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In Search of the Final Freedom : Chapter 38

Updated: Oct 7, 2023

In Search of the Final Freedom: An Erotic Socio-Political Novel


Raising the Revolutionary Flag of a Sexual Freedom

Chapter 38


The first thing Bonnie could clearly remember after she had gotten into the cab after leaving the club was the sun shining through the window of the rental house. Sarah was trying to wake her mother. It took a moment for Bonnie to figure out where she was. She was in the common room of the Miami Beach rental house, in one of the pull-out beds….naked. Why were they downstairs rather than in their bed? Marcy’s daughter was shaking her mother and holding her cell phone, “It’s Dad”.

Marcy, still more than half asleep, asked “What time is it?”

“Almost noon” Sarah answered.

“Oh wow, I was dead” she said reaching for the phone. Pulling herself upright she slowly said “Hi Honey.”

Sarah just stood listening to one side of the conversation waiting for her mom to give back her phone.

Bonnie, now mostly awake, still didn’t know why she was not in the upstairs bedroom. While she listened to what her friend had to say to her husband, she got up to retrieve the handbag she’d taken to the club. In it she found her own phone and checked for a message from Cooper while she listened to Marcy talk to her husband.

”Oh, we had a great time.”

“How was church?”


“Sometime around 4:30 this morning.”

“A lot, more than I think I’ll ever remember, but let me give you something to think on. Imagine a group of thirteen people going on for over three hours of continuous sex. That was what happened. Though a few people left and a few joined to replace them, the group stayed nearly the same size till the end. If you think about that all day, I can assure you that you still won’t begin to conceive of all the things that really happened.”

“Yes, everyone in our orgy group was good about using condoms. I’m sure we went through way more than three dozen. Though, I have to tell you earlier in the evening, I messed around with another guy and he didn’t use one when we screwed; though, when he ejaculated it was in my mouth not my vagina. I’ve actually swallowed a good bit of semen since I’ve been here. If you think I should, I’ll get a test when we get home”

“OK, but I think I’ll go to the Health Department office in Macon County since it could cause me a problem if I went to the Baldwin County office.”

“I think we are going back to South Beach today.”

“Oh, good, you can tell them what I told you.”

“Let me go pee, I’ll call you later.”

“OK, love you. Good Bye.”

Bonnie sat back on the bed, phone in hand. “That was a good tease. He’ll be going crazy.”

Trish added groggily, “But she’s right, he can’t even imagine all the stuff that went on last night…I can’t and I was there.” Then she added “You two were like zombies when we got home. You never made it upstairs, but if you had you would have found Misty, Caitlin and Haley in our bed. That is why we are down here. But, the girls had this pull-out prepared for us. Still I had to get you two out of your clothes… not that either of you were wearing very much.”

That answered a lot of questions for Bonnie. On her phone she found that she had a message from Cooper. It was short: “I think I put in a credible performance. Ronda and her crew stayed here.”

She replied with: Give me a call when you are free. Too much happened to text.

“Well girls,” Bonnie announced “Cooper did it with Ronda last night. But you know Cooper, no details other than they stayed at our place rather than hers.”

Marcy said “I’m sure Haley will know more after she talks to her sister.”

It took a while but all three weary women eventually made their way up the stairs to the big bathroom and started the water in the garden tub. Marcy poured some shampoo in to make bubbles. By the time they had toileted and brushed their teeth the tub was filled enough to start the Jacuzzi going. Rapidly the foam began to rise.

Bonnie quite literally disappeared into the bubbles when they began to overflow the tub's sides. “I want one of these” she said appreciating both the deep warm water and the fun suds.

Marcy suggested “You’ll like a hot tub like ours better, it’s bigger and you don’t have to fill it each time.”

“Cooper and I have talked about getting one for Christmas.”

Marcy just nodded. There were a few minutes of silence as they all just enjoyed.

Bonnie finally asked, "So what did you guys think of your first real orgy?”

Trish said “I will never, ever, forget last night.” They all agreed… with some laughter, before she went on “I can’t even find the words to describe it.”

Bonnie smiled. “I think you get the prize for the most wanton woman there. I thought I was profligate beyond what I ever imagined me doing; but you had me beat.”

Trish just leaned back and smiled. “I’m not going to apologize. In my forty years before my divorce, I’d had exactly four sex partners, and all of them were duds.” She stopped then said “No, that’s not true only three were duds. There was one guy I went out with for a couple of months in college and he was great. But my husband was a dud for sure. But the point is you guys had way more opportunities than I’ve had. So if I fucked my brains out with twice as many men in one night as I had done it in all those years before I divorced…If I spread my legs for men I’d just met…over and over….well I’m not going to be one bit sorry.”

