’t help but to be amused (and a little concerned) that despite all the actual sex he had seen in his life, her son’s vision of sex was mostly what he saw on his laptop. She made a point to hide her amusement when she answered “I think it’s because it is all so slow. Unless you know what you are seeing, it looks like nothing is happening. Porn naturally is geared to getting the viewer aroused. That is not what this is.”

Lamar nodded, but kept his eyes on Heather.  Her head was on Cooper’s shoulder and while her hips were still slowly moving, they were doing so in a way only barely perceptible. Her upper body was pressed tightly to his father; but her hips moved very slightly up and out then down and in.

Bonnie went on “When is the last time you saw people kissing for twenty minutes in a porn video? But, with real lovers that is not uncommon. Misty told me how long you watched us in bed last time Heather was in town, would you really watch a video that goes at that pace?”

Lamar slowly shook his head. “No, I would get bored. But watching in person isn’t like on a video. I’m not sure why, but it’s totally different.”

“Yes, it is very different. I certainly enjoy watching the erotic videos we have collected. Though I do it while you are at school, once or twice a week I will turn on one of the artistic ones in the living room and masturbate to orgasm. But nothing is like watching lovemaking in person.” Though Lamar had seen her masturbating in her room more times than she could count, she knew that just casually telling him she watched erotica and masturbated in the living room took a little effort.  Inwardly she was pleased that Lamar didn’t even have an erection at this point. To her that was the sign she’d been looking for to validate her decision to normalize sex for her son.

Without looking away from Heather she went on. “Another reason you don’t see the Lotus position in porn is that not many men can keep an erection with very little stimulation more than a few minutes. Even at his age, your father can still keep himself hard for an hour or more. Have you ever noticed how most of the time you’ve walked in on us, or seen us from the living room that I am on top of him.  I’m sure you never thought about it, but I often sit on him and we just talk. I like the feeling of his penis in me.”  She decided to push her candid talk a little further and make this a teaching moment her son would remember. “You see while active fucking for orgasm is fun…really fun… and can be done with just about anyone; what you see your father and Heather doing requires a special partner. The act of spending extended quiet time together with the man inside of the woman is so different it might even deserve a different name.  Since I was younger than you, I’ve been fucking guys for fun.” She paused to gauge his reaction to that before going on even more explicitly. She knew the more graphic she was, the better he would remember what she was saying. “Since then, I’ve had far more dicks in me than you have likely ever imagined; and I don’t regret it, not one bit. Not only do I like feeling a guy driving his cock into me, I especially like doing it with someone new, for the first time. There is a special thrill to making it with someone I’ve never been with. But, making love, like you see they are doing or when you see me on your father and we are just enjoying the moment without working for an orgasm, is something I’ve never done with any man other than your father.”

Though she continued to watch Heather as she slowly rocked her hips on her husband, she was also watching her son out of the corner of her eye. She was sure he was actually listening to what she had to say (as opposed to how teens often pretend to listen to adults).  “The truth is, I kept dating then married your father because he made love to me rather than just fuck. It is the same with Heather. I think your father is the first man Heather has ever had inside of her who makes her feel loved, not simply desired.  I know how she feels. Being desired by men is great, but being loved is transcendent.”

Bonnie finally turned to Lamar. He responded and turned his head to listen to what she was saying. “If you can emulate what you are seeing here when you start having sex with girls; I can assure you that you will have girls vying to get you into their bed.  Keep watching and consider that to women and girls, a great lover is not the guy who can give lots of orgasms; rather he is the guy who leaves them feeling loved.”

 Misty arrived with the camera and began to shoot.

When almost half-an-hour later, the shadows had begun to creep toward the pool, Lamar decided to go inside. Bonnie knew once she was out of the direct sun, she would get chilly quickly. She was sure things would go on for a while longer, so she took the chance to gather up some of the dinner dishes, take them in the house and come back with cover-ups for herself and Misty.  Her daughter was glad for the wrap and she sat back down with her mother. 

“You done shooting?” Bonnie asked.

“Yea, I’ve shot several hundred frames, I hope I got some good images. Right now, I’ve got the camera recording video on the tripod.  I figured Dad might like to see it.”

As Misty was speaking, without warning, Heather went from the slow rocking of her hips to aggressive thrusting. This drew Bonnie’s attention. She soon heard the fast breathing that suggested whatever had been going on for the last forty-five minutes was over.  Heather began a series of strangled groans just before her thighs began to shake violently. She was climaxing, and hard.  Even before her spasmatic jerking ended, Cooper’s hips thrust upward and his grunts were not strangled at all, but full-throated groans that surely matched the seminal ejaculations going into Heather’s womb. Bonnie knew full well this was an unusually strong orgasm for her husband.  After the initial thrusts, his body shook and he let out a series of groans as his orgasm worked through its cycle.

Once they both seemed spent; breathing very heavily, Heather and Cooper sat looking at one another as if asking “What just happened”.  Their lips came together and the kiss lasted longer than Bonnie had expected.

Misty whispered, “Wow! That was something worth seeing.”

Bonnie could not help but agree. “Yes it was.”


Once they were all inside the house, Bonnie gave Heather a robe to wear and the kids went to get into something to keep comfortable in the 68°f air-conditioning.  

With the kids out of the living room, Bonnie asked “So how are things really going in LeMarco Land? Not that we don’t love you to come visit, but you seemed to indicate you needed a break from Aphrodite at our place.”

On the couch Heather, snuggled in beside Bonnie. “Yea, you got it about right. Not that I’m complaining, I am in exactly the place I’d intended and it is working out great; but… its like I am always on stage. Aphrodite is Brian’s mistress, not Heather.”

Bonnie understood the idea that Brian only knew the sex-goddess persona, not the real person that Heather was; and from what Bonnie knew of Brian, he likely didn’t want to know the real Heather.

“I think Mandy is beginning to see through my façade. We spend a lot of time together and I think she realizes I’m not who I pretend to be.  While I only actually sleep in their bed about once a week, she and I always sleep together when he is out of town. We don’t have sex, we just like being together.”

“That’s really good. I’m glad it’s all working out for you” Bonnie said.

After a few minutes of sitting quietly enjoying Heather’s body next to hers, she felt a hand slide into her robe. Heather didn’t grope, but just laid the hand on her skin.  Bonnie asked, “And how is it going at the office? You said there have been some changes.”

“A few weeks ago, I trained my perspective replacement as Brian’s executive assistant before I took up my new assignment.”

Bonnie couldn’t help but quip “Oh, like how to suck his dick while he sits at his desk or how to have sex without ruining your hair?” She regretted it even before she was done. She was sure her comment sounded like she was making an attack.

“No. I actually had a real job beyond servicing Brian. Its more or less anticipating the things he will need or needs to do, but doesn’t realize it yet.”

Bonnie was pleased Heather’s voice did not sound hurt or offended, but she still felt she needed to backtrack. “I was not saying you have just been Brian’s sex toy. I know you have a real job. Given what I’ve seen of Brian, I’m sure you had your hands full.”

Heather laughed quietly before saying, “My hands, my mouth and my pussy full. A few times my ass too, but I think he realized I was not a fan of that. You don’t have to apologize, the simple truth is that to Brian, being pretty and sexually available was my chief reason for working in his office.”

Bonnie didn’t know how to respond to that.

Heather went on “But, no I have not even hinted to the new girl that I have anything but a professional relationship with Brian. However, I can’t imagine that nobody has told her that I live with him and Mandy.  It’s odd, since I moved in, I have significantly less sex with him at the office, in fact, we haven’t done it there since before the new girl arrived. I’m not doing him at work, but I’m pretty sure several other women from the clerical staff are visiting his office now.”

“Oh” Bonnie said, “I hadn’t anticipated that. But you are having sex with him at home, yes?”

“Oh yes. Sometimes it’s just me, especially quickies around the house; but he seems to like Mandy and I together quite a lot.  Which is just fine with me because, like I said, she and I are becoming quite close. Oddly we have only had sex with just the two of us one time since I moved in. We do each other as part of sex with Brian or someone he wants us to help him influence.”

Bonnie was glad Heather couldn’t see her expression. As casually as she could she asked “How often does Brian ask you and Heather to have sex with other men?”

Heather snuggled again using the movement to slide her hand up to cup one of Bonnie’s breasts. “He never out and out asks either of us to fuck someone, but we know when he wants us to. And like I’ve told you before, he simply has that kind of power over me when I’m with him. When I know he wants me to do someone, I want to do it.  Mandy is the same. In the months since the after-cruise party, I’ve done one thing or another to seven men for the business. Most of them I’ve done more than once. That’s not including when he has friends and their wives over to the house. With the LeMarco’s, even having friends over to watch a ball game involves sex; and I know it’s my role to make sure everyone has a good time.”

Bonnie asked “What do you mean by you do one thing or another with men for business?”

“Oh, since the cruise I’ve given at least a dozen after dinner blowjobs in the back of a limo. With most of those guys, I had already or would later go to a downtown hotel for a full round of sex. When it’s just me, I spend the night; but when Mandy and I do a guy together, Brian has someone wait for us with a car.”

Seriously Bonnie said, “Then we were right when we surmised on the cruise that the two Mrs. LeMarco’s have sex with men for the business.”

“Yea, both of them. It took me a while to realize that for their family, that is just part and parcel of what it means to be a LeMarco.  Oh, I forgot, Tina will be changing her name to LeMarco next month. According to her, the plan is for her to give Martin another child in a year or so. She is Mr. LeMarco’s second wife in all but the legal sense. And so she too is part of the family’s resources. Given her athleticism, she is normally asked to entertain a different type of man than Mandy or me.”

This was far more information than Bonnie had expected; but it was only mildly surprising since she’d already concluded that Martin LeMarco saw sex and his wife’s sexuality as company assets. All this was a reminder that Cooper had done the right thing to make a break with them.

Heather seemed to sense Bonnie’s reaction and said “I know you don’t like the idea of me having sex with men for business; but for me, it works. I actually enjoy those nights out quite a lot. Because of the role I play for the LeMarco’s, I get to dress up in clothes I could never afford and go to places I could never go on my own. I get to play my Aphrodite persona to the hilt at someone else’s expense. And while she isn’t really me, I love playing her. While I know when I am around Brian, I effectively give my body over to him; but, those other men, they give themselves to me. When I’m with them, I own them even though they don’t realize it. They are in my hands not me in there’s. You see the goddess Aphrodite, like all the Greek gods, was totally selfish and used her sexuality to get what she wanted. My Aphrodite persona is the same.  Long before I’ve taken off my clothes with those men, I have already brought them completely under my spell. Every one of them desire not only my body, but my favor. When we have sex, we do what I want, how I want; and they are thankful for it. For me that is reward in itself. The fact the LeMarco’s are providing me with a home and an education are just bonuses. The truth is, that while I said I moved to Atlanta to become a model, the reality is that I moved there to live this lifestyle, even if I couldn’t see it at the time.”

Bonnie didn’t know what to say. She just nuzzled into Heather’s hair “Then I really am happy for you.”

Heather pushed open the right side of Bonnie’s robe. “And some of those guys have turned out to be more than just decent lovers. So yes, I fuck men for the good of the company. I am a sex worker and I know it, but this is the life I have wanted since I was twelve years old.”

Heather leaned down to take Bonnie’s right nipple between her lips.

Bonnie closed her eyes to focus on the pleasure the lips and tongue were bringing to her. But she could not be comfortable with Heather’s situation no matter how she tried.

Heather stopped suckling and sat back up. “Bonnie, think about it. I have been preparing for this since I was seven-years-old and my mother put me on a pageant stage and began teaching me how to be sexy.  I’m sure I was giving men hard-on’s before I even knew they had dicks.”

Bonnie had to laugh at that even though it was sort of sickening.

“But it’s true. Before I was eight, she had taught me how to sway my hips and purse my lips in ways that I now know are blatant sexual invites. Did I tell you that when I was thirteen, she taught me to shave from my ankles to my belly. We moved to waxing, then when I was fifteen, I had electrolysis. That first time I asked her why I needed to shave my pussy, initially she just said it looks cleaner. Then she explained it would allow me to show a lot more skin in photos without crossing the legal line. Like I told you before, I’d already been taught I could show all but my pubes and the tips of my nipples in photos. Even by then, at thirteen, I had already been asked to pose nude more than once, and I would have been happy to if she’d let me. But even then I started doing modeling where I was all but nude. By shaving clean, I could show all but the actual slit of my pussy.”

“The next spring break when we went to Vegas the first time, I learned what she meant by it looked clean. She put me in a very… VERY short mini dress and told me to skip both my bra and panties.  She didn’t exactly tell me to let guys look, but when she thought I’d given one a peek up my dress, or down the front for that matter; I could tell she thought I’d done something good. And to be sure, the dress was so short that I gave quite a few people peeks at my goods. Oh, to be clear, on our trips, she dressed the same way and so more or less I just mimicked her. That is just one of the many ways she taught me how to be Aphrodite. I did what made Mom proud, and getting guy’s attention, even when I gave guys clear views of my fourteen-year-old tits or pussy, was what made her proud.”

“What did she do when guy’s hit on you? That had to happen.”

“Oh yea, all the time. She taught me how to keep them at arm’s distance….with a smile. At the time I didn’t realize that when she would go out at night and leave me to watch TV, she often went back to meet guys we’d met and spent time with earlier. It was only since I got back from the San Dinero cruse that she admitted to me that on those trips she was having sex with those guys when she left me in our hotel room.  When I got older, I’d suspected, but I never dared ask till she got me to tell her about the things I’ve been doing.”

Bonnie had to ask “How much does she know?”

“Even before the cruise she knew I was sleeping with Brian, and she very much approved; but I wasn’t going to tell her the rest. Then after the After-Cruse party, I left a stack of those smaller photos that Judy let us have at my parents’ house; I’d put them in my bedroom closet.  A few weeks later when I came home for the weekend, she gushed about how great she found the photos of me on that yacht. As you know a good many of them showed me having sex. She didn’t even give me a chance to evade answering questions. I ended up telling her everything, and as I did the smile on her face grew and grew.  To her that trip was proof she’d done the right things in preparing me. So, it is true. This is the life I was raised to live. That is why it feels so natural to me.”

 Bonnie had always been concerned that Heather had been maneuvered into this life by the LeMarco family; but suddenly she understood. Just like Heather had said, this was the life she’d been raised to not only live, but to succeed in. “So, then why did you tell me you needed to come by so badly? Don’t get me wrong, we are very happy you came, but I’m confused.”

“I needed to see you and your husband because I am enjoying myself so much. That’s the problem.”

Bonnie was more confused than before.

“You see, because I am getting everything I wanted…or rather Aphrodite is getting everything I wanted for me; I’m afraid of losing myself to her. One of the most important lessons my mother taught me was that it’s all an act. Whether I was on a pageant stage, or posing for a photographer, or even flirting with grown men in Las Vegas or LA; I was putting on an act.  When I stepped off the stage, or ended the photoshoot or went back to our hotel; I put off Aphrodite and became myself again. But, in living with Brian and Mandy in their world and experiencing their lifestyle, I am on stage all the time. Worse yet, I’m getting rewarded for my performance day in and day out. If I don’t disengage and spend time with people who don’t see Aphrodite, I think I’m in danger of forgetting she is just an act.”

Bonnie finally thought she understood. “So, you needed to be with us because we see you as just Heather, not the goddess of love?”

Heather snuggled on Bonnie. “Yes. You and Cooper have never seen the goddess, only the girl struggling to make it in a hard world. Those first two days on the San Dinero, I really tried to make you two see Aphrodite; but I couldn’t. It wasn’t until that afternoon in Tortuga harbor where you introduced me to real love making that I realized that I don’t have to be Aphrodite with everyone. Until that day, I’d always thought sex and love making were the same thing. You showed me the difference. Then the next morning, Cooper showed me the same thing, but coming from a man it was even more a departure from everything I thought I knew about sex. You both made love to me without wanting anything from me, without even seeking your own climax. After that, it was all about the joy of being me, Heather. With you two I did not have to put on a show as I had expected to do on that trip. Once we got home, and the LeMarco’s began drawing me deeper into their world, I began to realize I needed you two in my life to keep me grounded.”

Bonnie whispered “I am glad you know that Cooper and I love you just as you. Your happiness is what we get out of our relationship. That is all we ask for.”

Heather kissed Bonnie again. “I love you more than I can say. You and Cooper are the only reason I can be in the LeMarco world without losing myself the way Tina has.”

“We are so happy to be here for you” Bonnie whispered into her hair. Then she added “And I’ll confess, the process of showing you our love isn’t exactly painful.”  

Heather pressed her lips to Bonnie’s again. She wondered if they were about to start making love right on the couch.

“I need you more than you can imagine” Heather whispered in her ear. “Even if I had to leave right now, I would be so much better than when I got here; but I am so looking forward to a night sandwiched between you and Cooper. With that I’ll be good to go for a month or so before I will absolutely have to come back for more…uhhh…centering.”

They kissed with a growing sense of sexual passion, but again once Heather slipped her head back down to lay on Bonnie’s chest. “Over Memorial Day weekend, I will be on a four-day trip on the San Dinero.  Martin is taking a small group of investment fund managers. I think some will have wives or mistresses with them. Brian and Mandy won’t be there though. It will be me and Judy and Tina entertaining.”

From behind her, Misty’s voice surprised Bonnie. “Sounds like fun. Are you sure I can’t stow away?”

Bonnie wondered how long her daughter had been listening.

Heather looked around to Misty who was in the process of taking a seat beside her, “That would be fun. If you are half as lively as your mother, you would be a hit.”

Bonnie, in a voice firmer than she meant said, “Misty isn’t going within fifty miles of any of the LeMarco’s. “

Heather laughed and nodded, “You are right. Once they get you under their spell, it’s hard to get loose.”

Evidently Misty didn’t pick up on that line of conversation. She just told Heather “Thanks for letting me take photos of you and my dad making love. They aren’t trashy or bad, but I can tell I have a lot to learn about shooting people together.”

Heather sat up fully, “Perhaps you could study Martin’s photos, and try to figure out what he did.  He seems to know what he is doing and his photos of people having sex are every bit as good as the famous erotic art photographers on the web.”

“That’s a great idea. He did some amazing photos of you and Mom with all sorts of people.”

Heather agreed, “I’d wondered how I’d do in that kind of photo, and I was more than a little pleased when I saw them at the after-cruise party. I guess you heard when I told your mother how much my mom liked the photos, even the ones with really explicit pictures of me having sex with more than one person at once.  Actually, she liked the ones with me and your parents the most even before I told her about our special relationship. She could just see from the images that we had chemistry.”

“Was she cool with it? I mean your special relationship with my parents.” Misty asked.

Heather laughed, “She just warned me not to let my heart get in the way of my arrangement with the LeMarco’s. I assured her that it was not a problem. I didn’t tell her about how I just play the role of Aphrodite for Brian. The truth is, that is who she wants me to be and I don’t want to disappoint her.”

Misty surprised Bonnie when she leaned over and kissed Heather lightly on her lips before saying “We like you for you and don’t want you to lose yourself.”

Heather didn’t seem the least bit surprised at Misty’s action and just went on as if nothing unusual had happened.  “A few weeks back, my mother went as assistant on a shoot with my regular photographer. She took along some of the photos from the trip. Mom said Janice was blown away by them. All in all she couldn’t be happier how things have turned out. I’m sure she’s happier that I am a rich man’s mistress than had I  married an average Joe.”

Misty asked Heather, “Has Mom shown you her new video? I haven’t seen it all together, but the parts I’ve seen are really good.”

Heather’s eyebrows when up as she turned to Bonnie “A new video?”

Bonnie nodded and explained.

Completely without her planning it, in fifteen minutes her whole family and Heather were in the game room. There were two big bowls of popcorn and sodas for all as they sat in the comfortable chairs that arched around the high-end 70” television with theater sound. In the past few months, the family movie night had migrated to the game room where they had watched several sexually explicit movies all together; but watching Mom have sex with three men was quite a leap.  Bonnie was surprised how relaxed she was about it, even as everyone watched her moaning with pleasure at the ministrations of the Gibson boys.   

After the movie, Bonnie, Cooper and Heather went to bed. As per their guest’s request, Cooper spooned up behind Heather. While the two women talked and kissed and touched, he very slowly ground his penis into their ‘special friend’.

Once or twice, Bonnie saw the kids look in on them; but it seemed the novelty had worn off and neither of them stayed long.  She knew the family had taken another step into the unknown. It had all happened so naturally that there didn’t seem at any point they had crossed a new boundary.  It appeared the family was on a river that was just sweeping them along. She felt confident they’d been making the right choices, but still the future was uncertain.



The next morning, Bonnie woke up to find Heather and Cooper in the shower together.  She watched them kissing for a moment before stepping in to join them.

It was still early when Bonnie walked Heather to her car. She didn’t even hesitate when the girl initiated a long & deep goodbye kiss on the circular drive.

Once Heather was gone, her attention turned to prepare the yard for the big party on the following Thursday.  Because the twice postponed church couples swimming party would take up all day Sunday, only Saturday was available. Even though she’d said she would not help Misty and her friends prepare, Bonnie had quite a long to do list and had made one for Cooper and Lamar as well.