Marcy said “I am not criticizing you. And I think you deserve a few days of wildness after all those years. For me, the only thing that would have made it better was if Mike had been there to see me.”

Bonnie affirmed Marcy’s assessment. “Cooper would have loved to see all that. I know it will frustrate him when I try to tell him what happened because I leave out too many details.”

Marcy said “I am so glad we got a few photos there at the end. I can’t wait to see how they look. I’m sure Mike will love them.”

“Marcy, Jeanne knows you want to send them to Mike. She said she will email me the full-sized files before noon today so you can send them to him.”

Marcy just nodded, but Trish went back to what she’d been saying. “I don’t think I could keep it all straight if I had to tell someone, but who would I tell? My mother?”

That drew a real laugh. Then Marcy said “Though Bonnie, if I’m to be honest; it would be more accurate to say it was my first orgy in decades, not my first one. Years ago, I was in a good many group things similar to what we did last night; though that huge bed outside overlooking the skyline made it unlike anything I’ve ever done before….and honestly, I didn’t think that was possible. Sometime I’ll have to fess up and tell you guys more about my life before I got married. Bonnie, I know you were no blushing virgin when you dragged Cooper into your dorm bed that first time, but I seriously doubt you were in my league.”

Bonnie laughed and said "Yea, yea, yea. You make the vague references to your Bohemian theater life, but never anything more than that do we get."

"Oh, well I guess there is just too much to tell… but the truth…” she paused and appeared to be thinking about whether to go on. “The truth is I have had sex with literally hundreds of guys.” She took a breath. “Due to the drugs and booze, especially those four years in New York between college and when I moved to Atlanta, I honestly don’t know, but it has to be over a couple of hundred.” Then she laughed to herself. “One of the reasons I don’t talk about life before Mike is that I don’t remember large chunks of it because I was too drunk or stoned to remember it clearly."

Bonnie was taken aback by that frank admission. She simply had no idea. While back in the day once or twice she had awakened to find some strange guy in her bed, or simply couldn’t recall how she’d gotten back to her dorm; those times had been rare and a little frightening. It appeared that what Marcy was saying was of a different magnitude altogether. It seemed that Marcy had quite a lot of things in her past life that she’d never told anyone about.

Then Marcy suggested “How about next weekend, let’s have a get together for stories old and new. I know the guys will be dying to hear all about this trip and the girls have already taken a good number of pictures we could show them.”

Marcy added, "Not just your husbands, but the whole group who comes to your house to swim naked."

Bonnie said seriously “Sounds good, but how about in two weeks, next weekend I’ll be up at my parents. We are going up to see them then go camping before the kids start back to school.”

“OK, week after next”

Bonnie then offered “You two have got to realize that our little group has been flirting with sex stuff pretty heavy, a party like that might push us off the edge.”

“I’m not following" Trish said. “We have had the guys over to tan with us without the kids twice now, and both times there was public sex. Everyone has seem me doing it with Cooper now.”

Bonnie explained “I mean the next step is a big one. You both have to know our group is getting close to transforming into a sort of open-sex community. If we sit around and tell everyone how much fun we had this week screwing people we just met….and each other...well I think the result is very predictable." She looked at Marcy, "What would Mike want to do?”

Marcy had the answer at hand “He’s going to want to watch us do it, then fuck both of you two silly.”

“Again, you mean” Bonnie corrected. “He’s done that once already, if you have forgotten. Right now I would say the three of us have developed a polyamory group, but what I’m asking is: are we ready to effectively turn the Church Women’s Fellowship into what was once called a communal marriage. Do you think we are ready to openly say that within the group, we are all free to make love with anyone else? Do you think the others want that? Yes, I know that close to half of the couples have already stepped out of monogamy to one extent or another, such a move would be significant and could not be undone. Think about it.”

It took Marcy just a second “Yea, I can say Mike and I are ready to include all our friends.”

Trish put up her hands, “Don’t ask me, I’m single and have already done it with both Cooper and Mike, and since we have been here, I’ve had sex with like a dozen men….” She stopped. “Saying it like that…wow!” She paused then said “No. I am not going to apologize or look back. I can tell you I am most definitely ready to ride on Tabitha’s Snake.” After a pause she continued

“Fuck…..after last night I’m ready to screw every one of the husbands right out on your pool deck. I don’t care who sees me do it either. And….if you are wondering, if those boys come back to night, I plan to go downstairs and have sex with them right in front of our girls…again. How can I ever go back to my old life?”

Bonnie thought ‘My, she really has changed.’ She had never heard Trish say ‘fuck’ before. She did not comment on that but just said, “Well…. I guess that settles it, a week from last night we will have a picture & stories party” Bonnie said and then settled a bit deeper into the water.