Though the parents of the other Euro-Club members would be buying the food, paper goods and party specific decorations, Bonnie had been told how many RSVP’s they had and knew full well that a party of that size would need other things such as extra trash cans, extra towels and the like. Without a doubt, it would be the biggest party at their house ever. Therefore, Saturday morning she was out before the kids had emerged downstairs.

When she returned about 1:00 PM, Bonnie was surprised to find the whole clan gone. In their part of the county cell service is sometimes not very good and this was one of those times. It took several tries to get Cooper on the phone. “Where are you guys?”

Cooper was all too happy to let her know all the things he was doing for her. “We’re buying the things you put on my list. I borrowed Butch’s pickup. The kids and I have already been to Wal-Mart in Milledgeville where we bought a dozen plastic stacking chairs. We are on our way to look at the deck furniture they have on sale at Home Depot in Macon.”

“When are you going to be home?” she asked though the signal was very weak.

“2:00 or 2:30” her husband said.

“Trish and Byron will be here at 2:00. I’ll wait till you get here then order out from the Chinese place in town.  I'm pretty sure they will deliver this far out.”

“OK, see you then,” Cooper said as the signal failed entirely.

While she was putting away her new purchases, it occurred to her to give Marcy a call. She wanted to make good on her promise to invite Sarah over to swim a’ la natural’. She doubted they would, but she promised she would offer. Bonnie didn’t plan to call Ashely and invite Rebecca over because she knew they were out of town for the weekend.

“Hey Marcy”

“Hi girl," the school teacher said. “Sorry I didn’t make it on Wednesday. I was doing end of school stuff this week so I couldn’t make it. Are you feeling better?

“Yea, Sunday and Monday were pretty miserable though. By Tuesday I woke up feeling great.  I called to tell you that Trish and Byron will be over in a little while to swim, and when Cooper and the kids get back from Macon, I will be ordering out for Chinese. I thought you could bring Sarah over if she would like; it’s not a nude beach, but I’m sure you’ll win some points with her for offering what is here in town, even though she’ll probably say no.”

“You mean your family’s going nude today?”

“Sure. And I’m sure Trish will too, though I don’t know about Byron.”

Marcy thanked her again and said “I’ll tell her about your offer to come over, but I doubt she will if the boys are there. But these days I can’t be sure what she’ll do.”

“No problem either way, but I said I’d ask and you’ll get points for forwarding the offer.”

“Thanks for the invite. Either way, Mike and I will most certainly be over tomorrow.”

Trish arrived at quarter till two. In late May in Georgia that meant there was plenty of warm sun still to be had.

“Sorry, I'm afraid that Cooper and the kids won’t be here for a half hour or so” Bonnie explained. “Byron, if you want you can go play on the X-box until Lamar gets here, unless you would rather hang out with the old folks.”

“Thanks, Mrs. C.” and he zipped off to the game room.

Trish helped her take a load of towels from the laundry room to the cabinet on the pool deck. No sooner had they peeled down to their skin than the doorbell rang.

Bonnie said, “I invited Marcy and Sarah over, but I really didn’t think they would come.” She wrapped a beach towel first around her torso, then reconsidered and retied it around her waist leaving herself bare breasted.  A quick peek through the front door peephole told her it was indeed Marcy and Sarah. She swung the door wide open.

Bonnie could see Sarah’s surprise at her exposure right at her front door. She, to make her point, stepped out to give Marcy, then Sarah a hug.  She knew it looked daring, but the truth was, she could hear the rare car on her road approaching well before the driver could see her.  She invited them in, but let them go first.  Her bravado, belied the fact that she got a thrill out of being on the front stoop with just a towel around her waist. She’d never done that before, and if the Fishers were in their front yard they might have seen her.

Inside the house, Bonnie closed the door behind her. Looking to Sarah she said, “I’m so glad you decided to come.”

Marcy was clearly tense when she said “I don’t know if we’ll stay but Sarah wanted to come by.”

Bonnie led them across the living room to the French doors leading to the back yard. “I’m afraid it’s just us girls at the pool for now. Cooper and the kids should be home soon and Byron is in the game room playing video games until Lamar gets home.”

She followed her guests out the back door, unwrapping the towel as she went. Rounding the corner Trish sat up to welcome them.

“Hi, Marcy,” she said with a smile. “Sarah, I hope we aren’t too scary for you?”

Sarah stood next to her mother and said nothing.

“Well?” her mother asked “Do you want to stay and sun or should we go?”

Without answering Sarah walked over to an empty chaise and pulled her tee-shirt over her head. She had no bra on to cover her not large but perfect half bowl-shaped breasts.  Sarah was, like her mother, rather plain, but not unattractive. Both were slim with shoulder length sandy blond hair.

With an ease and relaxed attitude that really surprised Bonnie, first Sarah, then her mother stripped down to nothing. Perhaps their hot tubbing and tanning nude at home had made them both more comfortable than Bonnie had imagined. She also could not help but notice how similar they looked. Marcy was a couple of inches taller than her daughter, but given her larger thighs and hips the extra height made them look more alike, rather than less. Both had very small waists to create slightly hourglass figures. Their small busts and slim hips gave them a willowy appearance when naked. As her mother had told the group, Sarah had a trimmed, dark blond pubis.

“You two could be sisters. I never noticed how much you look alike.”

“Please don’t say that,” Sarah said breaking her silence. “I hope I look better than that” before prancing to the slide. Without any hesitancy, she climbed the steps and stood on the platform where she was fully above the fence. She looked around with a smile before sliding into the pool.

“I guess that means we are staying,” Marcy said taking a seat. Sarah swam a few laps then bounded up the steps on the shallow end. “This is so great! I love it!” She exclaimed happily as she did a dance as she went around the pool back to the slide. “Gerta told me how she grew up swimming naked in the river near her house and how free and part of nature it made her feel. I’m beginning to see she was so right.”

The adults were amused as she raised her arms to the sun before jumping back into the pool.

Bonnie said, “I get the idea she likes this.”

Poking her head above the water Sarah continued “Mom, I never want to wear a swimsuit ever again. This is so great.”

She hauled herself up onto the deck again and this time ran in a big circle all the way around the pool. Coming back, she said “Gerta says that it is unnatural to wear clothes in warm weather. She said the Native Americans in our area went naked in the summer just like all the Indians in the Caribbean. She said that making the Caribbean Indians wear clothes was one of the things that killed them off.” Then she began to again climb up the eight-foot ladder to the curved pool slide. “The clothes held diseases in, so they got sick.” 

Bonnie warned her “Sarah, please take a peek to see that the Fisher’s aren’t in the yard before you climb to the top. It’s not likely, but I wouldn’t want to give them a heart attack.”

Sarah did as asked and looked briefly before standing. She made a production of looking around from that vantage point Bonnie knew, Sara was fully visible to the road, but other than the Fishers there was not another house within half a mile either way and the horses that inhabited the field across the street didn’t care one wit about a naked teenage girl.   For Sarah however, it was a thrill to feel far more exposed by standing over the fence.

She stood at the top for some time looking around before coming down the slide in a splash.  Exiting the pool via the steps, she exclaimed “This is how I want to live! Gerta told me how in the summer she and her friend’s sunbathe nude in the parks right in town. She said there are no laws requiring clothes in the city parks where she lives, but it’s too cold to go naked most of the year.” Another slide.

“Gerta said ..”

”Gerta said ..”

“Gerta said ..”

 Finally, Sarah seemed to tire of splashing into the water from the slide and just swam around.

Bonnie told Marcy “I guess I see what you meant, Gerta has had a profound influence on Sarah.”

“Yes she has. But I’m not sure how much will be permanent and how much will fade away as summer progresses” Marcy responded.

“How much do you want to be permanent? The fact you’re sunning naked with her would seem to support her new attitudes” Bonnie pointed out.

Trish added “And the fact that you and Mike slept with her for eight months would seem to limit your ability to act as if you don’t approve of Gerta’s lifestyle. That is  without appearing to be a total hypocrite.”

“Yea, I know,” Marcy said with a sigh. “It’s hard as a parent. It’s not that I was any virgin in high school…not by a long shot. But that was before we realized AIDS was not just for gay guys in San Francisco.  We drama people took pride in our casual attitude toward sex. It was part of our bohemian self-image. But, as a mom I’m just so unsure. She has hinted that the day I found her in the hot tub with Rolf and Gerta they had done more than just soak.  I know she’s working up to ask me to get her on the pill. What did you tell Misty when she asked?”

For Bonnie, it was easy to answer this one. “Even before Cooper and I began to mess around with other people, sex was an open topic at home so it was never a problem to discuss. We told her the age of consent in Georgia was sixteen. For us to openly condone her having sex before that could cause problems. It wasn’t likely, and it would be more harassment by busybodies than anything else; but we said it would be ideal to wait.  So, what we promised was that if she waited until then we would give her full support and privacy to enjoy herself. But we also made it clear that if she really felt she would likely start earlier, we would get her the pill in advance. We let her know there was a close age exception to the age of consent. That means at fifteen she could have sex with anyone between 13 and 18; but we didn’t dwell on that.  As you know last summer she came a hair’s breadth from having unprotected sex on the beach. What you might not know is that a few nights before that, she had decided to have sex with a boy she had met earlier in the day in the hotel swimming pool. It didn’t happen only because he came in her hand right before she’d mounted him.”

Marcy shook her head, “No, I hadn’t heard that.

Bonnie went on, “The next morning she told me directly that she would have definitely had sex in the swimming pool if she hadn’t brought the boy off too soon. Had she even had a little experience with boys, she would have known when to get on him and how to do it. Fortunately, she didn’t know either thing. From what she said, she saw another teenage couple openly screwing in the water before the night was over. And its not like she had a condom in her thong bikini. We started her on the pill as soon as we could after we got home from Miami. As it turned out it was not until this past winter that she told me she was going to do it. It was like knowing the freedom she could openly have sex whenever she liked made her choosier about who she did it with first.”

Marcy asked, “What did you do when she told you that she was ready?”

“I gave her my ‘Better Sex’ video’s and took her lingerie shopping.”

“Just that easy?” Marcy asked incredulously.

“Just that easy. What made it easier was the fact that I was so up-front about the men, and women, I had been with. My advice to you is don’t appear to hide the things she knows full well you do, otherwise Sarah will think she has to do the same thing. Have you ever told her how good Rolf was in bed?”

“No!” Marcy said with a real look of horror on her face.

“Then why should Sarah tell you what she does? Sure, it is hard the first time. Don't I know that. But once you’ve crossed that bridge, the difficulty is behind you. Think about it, you will have more influence over behavior you know about than behavior you don’t. Let me ask you this. Did you enjoy sex in high school?”

Marcy laughed a little “Oh yea. It was great.”

“But did you take some risks you shouldn’t have?”

She laughed again. “Yea, I did. Way too many.”

“So, wouldn’t you like Sarah to have the good things while steering her clear of the risks?”

“I guess.”

“Wouldn’t that be worth a little embarrassment at first? From what you’ve said, I’m sure she knows in explicit detail everything you did with Gerta and with Rolf. She probably pestered Gerta with questions until she knew every position you used, what you liked best and where every drop of semen went.”

Marcy was quiet then said “Yea, that would be Sarah. She wouldn’t stop until she heard everything.”

“Since this stuff is month’s old now, and you don’t regret doing it, why pretend it is some dark secret? Given the fact she knew from the beginning that Gerta was having sex with you and Mike, yet she so clearly idolizes her means Sara isn’t bothered by it. I bet she would like to talk to you about it more, but you, not Sarah, are stifling the conversation.”

“Yea, maybe you are right.” Her friend answered once again.

“Too bad you don’t have pictures. That helped break down the barriers between Misty and me. It seems that I had left some photos of me and another couple having sex in the house on my dresser. I hadn’t meant for her to find them, but hadn’t made any effort to hide them either; but, either way she found them. That piqued her interest and so she looked on the computer and found the entire folder, hundreds of photos of me having sex with both the husband and wife.”

Trish interrupted “Hold on here? There is something going on you’ve never told us.  What are you talking about, Miss Be-Up-Front!”

Bonnie had walked right into that one.  There was nothing for her to do but come clean. “Yes, before we went on the swinger cruise, I had a nine-month sexual relationship with a woman, which also involved having sex with her husband as well.”

“Who? Do we know them?” Trish asked eagerly.

“It doesn’t matter who, but they moved away.” Again, she’d slipped. She’d said too much.

”It was Jill and Vic Banning!” Trish said gleefully. “It was them, I know it.”

Marcy gave a Cheshire cat grin, “Ahhh, I knew you two were up to something before they moved. I kept seeing you at church talking close and quiet. You were doing her and fucking Vic That’s how this all started, didn’t it?”

Bonnie nodded.  “I’m not the least bit ashamed, but I didn’t have her OK to tell anyone, so I didn’t. But yes. Jill and I became intimate the fall before last.”

“You mean you began to have sex. You two were lovers” Trish goaded.

“And you fucked her husband too” Marcy added on.

Bonnie, just let it lie and continued. “Like I said, Misty and Lamar had both seen the prints of some of the pictures of me having a threesome with Jill and Vic laying on my dresser, but Misty waited months before telling me she had. She and Kelli had even watched the video I’d made of the three of us.”

Marcy “So, you have another sex video with you and other people?”

Bonnie nodded “Yea. That was why I knew how to edit the one you saw Wednesday before last.”

Marcy flowed up “Is it like the one we saw, out here at the pool using the security cameras?”

“We were out here because I wanted the lighting; but no I used Cooper’s DSLR on a tripod. It’s not nearly so slick as the new one, but it was shot from closer up and I could put the camera right where I wanted it.  I guess you guys will want to see it sometime.”

Trish nodded her head “Yessss!”

Marcy then asked “And what did Misty think of the video?”

“She was fine with watching it from the very first. She’d seen it some half a year before we went to the nude beach together. She and her friends even thought I was cool because I was doing it and left pictures out for Cooper to see. Misty was really sweet, she didn’t tell me she knew out of fear she would embarrass me. But since she helped me come “out of the closet’, as it were, we are very open about things we never talked about before. Misty has become an adult friend as well as a daughter. But, I don’t suppose you have any pictures.”

Marcy said quietly “Actually we do. We have hundreds of pictures. Mike got a new digital camera for Christmas that takes both pictures and video. He made lots and lots of photos of Gerta and Rolf and me. He even set up the camera to get photos and video of all four of us going at it. But Sarah wouldn’t want to see them.”

“Why do you think I wouldn’t?” came Sarah’s voice from the pool.

“Oh, so someone has been listening?” Bonnie said.

“It’s not like I was eves dropping. Your voices travel just fine over the water.” Sarah put her elbows over the edge of the pool. “I didn’t hear everything, but most of it. And for your information, I have seen all the pictures and videos. And, Mrs. C. is right, Gerta told me everything. The first few times I had to pester her for details, but after that she knew to just tell me everything when I asked.”

Sarah climbed out of the water and continued. “For instance, I know one of your favorite threesome positions was to get under her in a sixty­-nine and lick both of them while dad was doing her doggie style. Unlike with Rolf, when it was just the three of you Dad didn’t use a condom; so when he would cum you liked for her to sit up and let it drip in your mouth.” Marcy went white, then deep red, but said nothing as her mouth hung open.

“Oh, kinky” Bonnie said.

Sarah evidently relishing her mother’s shock went on, “Oh, she learned that from Gerta who was on the bottom first. After the first time she told me about Dad taking pictures, I snuck the camera to my room when you were both out of the house and copied the pictures and videos to my laptop. I guess I did that once a week or so. You didn’t tell Mrs. C. about all the pics you took of Dad and Gerta or the ones Gerta took of you and Dad. Even after deleting all the bad pics, I’m sure I still have over a thousand photos of the four of you on my hard drive and lots of video clips. Lindsey and I get off on fantasizing that, instead of Mom and Dad doing it with them, it’s me and her. Its like our favorite game. But Gerta was so right when she told me watching people you care about make love in front of you is way more special than seeing it on a screen. It’s way better. And… I asked to join them for a threesome, but she wouldn’t let me.”

Marcy sighed, “Thank God for that.”

Bonnie asked, “When did you ask to join them?”

“One night when I heard them beginning to get busy, I sneaked across the hall and into their room. They were sitting up in the bed, with her in his lap. I was sure they were screwing, but I really couldn’t see. She opened her eyes when the door clicked behind me and pointed to the rocker next to the bed. You see, I’d already seen them doing it in the hot tub and she’d already said I could come watch them in her room some time.”

Marcy barked “What do you mean by that?”

“Marcy” Bonnie chastised “not so accusatory. Sarah, we’d love to hear about how you saw sex in person.” She was sure Marcy had just missed the significance about Lindsey and how it appeared they look at the photos and masturbate together. Perhaps Sarah is already sexually active and Marcy just didn’t want to see it.

Sarah grabbed a chair and pulled it over to where the mothers were sitting. “I guess Mom can be kinda dense in an adult sort of way. When she found Rolf, Gerta and me in the hot tub that time, the two of them had just finished making love. They did it while I sat right next to them. It was so amazing to watch them do it all so close I could almost feel it through the water.”

Bonnie asked, “What all did they do?”

Sarah opened her mouth to talk, then looked back at Bonnie, “Didn’t you tell her it would be best if she told me about doing Rolf first?  You don’t think I would talk about such embarrassing things unless she’s confided in me what she’s done?”  Sarah’s toothy grin was ear to ear.

Bonnie couldn’t help but laugh.  She’d always liked Sarah, she always had a wit, even when she was really young. “So, Marcy…?” Bonnie said slowly.

Marcy was caught. “You know everything already. I had sex with Rolf and with Gerta. OK?”

“Was that telling me anything?” Sara said. “I don’t think so.  I guess I can’t tell anything else either.”

Bonnie looked to Sarah’s mom “I think she wants to know what it was like for you.”

Trish added “And some kinky details about what you did in a foursome.  I’d never been with more than one person before Bonnie and Cooper; I can’t imagine what a foursome would be like.”

Marcy pulled her chair closer to the group. “OK,” she puffed. “Where to start?”

“When Rolf walked into the room the first night you had sex with him” her daughter offered.

Marcy closed her eyes and began to talk as if she were visualizing what had happened nearly half a year ago. She began to talk almost mechanically. “It was chilly in the room. Gerta was standing in front of him wearing a green satin robe with holly berries on it. He wore a pair of sweatpants. She told him something in German and he walked over to my side of the bed, and then pushed his sweats down. He just stood there looking at me with a half-erection. The first thing I noticed was that he did not have any body hair: not on his arms, or chest or even around his penis. He was so unbelievably handsome. I don’t know why but I got out of the bed and pulled the nightshirt I was wearing over my head. He leaned over and kissed my cheek, then my neck.”  She kept her eyes closed as she spoke, though the words became less mechanical as she talked. “I pushed up on him and kissed him on the mouth.  We kissed and kissed standing there. I moved to my knees and gave him fellatio. I went at him like I haven’t done in years and years. It’s been like twenty years since I’d done that to anyone but Mike.  Then….then…” she opened her eyes, “After that it’s just a jumbled mess of bits and pieces in the bed. Like I told you guys last week, it went on for hours. I do remember clearly the feeling of his penis entering me the first time. It has been so long since I’d had a new man in me. I’m sure there is a psychological reason for it, but just feeling him filling me like that gave me a sense of ecstasy I can’t describe. Not an orgasm, but just a wave of contentment.  When I watched Mike’s penis go into Gerta that first time back in the fall, I also had an emotional reaction; but it was different. It was a real turn on but as they did it, my mind filled with a million possibilities in our future. When he looked at me that first time with his penis all the way in her I knew Gerta would not be the last person to join us in bed.  To the very last night, I never really stopped enjoying watching them do it.  I know Mike liked watching me with Rolf in a very different way than he liked watching me with Gerta.  Twice that first night both Gerta and I were on top of Rolf. Once Gerta sat on his face while he was in me, then with me on his face when he was in her.”

Sarah interrupted “Yes there is a whole set of photos of that. But there must be three hundred photos and an hour of video of just you doing it with Rolf, even though he was only at our house for less than a week. That told me how much Dad liked watching. And there are a few photos with all four of you like you described, but not many.”

For the first time Marcy talked directly to her daughter “Yes, there are. Perhaps that’s why that part is so clear in my head." Then back to her friends she said "But we also did that to Mike, both ways with her on his face and then with me. Gerta and I also had this silly blow job duel on Rolf. That was mostly just funny but I'm sure he enjoyed it. Then of course Mike insisted we do him too. Rolf could go and go and go. That first night, and several times other nights he did me from behind while I sucked Mike or while I went down on Gerta." Once again looking at her daughter "Some of the time your dad did it with Gerta while I did it with Rolf, but most of the time it was different groups of three, with one person resting or taking photos while the other three played.  I’m sorry if I can’t give any more detail. So much happened and it was so wonderful.” Then she looked over to Bonnie, “And I told you all about the afternoon I had a threesome with Rolf and Gerta when Mike was at work. And….” she paused, looked at her friends then back to her daughter “and, since I’m going to be honest, I very much want to find a couple to share our bed again. Mike and I have agreed we both want to experience doing it with other people again. Sarah, is that enough for you?”