“Let’s do it at my house for a change” Marcy said, “You’ve been doing all the entertaining so far, let me take care of it this time.”

Bonnie agreed then the quiet resumed. After some time, Marcy sighed. “I might just stay here in the tub all day. I’m getting a bit run down.”

Trish asked, “What about that thing you were invited to go to by that stripper guy you told us about?”

Bonnie sighed, “I would love to go. But I am just not up to it. I would be too tired to enjoy myself.”

Marcy nodded, “I’m with you on that. I’d love to, but…no.”

As it turned out, the teens were also getting warn down from the pace they had been keeping since arriving in Miami. So, there was no hurry to get going. After some discussion however, they all decided to relax at the beach rather than at the house.

Cooper called as he was getting ready for the Sunday family swim day. She did her best to give a quick rundown on the party. She told him that, to her, the opportunity to present for the FFF had been far more important than the orgy. What was funny is that when she told Cooper that, she actually believed it. He thanked her for the photos she’d sent. “And tell our daughter I’m impressed with her photography. Both the glamor photos she took of you and the erotica. I wish I’d been there to see you presenting in that dress. You are something else Bonnie Campbell.”

She was most pleased with his response. She was less pleased with the blasé report of his night with Ronda. To hear him tell her of a long night of hot sex with a beautiful woman, you would think it was the weather report. No, the weatherman was more enthusiastic. He told her in general terms that he and Ronda and the two kids had gotten into the pool and just talked for a good while before anything happened, then he said “When Ronda didn’t seem to mind when Bethany first gave Gregg a blow job, then mounted him on one of the chaise lounges; I led her to the double chaise, where we made love for perhaps an hour. It wasn’t till afterward she let me know that was the first time she’d had sex in front of either of her kids completely in the open like that. When I apologized, she assured me that had I not initiated it, she would have. After that I guess we swam and sat and talked till past midnight. It was really the first time I’d talked at length to either Bethany or Gregg, they are really great kids. I’d love to talk more, but I’ve got to get things ready.”

She’d not really expected more from her wonderful, but taciturn husband. When she went downstairs, she was sure Haley would have more information. A text had come in while she’d been talking to Cooper. It was from Mira thanking her for the night before. She asked if she and Holly could take her to dinner. Bonnie wrote back that she and the girls would be going to the beach about 3:00, and asked if 6:30 would be OK with her and Holly.

Mira wrote back and asked if Bonnie would mind if they came out to meet up on the beach with their children in tow. She said she’d love to meet Misty and ask her about growing up in a “sex-positive” home. She also offered to buy the whole crew dinner at one of the beach-side places that cater to people coming from the sand. Bonnie wrote back and said that would be great; but asked if her kids would be uncomfortable in a group where the girls and women were topless, as Bonnie and her crew would certainly be.

Mira wrote back to say that would not be a problem So a plan was made.

Bonnie informed the girls so they could inform their friends the plan was to be near lifeguard tower # 4 at around 3:00.

The Silverfire Guild kids had left sometime before Bonnie and the other mothers had made it home, so as they got ready, it was just their girls again. Bonnie told everyone to dress in enough clothes to get into one of the beach front restaurants for lunch. Women and teens did so…if barely covered enough to be called dressed; and their little parade headed out of the rental house, down the side street, up Collins Ave. and over one block.

At the chosen restaurant, they were told they would have to wait for a table for eight. They were given a buzzer, but the hostess let them know that the signal reached across the street to South Beach Park. There they found a pair of benches so that Haley could continue filling Bonnie, and the others, in on what her sister said had happened last night. She had already recounted, as they walked, Bethany’s take on the little bit Cooper had reported. What Cooper hadn’t known was that while they’d been out at the pool, Bethany had come over to her mother and asked if it would bother her if she gave Gregg a blow job.

Bonnie really admired how Ronda had taught by example that consent didn’t just involve the people who were actually having sex, but those who were nearby. Bethany hadn’t asked if she could, but rather if it would bother her mom. The difference in the two questions were significant and said a lot about how Ronda had trained her girls. She was sure she had not done as good a job with her own kids in teaching them to actively seek consent of those who were passive participants. She would remember that and would tell the story to Mira and Holly later on.

Once they were all settled on a bench, Haley continued her story. “Bethany said she and Gregg decided to take a break to get something to drink because even though the sun was behind the house, they were getting hot. They went in and got some bottles of water and sat in the air conditioning for a few minutes. When they got back out Mom and your husband were already screwing. Remember, she and I didn’t grow up watching our mom actually taking dick the way Misty did. It was the first time my sister had seen her plainly in full light doing it. But according to her, she just walked right over to them trying to act totally normal. They were on that double chaise lounge on the far end of your pool and Mom was on her side while Mr. C. was doing her scissors. She said that Mom could see full well that she could see Mr. C’s dick going into her pussy, but she just thanked Bethany for the water and asked her to leave the bottles by the lounge chair. Bethany said that Mom did not tell her to leave them alone or anything like that. Later on, after it had gotten dark, Mom and Mr. C. and Bethany and Gregg were all just chilling on the steps like normal. Beth gets Gregg hard and climbs on him right there beside Mom. Nobody said a thing one way or another about it. She said they all kept talking even while she rode Gregg’s dick. About 10:30 or 11:00 right in front of Bethany, Mr. C. asked Mom if she wanted to go inside to make love. He just apologized for abandoning them and told Gregg and my sister that while the two of them might be able to do it on the pool deck, which is what they had been doing, he was too old for that. So it wasn’t that he minded they watched them have sex, but he wanted to be more comfortable. After all, Bethany said earlier on, after she had offered them drinks, my mom and your husband continued to have sex for a really long time. According to Bethany, she and Gregg sat down at the nearest umbrella table and openly watched them go at it the whole time. Mom and Mr. C. even took a short break to get a drink before moving to a new position and started to fuck again. She said Mom had looked right over to her and Gregg and winked at them, but it did not seem to bother her one bit that they were watching.”

Rather than being surprised Ronda had sex in front of Bethany, Bonnie wondered why Ronda had kept up the pretense of privacy with the curtain. Clearly, she’d never actually minded if the kids could see. So she asked Haley what she thought.

The teenage girl thought for a moment then said “I think it goes back to what she thinks is just normal life in a house of only females. Remember most of my life has been a world totally without men, except as they were more or less used as playthings; first for Mom, then for me too. Sex was about using men for fun; but girl stuff is just girl stuff. You see in my house, pretty much anything that is just about the three of us is just normal life. It has never mattered if we are talking about menstrual cramps or the odd flavor of some guy’s cum we tasted the night before; it is all just life for us. Sure, that cum came from a guy, but that isn’t the point, he is not part of our world, so talking about it is girl stuff. What has changed is who is part of our normal world. I think last night, Mom decided to bring Gregg and Mr. C. fully into our world. So, now having sex with them is…well normal.”

Bonnie said “I’m not following.”

Haley seemed to think again “I think it would help for me to explain some things that go way back. Let me ask you, if tonight you and I watch TV downstairs and I masturbate and climax while we do; would you say I was being sexual around you?”

Bonnie nodded. “Yes.”

“You have to understand, that when I do that at home in front of Mom and Bethany, it is not. What you don’t know is that I have, as mom used to say, petted my kitty to relax or just to feel good since before I could talk. I don’t remember when I didn’t.” She laughed to herself “I think I was born playing with myself. Ever since we moved here from Iowa when I was eight, Mom and Bethany never take the slightest note that I have my hand in my panties while I watch TV or pretty much any other time … of course that is when I actually have any panties on.”

That elicited some laughs.

“Bethany and I shared a twin bed when we lived with my Grandparents in Iowa. I’d play with my kitty to help me go to sleep, right with Bethany next to me. Even after we got our own rooms when we moved to Sparta, we often slept with each other or we all slept in bed with Mom, and it was not any big deal for me to play with my kitty, even after I discovered orgasms. So, to me and to Bethany or Mom, masturbation isn’t about sex…not in the way I think most people think of it.”

Marcy, who was sitting on the bench, looked up to say “You may not know it, but using ultrasound, researchers have learned that sometime babies masturbate in-utero. And, other studies suggest that unless they are taught not to, a significant portion of children, both boys and girls, will spontaneously learn to masturbate to relieve tension. Evidently you are one of those and your mother was wise enough not to force you to stop. In that light, what you are saying makes perfect sense.”

Bonnie had not heard all of that about masturbation by young children before. She made a mental note that she should talk to Cooper about doing some research on this for the FFF.

Marcy then apologized for interrupting “I’m sorry, go on Haley. This is interesting.”

Haley asks “So girl babies really play with themselves before they are born?”

Marcy nodded, “Yes, but not just girls, so do boys.”