Sarah nodded to say it was.

 Then Marcy seemed to slump back into the chaise lounge as if her short description had worn her out. Bonnie knew how she felt. She remembered how hard it was to tell Misty about the cruse the first time.

Bonnie looked to Sara. “Well, young lady. You can’t imagine how hard that was for your mom. You should be very appreciative.”

“I am, Mrs. C.” Sarah said. “So now it’s my turn. And I think it will be way easier for me to tell.” In a torrent Sarah described in graphic detail Gerta and Rolf giving each other oral sex on the side of the tub. “At first I was across the tub, but as they went on, I moved to sit right next to them so I could see really up close what she was doing.” She went on to describe how they copulated in a variety of positions before… “I could tell she was having trouble keeping her balance as he leaned her over, grabbing the side of the tub. To give them room, I moved to the seat diagonal to her so when he pulled all the way back, I could see his penis coming out then going back again really clearly. The water was splashing, especially when he went all the way in really hard. He kept going faster and faster and she got louder and louder. Then he just stopped, all the way in her and groaned. I’d learned about men’s orgasm’s in health class, but of course I’d never seen it in real life. His buns squeezed tight, then let go, then squeezed again, about four times before he fell back into the water. She stayed bent over the edge for a while. I could see her, it was strange. Her pussy lips stayed a little open, and some of the semen dripped out into the water. Or it could have just been her fluids. I’m not sure, but it was so cool to see those bits of reality of watching sex in real life.”

Trish asked, “Did you play with yourself while you watched?”

Marcy exclaimed “Trish!”

“What? I would have. No, if he was as good looking as you said, I would have been bent over waiting for my turn” Trish said.

“To tell the truth Mrs. Simms, if I thought he would have done me I would have done just that. But when they had asked me if I minded them having sex, they made me promise to not try to join in. And yes I did play with myself while I watched, but I didn’t cum; not that first time.”

Marcy in a forcibly controlled voice quietly said “Please explain what you mean by that first time.”

“It was so amazing watching them in the tub, I wanted to see them make love in the normal way. I guess I gave her a hint that joining in was on my mind when I asked if I could watch when they did it in the bed; because she said I was free to come watch anytime, but again she said I could not join them. She said in her country it would be legal for me to join in and they would gladly let me; but it is a serious crime here.”

Marcy again said, “At least they had good sense to keep you at arms length.”

Sarah then went back to her original story, “So the first time I went to watch them in bed, Gerta told me to sit in the rocker. Sarah looked at Trish and asked, “has mom told you what I wore to bed this winter?”


Trish answered “A tee-shirt, and nothing else.”

“Right. Of course, now it’s warmer I skip the tee shirt, but that night it was just after Christmas so I had on the shirt and a pair of socks. As I sat on the rocker and watched them, I knew he could see me because right off I’d pushed up the hem of my tee-shirt to play with myself while I watched. I didn’t even wait at all, my hand was between my legs right off. I may be new to this, but I know for sure he liked looking at me doing myself. After a while, I took off the shirt so he could see me play with my boobs too. And he looked at me a lot while she sucked his dick.  I was sure he was about to ask me to join them, but he didn’t. After waiting forever, hoping for them to invite me to join, I just moved over to the bed. At first I sat on the edge right next to where Gerta was bent over him, but then, when they switched and she got on her back while he licked her pussy, I laid down right next to her and held her hand.  I was there for a really long time, and they did a bunch of stuff with me right there and they didn’t make me leave the bed. But I guess I pushed it too far and they made me go back to the chair and watch from there till they were done. Then she let me snuggle up with them naked. I spent most of the night in bed with them. It was really, really wonderful, feeling her body touching mine like that even if I didn’t really get to have sex.”

“And what...” her mother asked in a very measured voice “exactly what did you mean by too far and didn’t really have sex?”

Bonnie could tell Sarah was very proud of herself, and was not at all surprised by the candor of what she said.

“You mean why did they kick me off the bed?"

Her mother nodded.

"Well, like I said, I got on the bed and watched her suck his dick, then when she laid down for him to eat her pussy, I laid next to her. At first, like I said, I just laid next to her and held her hand. Then I started to play with my tits, then with my pussy while she just laid there getting eaten out.  At first, I was only playing with myself with the hope of turning them on so they would both do me like they did you Mom. I didn’t realize how much more turned-on I would get. When I realized that Gerta was watching me play with myself while Rolf ate her out, I couldn’t believe how fast and powerfully turned on I got. I was ready to cum in like a quarter the time it had ever taken. Before I knew it, I came, and came big. Until that night one orgasm was all I’d ever had at a time. I knew Lindsey can do it up to three times but I’d always quit at one. But, instead of calming down, I got even more turned on when Gerta came right after I did.”

“So I kept rubbing down there, and Rolf crawled up and lifted her hips up and she flopped her legs over his shoulders. When his knee touched my thigh, I almost came right then. He looked right at me and smiled, then he put his dick all the way inside her. Gerta shifted and her arm fell on me, and that was enough. Since I’d kept rubbing the whole time I had a second orgasm right after they started screwing. I was sweating like crazy by then and even though I’d cum twice I was hornier than before I’d gotten on the bed. I rolled to face Gerta, and laid my arm on her chest. She didn’t stop me and so I rubbed her tits and played with her nipples while he fucked her. It was so amazing to feel her moving as he went in and out.  I tried to play with myself with my free hand, but I couldn’t make it work like that, so I rolled to my stomach and tried to put my hand underneath me, but that didn’t work either, so I bunched up my knees, so my butt was in the air. That worked, and, it also meant my face was right against the side of her boob, I didn’t even think about it, and I just moved a little so I could suck her nipple. She didn’t stop me and Rolf kept fucking her hard. The slapping sound of his thighs on hers was so much louder than I’d ever imagined it would be. She let me play with and suck both of her boobs. I was half draped over her as I sucked and licked her tits. Then I slid up on her and put my lips on hers, she didn’t hesitate and we were kissing… like with our tongues and everything. I was so excited I just knew I was going to lose my virginity soon. I was able to finger myself from between my legs with one hand while the other was on her other boob, and I imagined what it was going to feel like when Rolf was in me. Finally I made my move, I got right on her which would give him easy access to put it in me. But when I did, they moved so that she was on her side, with her back to me. I should have gotten the point that I’d already gone further than I was supposed to, but I didn’t. I was way too turned on to think straight.”

Bonnie was getting uncomfortable with this narrative. While all that might be just fine in Germany, here it would be called child abuse, even though Sarah was the one pushing it.

“So, Rolf, he’s on his knees, holding her left leg straight up in the air and buy just moving his hips, he is going in and out, and I could tell she was loving it. But I didn’t know what to do, I mean I’ve watched a lot of porn, but it’s not the same as really being there.”

Trish and Bonnie laughed at that, but Marcy just kinda grimaced.

“So, I turned around so that my head was down by her butt, well a little past her butt.  My forehead was almost touching his knee, so I was really, really close to their sex. His dick was all shiny and wet from being inside her and when he’d pull back, her little lips kinda hung onto him as it came out each time. After a while, I looked up at him and licked at the air not five inches from his dick because I wanted him to know how much I wanted it in my mouth.”

Her mom audibly gasped at that.

“Don’t worry mom, I was disappointed, he didn’t do it. But it was still like the sexiest thing I’d ever done, and so I bent my left knee and played with myself while I watched and listened to their fucking. I never knew you could actually hear people have sex like that. I guess you guys know what I mean, the slurping sounds of the dick going in and out.”

She might not have thought they should have done it, but Sarah’s narrative was hot and Bonnie just nodded (as did Trish and Marcy).

“My third orgasm came right off, but when she got on her hands and knees things are a little fuzzy in my head. Later she said she knew I really wanted to feel his dick in me and she was afraid he might not be able to resist me; so to keep us from doing it, she started to kiss me…like she was fucking my mouth with her tongue as she played with my boobs then put her hand down between my legs and played with my clit.  Though it was not her plan, she helped me get off like I never had before. I don’t know how many times I came; it all became kind of a blur.”

Even though Bonnie was beginning to worry about where this was going; she wanted to encourage Sarah to tell everything. So Bonnie showed her support by saying “Yea, I know how that can be.”

Her mother surprised everyone when she seconded, “I do too. I even remember the first time that ever happened to me even though it was decades ago. It was something I’ll never forget.”

The fifteen-year-old continued without a break. “But when she fell down on me…. I don’t know if she just fell or he squished down on her, but she ended up laying on me like a pillow, her hips folded over me and he really gave it to her hard. I could feel it each time because it knocked the air out of me.  Now I couldn’t play with myself when she was on me like that but I didn’t mind and it was like I was doing it with them, even though I wasn’t. It was so great!” 

Trish asked “So what did you do to get exiled to the chair?”

Sarah sighed, “Well Rolf finally wore out and took a break. We all lay together all three of us huffing and puffing.  Sex can be so much work!"

The adults laughed. Even her mother laughed at Sarah’s comment.

She smiled back at them. Clearly she was enjoying telling the story. “So even though I’d already had the best time ever, I still was hoping to have sex for the first time that night.  I really didn’t plan it like this, but I went to the bathroom and when I came back in the room, he was on his back spread out with his legs apart. Both of them had their eyes closed resting." She looked at her mom "Did you tell them he is not circumcised?"

Her mother said "No."

Sarah continued. " Well he wasn't and when it is soft it looks way different than most of the dicks I've seen on-line. I crawled up from the foot of the bed to get a closer look. Then without really planning to, I put Rolf’s penis in my mouth.  I’ve never had a guy in my mouth like that…I’d never actually touched a dick before. He wasn’t hard, so it was easy to gobble it up real quick." 

She looked at the ladies “You know, it was kinda weird for it to start expanding in my mouth like that. Like one of those dried sponges when you get them wet.”

Bonnie assured her that she understood. 

“I knew the taste was from Gerta because it was sort of like Lindsey’s taste but different. And he smelled like pussy. At first Rolf didn’t do anything, well except get hard, so I started to do it to him like I’d seen her do it. But in my mouth, it seemed way bigger.”

She paused to get the three women’s reaction; but she only got a reaction from the two, because her mother was stone still. Bonnie wondered if Marcy had just missed that her daughter had just said she knows how a girl tastes. She didn’t know who Lindsey was, but it sure sounded like she and Sarah were having sex.

Sarah continued “Then Gerta must have realized what I was doing, because she got mad and kinda yelled at me not to do that.  Well after that they made me sit on the chair. I almost left, but she told me she really wasn’t mad, and understood why I did it, but she said Georgia has put younger guys than Rolf in prison for getting a blow job from a fifteen-year-old. She asked me to stay and said I could get back in the bed when they were done; if I promised to behave. So that’s what happened. I don’t know how many times I came that night, but since then I’ve never been satisfied with less than three.”

In a less accusatory voice, her mother asked “Did you do that again?”

“No. So sad, but I have to say no. The next day Gerta told me it was a huge turn on for them for me to be with them and we’d all done way more than she knew we should. But she was clear that we couldn’t do it again. She was afraid if we did neither of them would be able to resist me like they did. I was disappointed, but very flattered that they thought I was so sexy they couldn’t trust themselves not to have sex with me. And as it was, they were in your bed every night after that until he left, so I didn’t have a chance to try again to go further with them. So that was the closest I have come to having sex with a guy.”

“Good,” said Marcy with a sigh.

“Now, that didn’t keep me from crawling in her bed after he went back to Germany.” Then she looked at her mom “Though at least half of the nights she was in bed with you and Dad." She looked to Bonnie "I bet she didn’t tell you that for most of April and May, Gerta was in Mom & Dad's bed almost every night. But some of those nights that she was with them, she was with me afterward. Not that we had sex, but sometimes we kissed with our naked bodies wrapped up together. That was great, but it was the closest I came to doing it with her.” She glared at her mom, then continued “We also sometimes played with each other’s tits or masturbated side by side. But she wouldn’t have oral sex with me even though I asked until she threatened to ban me from her bed if I asked again. So we did a lot, but we never made that final step.“

Marcy just shook her head, “I guess there’s nothing left to surprise me now.”

“Marcy, are you OK?” Bonnie asked.

Sarah suddenly looked concerned “You OK Mom? I didn’t mean to upset you. And really I didn't suck him for more than like two minutes before she made me stop.”

That seemed to bring her back and Marcy said “No, I’m not upset with you.  It’s just a bit much to take in. No, if I can have sex with a woman and man who are less than half my age, you certainly can’t be fussed at for what you were doing.  After all, they are way closer to your age than mine. Once I process this all, I’m sure I’ll be glad you told me.”

Sarah then pushed her point “So, I’ll say it clearly then. If she hadn’t stopped me, I would have sucked him off till he came in my mouth… and swallowed it down. I really wanted to have that experience. And I so wanted to feel him in me. I was dying to have sex with him. I was totally ready to lose my virginity with him. I did my best to get him to put it in me. I wanted to put my face in her pussy and lick her clit till she climaxed, but they didn’t let me do any of those things. They told me clearly that they both wanted to do it with me but they didn’t give in. That is what I wanted, but I didn’t. I know some of the stuff you told Gerta about what you did when you were my age. You told her you were fourteen when you started having sex, and that you have no regrets.  And just so you will be prepared, I am completely ready to have sex with a guy. When I do, I have every intention of making up for the lost time so I can have as much sex as you did in high school. She then took a breath and came back with a much less aggressive tone “and Mom, I want you to back me on this. When I start to have sex with guys, and I plan to start when I find the right guy, I really want to tell you all about it just like Misty tells her mom.”

Marcy sat up straight. “You are right. But I had more sex than you can imagine when I was in high school and yes I started before I’d turned fifteen. I won’t even try to pretend that it wasn’t great or that I didn’t love it, because I did. And I sucked even more dicks than I fucked. And unlike Bonnie and Trish as teenagers, I’ve always loved guys to cum in my mouth. From the very first time I did it, I never saw the point of sucking dick if I didn’t taste the guy’s stuff. Is that what you wanted to hear?”

She took a breath then said “So, when you give your first full blow job, I want to know you can tell me all about it. And when you have sex with a boy for the first time, I want you to tell me about that too, and I will back you on it 100%. I want you to feel like you can tell me everything. When I was your age I wanted to talk to my mom about my sex life, but I couldn’t. It wasn’t the fact you wanted to have sex with Rolf that was a problem, but you weren’t on birth control. And that is above and beyond the legal issues with having sex with people in their twenties. Monday morning, I will call your gynecologist and get an appointment.”

Sarah put her hand across the table to touch her mother. “OK Mom. I’m sorry if I was rude. And thanks.”

Bonnie was happy to see the situation was defused, but she knew she had to say something.  “I’m not condemning you for what you did with Gerta and Rolf. After all it doesn’t make sense that if you did that at their house it would be a non-issue while here it is a serious crime. But you need to own what you did. From what you told us, even though Rolf never put his penis in your vagina and you and Gerta never went down on each other, you did have sex with them. That is the simple truth. Have you told anyone else about what you did with them? I mean not just about you giving him oral sex, but  the months you got into Gerta’s bed and you guys made out.”

“Just Lindsey.”

As seriously as she could, Bonnie said “Listen to me. You should not tell anyone about this again. Even though Gerta is safely out of the country, this kind of thing could blow up. Tabloid media love outrage stories like this. I can see the story of a foreign exchange teacher molesting a teenage girl going viral. So it can’t get out. EVER. And make sure your friend hasn’t and won’t tell anyone. You can’t even begin to grasp how bad this would be.”

Bonnie was sure Sarah got the point. Her eyes got big and she nodded. “I told her not to tell anyone, and I don’t think she has.”

“Just make sure she doesn’t. Please. Your mom getting fired would be the least of the problems if she told the wrong person, or someone she told tells someone who would go to the police.”

Sarah had noticeably paled.

“Again, I’m not attacking you or Gerta or Rolf. It must be hard coming to America where the laws are both different from state to state and often nonsensical; but Georgia is not Europe.”  Bonnie let her words sink in. Both Trish and her mother nodded gravely.  To ease the tension more than anything else, she asked Sarah, “So, since Gerta wouldn’t do it with you, have you had sex with any of your girl friends? I noticed you kept saying you were ready to experience sex with a guy, not that you were ready to have sex for the first time.”

The question seemed to bring Sarah up short. She appeared to be thinking then looked at her mother and asked, “Mom, do you want me to answer that?”

Marcy seemed confused at Sarah’s response, but Bonnie immediately understood what Sarah’s question meant. “It's OK Sarah, you don’t have to answer if you don’t want to.”

Sarah leaned forward, “No, I do. I’ve outed my mom, so it would be wrong of me not to answer.  Yes. Lindsey and I have sex pretty much any time I go to her house or she comes to mine. If we do it at night when Mom and Dad are home, we just make sure we are very quiet because more than once we have made love while we could hear my parents and Gerta doing it in their room.  Gerta knew full well that I’d been having sex before she ever came to live with us. That was one of the reasons she thought it was OK to let me watch them do it or get into bed naked with her.”

This revelation changed the context of what Sarah had been telling them. To Bonnie, it all made sense that since she knew that Sarah was sexually active, Gerta didn’t see any problem with allowing her to watch her with her boyfriend and why it was so hard for them to resist Sarah’s effort to join them in bed.

Sarah then added, “Lindsey’s mother knows full well that she and I have sex, she’s actually walked in on us a couple of times getting it on.”

Marcy was clearly shell-shocked. Almost to herself, she said, “But Sharon has never told me about that, and we are good friends.”

“Lindsey’s mom probably just assumes you know. When we are at her house, we are pretty obviously an item. We snuggle and kiss right in front of her.  She is super supportive since she’d rather her daughter be with me than to go out… and have sex with college guys like she’d been doing for over a year.”

Marcy seemed to be putting pieces together. “Yes, I feel really stupid for not seeing it before. In the fall, Sharon talked all the time about how she was so worried when Lindsey was out with the GCSU guys, especially when she’d come home drunk. She knew full well that Lindsey was having sex with those guys because we had discussions about birth control options for her. But a couple of times in the last few months she’s said how happy she was that Lindsey was finally involved with someone her own age now. She must have just assumed I knew she meant you… but I just assumed she meant a guy from the theater. I never once imagined she meant my daughter, but it is clear that she did.”

Sarah just nodded, “And it wasn’t like you didn’t see us holding hands and snuggling while we watched TV in our living room. We do it all the time. No, we’ve never made out downstairs, but I thought we were pretty obvious. Gerta knew full well that we are a couple… well sort of a couple. But she knew Linsey and I have been having sex… really great sex for months before she left. She and I talked about it quite a bit.”

Bonnie could see how this revelation was throwing Marcy for a loop. Bonnie suspected she now realizes she saw all the signs but missed them. In trying to explain her cluelessness, Marcy said, “But, you used to snuggle like that with Bailey. I thought that was just something you did with your close friends.”

Even before Sarah responded, Bonnie could see a light go off in Marcy’s eyes.

“Mom, Bailey, and I have been making out and getting each other off since we were in middle school. Though, we didn’t call ourselves lovers until last fall. But that ended after Christmas when that jerk Kevin took over her life. Gerta knew all about how Kevin pushed Bailey into having sex with him and won’t let her spend time with me anymore. She was the one who suggested that I turn my attention to Lindsey since she knew she and I had been making out and feeling each other up at the theater since the fall.”

That last comment didn’t go past Bonnie. “Sarah, do you mean this girl Bailey was pushed into sex but she didn’t want to do it?”

Sarah clarified, “It’s not like he raped her or anything. But Kevin is a big guy on campus and he made it clear to her that if she was going to join the in crowd by being his girlfriend, then Bailey had to put out. And she does… a lot. I think she told him that we had been having sex for a long time. She thought he’d pull me into his group too so that she wouldn’t feel like an outsider at those parties with the football team and cheerleaders. She just assumed that he would jump at the opportunity to start having threesomes with her and me together, but he didn’t. He just got jealous and made her stop even talking to me, let alone sleeping with me.”

Bonnie narrowed her eyes, “So you are saying that if he’d wanted you to join them, you would have had sex with him?”

Sarah seemed to know this was an important question to answer with her mother sitting right there. “Yes. Bailey didn’t just offer me up to him. We’d worked out the plan together before she suggested it to him. But he didn’t want me. It hurt that a second guy I’d offered my body to had rejected me so firmly. That was like a month or so after Rolf had been here and had also turned down having sex with me. It hurt. I am lucky Lindsey was there to comfort me since Bailey has completely dropped out of my life. She’s been my closest friend for years, in addition to my first lover. But, now I see how Kevin is treating Bailey, I’m glad he didn’t want to have sex with me. From what little I know, it seems like to him she’s just a pair of great tits connected to a pussy he can use anytime he wants. I don’t think she is happy with Kevin, but I think she feels trapped. He has a reputation for ruining girls that dump him.”