“And lots of kids do it when they are little and only stop when people make them,” Haley said mostly to herself. “It sort of makes me feel better to know I’m not some sort of freak. Thank you for letting me know that. From what I understand my mom is the same way. She’s told me she’d been doing it since she was little too. Though her mom had punished her for it, she was stubborn and just did it more. Oh, Mom doesn’t like just jill off while we are watching TV like I do; but ever since I can remember, my mother has petted her kitty before she goes to sleep…like every night. I know that because in Iowa, all three of us slept in the room that had been my mom’s when she was a girl. There were twin beds, Bethany & I slept in one and Mom slept in the other. We had a strict bedtime of 8:00, so most nights we’d be asleep when Mom came in to get into her bed; but of course, sometimes I’d still be awake. Mom is funny, she does the same thing every single night and has since way back when we all lived in her old bedroom. First, she would make sure the door was locked. That was of course only when we lived with her parents. Then she takes off what she’s been wearing around the house in the evening. At my grandparents that meant she was fully dressed. The requirement to be fully dressed outside of the bedroom was one of the many rules we ditched when we moved to Sparta and Mom got her own place. But even then, she didn’t wear any sort of sleep wear. Looking back, I suspect that was her way of showing independence from her parent’s rules. But she didn’t start wearing things to bed once we moved away. So when she got into bed, she was… is… normally nude, but sometimes she wears panties; but never ever more than that. I guess that is why Bethany and I sleep in just our panties or naked to this day. When we were all in the same room at my grandparents, if Bethany and I were still awake, we would all talk for a little while about our day. I think she felt this was our only time away from her parents when she could just be herself. After a while she’d let us know that it was time to go to sleep. Then she’d lay on her back and pet her kitty. She never made a to-do about it, it was just what she did to go to sleep. In the winter she’d have covers over her, but if it was warm, she’d lay right on top of the sheets since my grandparents didn’t have A/C. Certainly, she had to know we could see her. Perhaps that was why petting my kitty seemed so matter-of-fact. Though I’d started doing it on my own, I did learn some things to do from watching her. For sure I learned the idea of petting with one hand while I put the fingers of the other hand inside of me; though I didn’t learn how to make that feel good till I was older. I also saw her using toys, but I didn’t even try those until much later. I knew when she was about done because she’d shake all over and sometimes make some sounds. But we were way too young to see any special significance in that. Mom playing with herself with us in the bed next to ours, even when she used her vibrator, was just a normal part of our routine. It wasn’t sexual at all.”

Marcy again cut in. “From what you are saying, I don’t think you learned to masturbate from your mother, you did that on your own. What your mother really did was to keep your grandmother from stopping you. Though I would guess her providing an example of masturbation as part of a relaxation regimen helped steel you against the social pressures to stop later on.”

Haley nodded and said “While I’ve been playing with myself forever, it was only after we moved from Iowa and I began doing it like all the time that I learned if I did it in a certain way, rather than relaxing it made me tense up. I asked mom about it. When I did, my mother took the time to tell me what was happening. I remember it clearly because it was the first time I began to see there was a relationship between me and Mom petting our kitties and what she did with her friends. By then she’d been having friends over for sex for a couple of years, mostly men, but sometimes a woman or a woman and man together.”

Bonnie put in, “Your mother told me how she was right up front with you about why she had men over to the house. She told me that she told you explicitly that they got naked and he put his penis in her vagina.”

Haley corrected. “Sort of. She asked if we minded if she had a friend from work to come over that night so they could get naked and he could put his penis in her. The way she put it, it was nothing more special than if she said they were going to play cards. So as kids, we just took it as something just that common. But she made a point that first time to say that while she enjoyed doing it at her friend’s house after a date, it would be easier not to have to get a baby sitter if she could just do it at home. Then she said if it worked out and we didn’t mind, she’d be having someone over once a week or so. That was when I was in 3rd grade, and since it did work out, she’s been doing it ever since; though rarely has she ever had people over more than a couple of times a month, and sometimes it’s been way less than that. But, even now, she’ll just call to let us know she’d bringing someone over. She’s always let us know in advance, and now it’s a house rule for me and Bethany too.”

Bonnie confirmed that was actually what her mother had said, “Though you gave a few more details.”

“That day when I told her that sometimes playing with my kitty made me tense rather than relaxed was when she first started using the word sex around me. You see we have this old wind-up alarm clock and she said that when I pet my kitty in that special way, it is like winding up the clock. She showed me how that the more I wound the clock the tighter the spring got. Then she flipped the switch and the bell started ringing. That day she taught me the word clitoris and orgasm. She said that while just petting my kitty can be relaxing, if I do it in just the right way, it will start winding me up like the clock. I told her that was what it felt like. She said that it is fine and feels good to just wind the clock up and then let it unwind slowly on its own; but if I keep winding it up, it gets to the point that it suddenly sets off the alarm. She said when that happens it feels super good and is called an orgasm. She explained that I had found how to start that process.”

Everyone was listening intently gathered around Haley as she sat on the back of a park bench. Marcy said “Wow, I had no idea she’d been that direct. That is really impressive. She didn’t just brush it off. She was giving you really good sex education even though you had no idea that is what it was.”