Bonnie winced “Sounds like your friend Bailey is in a bad relationship.”

“Yea, but I promised I wouldn’t tell any of our friends what is going on.”

“Good for you for keeping your word” Bonnie praised. “But, if he is harming her you would need to protect her, even if that meant breaking your promise. Maybe you and Bailey could come over to the house sometime. We could all talk.”

“I think she’d like to… but I’m not sure I can pry her away from Kevin. But I know Lindsey would love to come over and go skinny dipping. We’ve looked at your pictures on-line and I told her what you’ve been teaching at church and she already thinks you are cool.” Sarah seemed to think for a moment then added, but right after school lets out, she has to go off to spend the whole summer with her father. So, I’m going to be alone. That really sucks.”

Bonnie offered, “If we can work it out, I’d love to have you two over some afternoon before she goes. And see if Bailey can come over too. Just give me a call and we can set it up for just us four.”

Marcy then offered, “I guess I’m going to have to have a talk with Lindsey’s mother… and admit to her how blind I’ve been. Knowing her, she will actually get a kick out of that. Perhaps Lindsey can come over and spend the night again before she leaves. Given what Sharon has told me, I’m sure she’d give permission for us to bring you and Lindsey over here to go skinny dipping.”

With a sideways look, Sarah said, “Mom, don’t you understand? She and I have gone nude in our hot tub lots of times. While she was here, as often as not, Gerta was with us when we did. A good many times you were home when we did it, but you had no idea.”

Once again Marcy got a ‘how could I be so stupid’ look on her face.

Sarah went on, “But, am I right to assume you are cool with her spending the night now that you know we will have sex when she does?”

Marcy nodded. “Sharon obviously knows and is thrilled that you two are an item. The more I think about it, I now realize that we’ve had a couple of conversations about Lindsey that she just totally assumed I knew were about both of you. She really thinks you are good for each other. From what she has told me, Lindsey hasn’t gone out with college guys for a while now and hasn’t come home drunk since like March. So, yes, it's fine with me that you two have sex in your bedroom.”

Bonnie put in, “But Marcy, I think you are right, it is past time for your girl to get on birth control. It sure sounds like it is just a matter of time before she begins to have sex with guys.”

Marcy just nodded in agreement.

Sarah countered “You’re getting ahead of me Mrs. C.. Right now I’m happy with my relationship with Lindsey. While I won’t say I’m not ready to do it with a guy… because I am; I will say that I don’t have a guy I’m wanting to do it with right now. I’ve been rejected twice already. Before I offer to have sex with another guy, I’m going to make damn sure he is dying to do it with me. But Mom, I actually liked what Mrs. C. said about the deal she made with Misty for waiting until she’s sixteen.”

Bonnie smiled “You did hear a lot didn’t you?”

“Not everything. So when Misty was going to do it the first time did you go buy her lingerie and stuff?”

“I sure did. It was really fun taking her shopping for those sexy things to wear for her first time” Bonnie said. “If you go in the game room, you can see the photo Misty put on the bulletin board of her and Keli in their matching lingerie from that night.”

“You mean she and Kelli did a threesome with Cody that first time?”

Bonnie nodded.

“And Misty has put up a picture of her and Kelli in their lingerie in the game room?”

Bonnie again nodded, “And one of the three of them after they’ve had sex. Though it’s not from that same night and they are covered up enough; but Misty put both pictures on the game room bulletin board for everyone to see. We are not the least bit ashamed for everyone to know what she did.”

“Cool, I will take a look before we leave. Afterward did she tell you about having sex for the first time?”

Bonnie laughed.  “In detail, but not just me. The family went out for pizza for lunch the next day. At the table, she told me and her dad and her brother all about having sex with Cody and Keli in every room downstairs before they went upstairs for the rest of the night. I can assure you that she gave even more explicit details than you did.”

Trish put in “And Sarah, what she isn’t telling you is that the same night Misty had sex for the first time, Bonnie and Cooper were at a sex party. While Misty was having sex with Kelli and Cody that night, Bonnie had sex with six different men.”

Sarah’s eyes went wide “Six? At one party? Really?”

“I’m afraid so. Six men besides Cooper, and one woman. And I’d never even met any of those six men before I had sex with them. Two of the men I didn’t even learn their names until after they were inside of me. So I have no room to criticize you for having sex with Gerta and Rolf or for you saying you are ready to start doing it with guys.”

Sarah clearly was intrigued, “If you don’t mind me asking, but how did that happen? Were you like in a big orgy?”

Bonnie shook her head, “No… well, yes, I guess three guys and another woman with me in a big bed could count as an orgy. It hadn’t been my plan to go crazy. Cooper and I didn’t even realize what kind of party it was until we got there. It was at a huge house with well over a hundred people attending. The first two men I did right in the main room filled with people talking and dancing, and I was the only one naked. I did one right on the dance floor then right after him, I did a second guy while he sat in a chair. Dozens of people, all dressed up, saw me do both of them. I thought that was going to be it for me, but then a friend arranged for her and I to take on three really good looking guys at once in one of the bedrooms. So that was five. After that, I found Cooper in the swimming pool, and we wanted to do something together, so I picked out a hot young guy and he and Cooper did me at the same time. Something like twenty people watched as they did me in the front and back door at the same time.”

Sahra had been hanging on every word blurted out, “You mean regular sex and anal? At the same time?” Her voice was one of incredulity. “I guess I assumed that was just something in porn. But you really did it?”

Bonnie nodded, “Yes, I did. And it was earth shatteringly wonderful. But what made it the most special is that Cooper was the one in my back door. I came so hard I almost passed out.”

Sarah’s jaw was slack.

Trish put in, “It's not the first time she’s done that. She did it a couple of times on the sex cruise she went on. And she did it again, right over there on the lounge chair, with two construction guys just a couple of weeks ago… and I’ve seen the video of her doing it.”

Sarah just asked, “Really?”

Bonnie nodded, “Yes, really. I hope you don’t think I’m trashy, but I really like feeling two men in me like that. There is nothing like it.”

“Oh no, Mrs. C. That is so cool! I have a friend who likes to have fingers in her pussy while she has a dildo in her ass, so I guess I can see it. I mean, I knew you did amazing things… but six men at a single party? And, two guys right by your swimming pool.”

Bonnie quietly corrected, “Oh, there were three guys out here the other week and I had sex with all of them. And Trish was right that I showed the women of our church tanning group the video I made of the whole thing.”

Marcy surprised Bonnie by putting in, “Yes, we all watched it. It was both super sexy and really well done.”

It took Sarah a moment to process that before she said “OK, Mom, if you can talk to Lindsey’s mother about me and her as soon as you can. But at the same time I want to get onto birth control so I can start looking for the right guy. Can we have the same deal she had with Misty about getting me lingerie for my first time if I wait till my birthday?”

“Before I agree, I will need to talk this over with your father. After all, you’ll be sixteen soon,“ Marcy answered.

The conversation was cut short when Cooper’s voice called from the other side of the fence “Bonnie, are you back here?”

“Yea, we’re here” she called back as she got up.

“Can you unlock the gate; we’re bringing in some new stuff.”

“OK.” She went to the fence where it ran parallel to the front of the house and opened the combination lock. Looking back to Trish, Marcy and Sarah said “You girls might want to slip into the water for a minute.” Then she swung the gate open. In short order there were three splashes. Bonnie stood to the side, inside the fence, hidden to the road.

A parade entered with Cooper, Misty, and Lamar carrying in the stacks of new outdoor chairs. “About time you got home, we are ready to eat.”

Cooper and the kids didn’t show the least bit of surprise to find Bonnie in the nude. They placed the chairs not far from the gate and turned to get the rest. Busy with their task they didn’t notice the three women quietly huddled deep in the water. Just as Bonnie’s family walked back out for more stuff, another set of feet were walking in. Bonnie turned and there was Butch Smith holding a large box containing a double hammock set in his hands. His surprise at seeing Mrs. Campbell fully nude just inside the gate was only momentary before he said “Bonnie, I definitely like your swimsuit,”.

Trying to keep her composure she replied “It’s Cooper’s favorite, but I would think it is a bit worn out for your tastes.”

He put down the box and made a deliberate scan from head to toe. “I think it looks just fine. Better than fine even. Spectacular.” Then he went back out laughing and saying “Tabitha is going to love this when I tell her.”

The scene repeated itself as the whole crew brought in a second load and then went back for more. She heard Cooper thanking Butch for his help and the truck door shut. In through the gate came the kids with more stuff. One with a pile of seat cushions and one with another box, followed by Cooper dragging the largest box yet.

Through all of this, the three faces peered out from the water, as of yet unnoticed. Lamar and his dad began opening boxes while Misty went over to where her mom was shutting the gate. Misty complained, “Mom, Lamar was a real pest. He kept asking Dad to stop for food even though I knew full well you wanted to order out for Chinese when Trish and Byron get here”.

Bonnie tried to calm her but Misty continued “I thought Dad said they were already here. When are they coming?”

The gate closed, Bonnie headed back to her seat. “They are here. And so is Marcy and Sarah” she said looking to the three stone-like heads.

“Woe! How’d I miss that?” Misty said then walking over “Hi Mrs. Marshal, Hi Sarah, and you too Mrs. Simms.”

Cooper hearing this turned and saw the two mothers and the teenage girl. His eyes widened and he just stood there for a moment considering. As he did, the three in the water began moving toward the steps.

“Hi Trish and Marcy, glad to have you. Oh, and you too Sarah.” Even as he spoke, he saw none of them were wearing swimsuits. He looked over to Bonnie, “Do Lamar and I need to go in for a while?”

“I think that’s up to Marcy.”

Marcy looked to her daughter, they whispered for a moment, and then Sarah said “Your fine Mr. C. It looks like you’ve got work to do out here.” Then Marcy added, “but since we didn’t even bring swimsuits we can go on home if you want.”

Cooper snorted, and a little baffled said “I didn’t say I wanted anything of the sort.”

Bonnie stepped in and cleared things up. “That’s fine Cooper, they came over fully expecting our family and the Simms to be skinny dipping already. So if you will go in and order Chinese for everybody and just slip out of your clothes before you come back.

“And Lamar,” she added “Byron is in the game room waiting for you. You two can decide if you want to come out or stay in.”

Lamar, who had been staring at the three females as they moved to the steps and began exiting the water, started to move toward the house. Sarah turned on the steps, giving him a full-frontal view and said “You guys better not show up with any more than I’m wearing.” He took off toward the house, much less sure of himself than he pretended to be. Sarah yelled after him “…or I’ll pull your shorts off and throw them over the fence.”

Misty looked at Sarah, “You tell him! I guess I underestimated you” as she began pulling off her top.

Bonnie looked over to Sarah, “In a few minutes Cooper will be back, and very likely so will Lamar and Byron. If you want to back out this is your last opportunity.”

Sarah, taking a seat on the first step that was still in the water said “This is why we came. Swimming naked with just women is no different than using the gym shower.”

Misty, now fully unclothed, went down the steps to rinse her body then took a seat next to Sara. They began to chat quietly.

Bonnie and the other two mothers lay back on the chaise lounges. Cooper’s coming out must have been anticlimactic for Sarah because nothing at all happened. However, when she turned to look over at her mother, she could not help notice the long look she gave naked Cooper. Sarah recalled that earlier how her mother had plainly stated that she wanted to find another couple with whom she could have sex. She wondered if her mom wanted to do it with the Campbells.

Not long after, in a rush the two boys came running out. They were, as instructed by Sarah, sans swimwear. While Byron ran at full speed and jumped in the water, Lamar took his time. There was no way to miss that his penis stood up at attention in a full erection. Bonnie smiled to herself as he was strutting more than a little bit. She knew full well that her son was doing this because he'd heard both Mom and sister talk about how hot it was to see the men at Miami's Haulover Beach do the same. Additionally, Heather’s comment about his erection the day before hadn’t discouraged him one bit. She knew holding that erection required effort and self-control on her son's part, but that made it all the more amusing to her.  Then she had to admit to herself, just like her daughter, her son was justified in thinking he looked good in the nude.

As they played in the water, the boys were careful to appear not to be looking at the moms or teenage girls, but to Bonnie they were so obviously doing so out of the corner of their eyes. The girls didn’t make it easier on them.  Misty teased Byron by posing for him when she caught him looking. Sarah, seeing this, followed Misty’s lead by doing the same to Lamar.

When the girls began to give Byron a hard time about not getting out to slide, Bonnie knew what was up. Lamar however was not at all embarrassed. Sarah's teasing just brought his erection back to full staff and he was genuinely proud to show it off. Even across the pool Bonnie knew the others could tell Lamar’s erection was at least as big as his father’s already, and his dad was larger than most (not huge, but large average). Bonnie overheard her daughter tell Sarah “I told you he was full grown down there.”

Sarah surprised Bonnie when she stood up and walked over to the slide, making not the slightest effort to hide the fact she was staring at Lamar. Lamar in turn, climbed to the top of the ladder and took a pose to show off for her. Bonnie found the interaction  interesting. The two of them had known each other all their lives and they had never shown any sort of special interest in the other. But…

Lamar used his arms to launch himself off the end of the slide so as to skitter on the surface for a few feet, a move he had worked on all summer last year but only achieved the week before. Bonnie suspected that without swim trunks, he had reduced friction when he hit the water.

It took more harassment to get Byron to the slide, but Misty and Sarah kept up a chant of “Where’s the beef? Where’s the beef?” Bonnie almost intervened, but thought she’d wait a few minutes longer. When he got out of the water, he kept himself covered until he began to climb the ladder.

“Wow!” Misty said loud enough for everyone to hear. Byron was also fully erect. He was clearly not as long as his friend, but his erection was noticeably stout…very noticeably so. He was so nervous he over did his slide and almost fell off the side. Coming up for air he was greeted with applause.

“Byron” Misty said “You have no reason to hide that. If you were a year older I’d do you right here in front of everyone.”

Bonnie responded “But he’s not. He’s fifteen, so get that idea out of your head”

“But mom, technically we are close enough in age.”

Bonnie sat up “Now Misty, I’m serious, I will not risk being accused of child abuse. Don’t even tease about that.”

Marcy looked over at Bonnie “Wow, your serious about that aren’t you?”

“After the hysterics from the school over my pictures, we’ve got to be.”

From the water Sarah added “But Gerta said in Germany, the age of consent is fourteen.”

Her mom said “But we are not in Germany.”

“Yea, I get the message,” Sarah said, then looked over her shoulder and added “But l will be going to see her soon…I hope. Then it will be a different story.”

The three mothers tried to relax as if nothing unusual was going on. Marcy asked “So, is this kind of openness normal around here?”

“Pretty much”.

“Do you really think she would have sex right in front of you?”

“I don’t have the slightest doubt. She never has, but that’s just a matter of circumstance. After all, she and I sat out here watching her father and Heather openly having sex on that step for close to an hour yesterday evening. Oh, yes she would. And Marcy, you really do need to get that girl on the pill. Have you noticed the way she’s looked at Lamar more than once. That girl is more than ready to get busy.”

“So, Mrs. Marshal,” Misty said as she walked by where the three mothers were sitting, “It sounds like you have made a challenge for me. Just wait, before the summer is out you will see me do it right here by the pool. I promise. I’m not sure who you’ll see me do it with, but I will.”

Marcy shot back “I wasn’t making a challenge you don’t have to do that, really. And if we are both naked, I think you can call me Marcy.”

Before Misty was to the slide, she looked back “I promise, you will see me doing everything before the fall… Mrs. Marshal.” Then she jumped into the water. Swimming back to near where the mothers sat, she gripped the coping and looking at Marcy, added “It’s odd, I have no problem being naked or even fucking around you, but I just can’t call you by your first name.”

Cooper called the boys to come help him put together two new benches, a bench swing, a double hammock and a new water volleyball net. There had been a volleyball net up when Cooper was a teenager, but it had long ago deteriorated. Fortunately, the stainless-steel bolts and sleeves had been left in place all those intervening years, so it was just a matter of adapting the new posts to the old mounting bolts.

Once they got working, it appeared the boys stopped even thinking about the fact that they, and everyone else, was nude. Cooper directed the boys to put the hammock frame in the grass past the pool. He just assumed some people would fall out trying to get in. Sure enough, as soon as Lamar got it set up, he tried to get in and he found himself in the grass.

Bonnie's eyes were closed when Marcy asked "Is that OK?"

She opened her eyes to see Sarah with her cell phone out taking a photo of Lamar trying a second time to get into the hammock. Bonnie replied "Yea, that's fine as long as she moves them from her phone to some other storage device when she gets home. She wouldn’t want to keep them where they could accidently get sent, and of course she wouldn’t want them at school with her. But its OK for her to take pictures. To the law this is just like a nude beach.  That is why I quashed the sex talk so firmly." 

The question of phone pics had actually come up on Tuesday when the five soon-to-be high school graduates were skinny dipping. They had their phones out the whole time. It seems it was hard to find a teenager who did not have a cell phone in their hand more often than not. They seemed to have as much fun taking photos as anything else. They even asked Bonnie to join them for photos (which she gladly did).  Of course the difference was all of them were eighteen, while none of the kids today were.  She watched Sarah take photos for several minutes, not just of the other teens but of the parents as well. When Bonnie saw her trying to get selfies of her and Misty, Bonnie got up and offered to shoot the pictures for her.  Once she'd shot several groupings including one of all four teens sitting on the side of the pool, she handed the phone back to Sarah. She told the teenager "Taking pictures of you guys naked is fine, but do this for me. Transfer all the photos off your phone to the computer in the study. You simply can't take the chance someone at school would find them. You can email the ones you want to yourself, but they can’t be on your phone when you go to school."

Sarah seemed to understand and said "OK Mrs. C. I'll do that.  But what about the naked photos of me Gerta and Lindsey in the hot tub and laying out? I have lots of them. Should I do the same with them?"

"Yes, absolutely. Not only are you putting yourself at risk by taking them to school on your phone or even your tablet, you are jeopardizing your mother's job as well."

"Oh, I hadn't thought of that. Thanks. I'll move them off my phone before we leave."

Bonnie went back to the other mothers and told them what she had just told Sarah.  Marcy thanked her for the intervention.  Bonnie right then, on the spot, decreed a new house rule. She told the other moms "I'll let the kids know that from here on out, at family pool events they can take all the pictures they want, but they can't use cell phones to take them. They will have to use a camera. That will minimize the risk of unintended distribution."

Then Marcy added, "Might I suggest that you also add that the photo files may not be given or sent to anyone who is not there that day."

Bonnie agreed. After the mess with my beach pictures, I think my kids now understand how serious that is, but that needs to be made emphatically clear to everyone."

Just then Sara came over to the three mothers and said "Can you guys get closer together so I can get a pic?" She then asked Mr. C. to join them.   The four parents posed for several photos. In one all four women draped themselves over Cooper. The kids thought that was hilarious. Bonnie wondered what this must feel like to Marcy and Trish, standing there in the nude in front of other people posing for photos.  She'd been skinny dipping at their swimming pool from the first summer after she and Cooper had moved to their house, and she’d been posing nude for her husband’s camera since before they got married. For her, this was no big deal but she was sure it must be for Trish and Marcy.

There was little doubt that by the time the food was delivered from the Chinese restaurant everyone was as comfortable as could be with the nudity. When the shadows began to creep over the pool, everyone was ready to go in. It had been a long day in the sun.

“So Sarah, has this been what you had hoped?” Bonnie asked as she gathered the leftover food.

“It really has. Thank you for letting me come and try it out.”

“Anytime,” Bonnie said then repeated “Feel free to come whenever you like. I think Lamar liked having you here.”

“I could tell” Sarah said pointing a finger up like an erection. Bonnie shook her head, “I didn’t mean that way, though you’re right both boys liked it like that. But notice, that didn’t last very long. What I meant was, other than Byron, none of his friends can go nude like his sister’s friends can, so I think he liked you here for that reason….also.”

Sarah then said seriously, “And thanks for getting my mom to talk. I think things at home will be a little less tense now.”

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“We are confronted, personally and globally, with a stark choice: love or die! It is that simple. Again, by love, we do not mean ordinary love but outrageous love, that which we have called Eros. Eros is no longer a luxury—it is an absolute necessity for the survival of the individual and the planet. (Gafni, Marc; Kincaid, Kristina. A Return to Eros.) And according to Gafni and Kincaid, sex models the erotic, but does not exhaust it. When you use sex to become more inclusive in love, the closer you get to that “outrageous love.”

This chapter, with a few minor but important changes, shows the growing love of the erotic by young and old, mothers and daughters.

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Personally, "Treat others the way you want to be treated" has resulted in extreme reserve being one of my attributes. I don't hurt people, but I don't—well—love them. This chapter, especially the character Sarah, made me think that removing the repressions we've inherited would result in an eruption of sexual seeking. Love might follow because we wouldn't be embarrassed by our desires, but maybe a lot of not-love would follow, too. When I read Gafni & Kincaid, I get hints and anecdotes, but not the instructions I want. Frankly, I don't get much I can act on from the Gospels, either. Maybe that's too much to ask, and ultimately what I want is something like, "Change the polarity of axons…

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