Haley went on “Then she began to put all the pieces together so what she did with men was related to us petting our kitties. She told me that the part of me that is the key can be reached by a spot between my girl lips. She said if I carefully rub down between them, above the entrance to my vagina, I’ll know when I have found it because it is a little nubby spot where it is super sensitive. She actually told me way back then that the spot is called my clitoris and if I want to wind myself up, that is the spot to rub. She told me that when I’m ready, I can do it long enough to have an orgasm.”

This time it was Bonnie who spoke up “Now you are making me feel bad. I didn’t teach Misty any of that, well not that young and not….well not like that.”

Misty was standing beside her mother, behind the bench. She corrected her. “No Mom, you didn’t do it that way, but you showed me by example. I think it’s great what Haley’s mom did, but don’t think you failed me.”

Haley came back “I’m sure there are lots of good ways to teach girls about sex; but this was just my mother’s way. She could have left it at that; but I guess her willingness to go to the next part is what makes her so amazing. Keep in mind this was right before my ninth birthday, but she went on to explain to me that while the fastest way for a girl to have an orgasm is from rubbing the outside part of her clitoris, it can also be done by rubbing the inside part which is found on the front wall of her vagina. My mom has a number of sex toys and like Mrs. C. she has always left them right out in her bedroom. Back then and now, she has a suction-cup dildo that she leaves stuck to her shower wall. I’m not sure when, but once she’d told us that the one on the shower wall looked just like our father’s penis and when she puts it in her, it makes her think of him.”

Caitlin just said “Oh, wow! I can’t imagine that. Not the dildo part. Mom has lots of dildos and I’ve seen her using them lots of times, mostly doing her webcam show…well that was before; but did your mom really say the one in her bath looks like your dad’s dick?”

Haley nodded “Yea. She still loves him and she never talks bad about him. I think she sort of pretends that he died rather than he ran off.”

Trish said “We women all have our ways of dealing with men who leave us. If that works for her; then good for her and I’m all for it.”

Haley agreed then went on “What I meant, was that she knew I understood the mechanics of sex. I wasn’t yet nine, but she’d had a book on how babies were made that she’d read to me several times even before we moved down to Georgia. So I knew sex was about a man’s penis going into a woman’s vagina, so she didn’t have to explain that part. What was new, was that was the first time I remember her saying that when a man uses his penis to rub the inside part of her clitoris, it is called sex. From then on, if a man came over, she’d tell me that he was coming over so she could have sex with him. Though to Bethany she didn’t move to that language for another year or so. That night, she also told me that while it felt good to rub her kitty herself, like she does at night; it is very different and special to have someone else do it for her. She started by telling me that when she is naked with her friends, she will have them wind her up by rubbing or kissing that outside part. She told me directly that snuggling up naked with another person and having them rub or kiss her kitty makes her feel close to them. That was all we talked about that night, but she told me directly that when I wanted to learn more about what she did with her friends in her bedroom and other ways to have orgasms I could ask her. She didn’t say it exactly, but I understood her to mean that after I’d had an orgasm, she’d tell me more.”

“Right off, that very night I found my clit and began to deliberately rub it. It took a year of rubbing until I thought I couldn’t stand anymore before I finally set off the alarm. As you can guess, as soon as Mom got off work that day, I told her all about it. After that, I was bringing myself off all the time. The first time she saw me have an orgasm out on the living room couch, Bethany asked what was going on. Like I said, she didn’t think a thing of me playing with myself; but when I came, she was worried I’d hurt myself or something.”

That got quite a lot of laughs and some comments.

“I tried to explain, but since she didn’t understand why I petted my kitty in the first place, she couldn’t even begin to understand. You see, unlike me, Bethany never petted her kitty when she was little. It’s just one of those differences within our family. When I asked Mom, she said that Bethany would let us know when she was ready to start petting her kitty or to learn how to have an orgasm.”

Bonnie put in “That was smart. Every girl is different.”

Misty agreed “There is no way I would have understood when I was seven or eight. So I get why she was clueless. Even though I’d seem mom masturbating in her room hundreds of times, one day it was like a light came on. I discovered masturbation for myself and orgasms came naturally like right away.”

Haley nodded. “I understand that now, but at the time I didn’t get why she never rubbed her kitty. When I had been that age, I was doing it all the time. So, after I found orgasms, I was getting them every day. I’m not sure when I first got myself off while mom was in the room, but I remember that my favorite thing for a long time was to hump the post of Mom’s bed. I’d do it right in front of her without any concern that I shouldn’t.”

“I guess I’d been getting myself off for a few months when I started asking about what she did in bed with her friends. The first time I asked she told me that the guy who’d come over the night before had kissed her kitty and licked her clitoris to give her an orgasm. I think that was when she first made it explicitly clear that even though her women friends don’t have a penis to put in her; snuggling naked and kissing each other’s kitty was still really nice. She told me it was perfectly normal for girls to kiss each other and to rub and lick each other’s kitty till they have an orgasm. I remember it clearly because she told me when she was twelve, she and her best friend started doing it. Since I was ten at the time, I just figured I had two more years to wait. That day I put going down on my friends in my mental calendar.”

That got laughs all around.

“But Mrs. C., I could tell that while what she was describing was not the same as playing with my kitty by myself, she didn’t call it sex either. It was a few weeks later, it must have been on a weekend because it was during the day; right after one of her male friends from the plant left, I went into her room. His name is Al. He is one of the few that she has brought to the house over and over. Not more than like once every three months or so, but he’s been coming over since not long after we moved here. As I understand it, like Mom, he is now the head of a department, and they have both sort of risen up the ranks together. He is really nice, but the reason Mom is willing to keep inviting him over is that he is happily married and isn’t leaving his wife. From what I’ve heard, the wife doesn’t know anything about Mom, and they both want to keep it that way. They are just like good friends who happen to have sex from time to time. Well, that particular day, I told her that I’d listened at the door for a while and I asked her to tell me what I’d heard her and Al doing. Though she had been progressively getting more detailed about what she did with men, that afternoon she fully spelled it out and directly related it to playing with my kitty. I know it sounds weird, but until then I didn’t link the two. She was still in what Bethany and I called her sex clothes, her lingerie…”

Bonnie cut in “Ronda dresses up for sex in lingerie? I would never have guessed.”

Haley smiled and nodded, not so much when we are on the road; but when guys come over to the house, she always has it on under a satin robe…usually one that matches the outfit. And when she goes out on dates, she always wears sexy stuff under her clothes. Her stuff is really nice. I’m sure a good bit of her collection are gifts from her male friends. I know for sure the outfit she was wearing that day came from Al.”

All three of the grown women commented how Ronda never even hinted she wore sexy lingerie.

Haley just said “Then don’t let her know I was the one who let out that little secret; but she really likes getting sexed up like that. Misty offered “If you think she’d be interested, I’d love to do a photoshoot of her in her lingerie. Actually, at your place we could do it outside in the stable and stuff. Since you own all that land we wouldn’t have to worry about shooting outdoors and juxtaposing lingerie with the farm gear would be really cool.”

Bonnie intervened “Misty, I know you are trying to be nice; but if her lingerie is some sort of secret, you should not be pushy.”

Haley said “No, once she actually said she’d like to get some boudoir photos done with her outfits. I’ll let her know. And after she sees the photos you took this week, she just might take you up on that. But as I was saying, while she was still in her sex clothes, she sat down while I sat on the bed and told me in detail what happened. She said that after they had been kissing naked for a while, she’d put Al’s penis in her mouth and gave him an orgasm just like he did to her when he licked her clitoris. She even specified that when he had his orgasm, his semen shot out of his penis while she was sucking on it. Maybe you will think it is weird, but when she told me directly that she thinks it’s fun to have it shoot in her mouth and swallow it; I didn’t think it was gross or even weird. If Mom did it, it was normal and that was that. By then I’d started looking on the internet to see sex videos, so I knew what she was describing. That night she told me she had swallowed Al’s cum just as normally as she might tell me she likes to let chocolate candies melt in her mouth before swallowing it…which she does.”

Several of the girls made comments about how incredibly specific her mother’s descriptions had been. Marcy asked Sarah “Should I have been that specific with you?”

Sarah answered, “I don’t know. But I didn’t play with myself in front of you either.”

Haley continued “Oh, that day my mom went beyond even that. Essentially that was the day she let me know how playing with my kitty, orgasms and sex were all part of the same thing. She finally linked putting a penis in her vagina to rubbing my kitty. She told me how after they kissed some more, Al’s penis had gotten hard and big again so that she could put it into her. She told me how she sat on top of him with his penis in her vagina and moved so that his penis rubbed the inside part of her clitoris. She explained that by pushing down so the outside part of her clit pressed on Al just above his penis she was able to have two orgasms in a row. Then for the first time she said that when I rub my kitty on the bedpost it is just like how she rubs herself on men when she has sex sitting on top of them. She told me that though I didn’t know it yet; but when I was on her bedpost, I was practicing for the day I start to have sex with boys.”

“That is an interesting approach” Bonnie put in.

“What is funny is that at the time, the big news for me was not that I found out that I was already practicing for having sex; it was that I could have more than one orgasm at a time. She’d never told me that was possible. I just naturally thought I’d have to wait till the next day to have another one. After that I would try to cum three or four times a day.”

There was a great deal of laughter at that.

“It wasn’t till later that in thinking about what Mom had said, I started to put things in my vagina to rub my inside clitoris. Remember I’d seen my mom put things in her while masturbating since I was little, so I understood how it was done. That is what led to me breaking my cherry with a rubber brush handle. Mom didn’t freak out, she just said it had been inevitable and apologized for not warning me. She also showed me how to put a condom on the brush handle so I didn’t get germs into my vagina.” She paused “Oh, I guess I should have let you know that the day she told me about what she’d done with Al; she also first explained that he’d used a condom to catch the semen. She said other than with a few very special friends, she always catches the semen in a condom. She actually went around the bed and picked up the condom and showed me Al’s semen in it. When I didn’t seem to understand, she opened a new one and rolled it down one of her dildos for me to see how it worked.”

Haley’s narrative was interrupted by comments of amazement and discussion of home sex ed.

Haley wrapped up by saying “All that to say, for us, me, Bethany and Mom, orgasms in and themselves aren’t like some private thing…or like I said, just cumming isn’t necessarily sexual…at least not the way most people think of it. While Mom still only gets herself off in her bedroom, for us to see her do it has never been any big deal. At home, Bethany and I get ourselves off pretty much anywhere we feel like it. For us that is just normal life. If you come to our house without calling first, you might find a vibrator or even a dildo has been left by one of us in the living room. But everything we do with guys at the house was kept behind closed doors. Until this summer that is. Gregg moving in with us was a huge change. It didn’t happen right off. After the first time he came on an overnight rodeo trip, which was followed by the first family nude swim day; Bethany and I returned to masturbating while we watched TV, even when Gregg was in the room. That along with the times you guys had sex right in front of Mom caused everything to start changing for us. I think when she called Mr. C. yesterday, she had decided to make the leap to fully normalizing sex with guys for us. That is why she walked in on Bethany and Gregg and that is why if Mr. C. hadn’t initiated sex out by the pool, Mom told Mr. C. she would have.”

The buzzer told them their table was ready. Bonnie wondered how many ways could sex-positive parenting be expressed. She had her way. Ronda had her way. Gina had hers. Bonnie would have to avoid the trap of thinking there was a single “right” way. She decided she should tell Mira and Holly that when she talked to them.

The women and girls were escorted to a large round table, big enough to seat all eight of them. The restaurant was much like any casual bar & grill back home; except for the go-go dancer on the bar. She wasn’t nude, or even in a micro-bikini, but she was a dancer in a family place. “Only in Miami Beach” Bonnie thought. Bonnie also noted that Sarah made a point to get a seat by her mother. It appeared this trip was doing them good.

Right after they had been seated Sarah said “OK old women, we want to hear all about your night.”

Marcy beat Bonnie to the punch and threw a napkin across the table at Misty. In unison they said “Old?!”

“All right, not old” Haley suggested “The right term would be MILF’s”

“I’m still not convinced that doesn’t mean old” Trish retorted.

Haley countered. “MILF? It’s the perfect term for women like you, hot, sexually available women with kids like us. I’d certainly jump at the offer to join any or all of you for a hot tumble. I know you left poor Squirrel dreaming of you MILF’s after you teased him in the tub yesterday.”

“I’ll accept that.” Bonnie agreed, “But, I was not part of what went on between these sex fiends and your friend Squirrel.”

Misty persisted “Stop avoiding the question. And what you probably didn’t tell your friends was how, while they were playing with Squirrel in the tub, you were playing voyeur. Did you tell them how you stood right by me in the downstairs shower while Brett and I did it?”

The two other mothers’ eyes went wide looking over at Bonnie.

“What? I went down to wash my hair in the only open shower. Yes, Misty and her guy were in there too, but that was just a coincidence. I had no idea they would be there. I washed my hair and I left.”

Misty added "Then you came back."

"Yes, I came back to bring him a condom since you two were already having sex and he wasn’t wearing one. And yes, I looked closely enough to see that. And yes again, after coming back with the condom I stood right next to you and watched as you enjoyed yourself for several minutes.” She looked to Marcy and Trish “And yes, I actually held Misty’s hand while she was leaned up against the shower wall taking Brett’s cock like it was the most normal thing in the world. And I thought it was wonderful holding her hand while she climaxed. Unlike you Marcy, I'm not ashamed that I watched and enjoyed doing so. If you ask her, I have no doubt Misty will tell you that she liked how I stood so close to her while she was taking his cock that had I wanted, I could have reached down to feel it going in. I could see in his eyes he was hoping I’d turn to let him do me too. And yes, I thought about doing both things. But I didn’t. After I left them to finish, I went upstairs and got myself off. I know half the house saw me masturbating on the bed and it appeared that at least some people enjoyed watching. I am very pleased that by doing so I was able to share some of the joy that I was feeling. So, it all worked out for the best.” She very briefly cut her eyes to Zara. If the girl wanted to add her part she could, but Bonnie was not going to drag her into this.

Misty apparently decided to let them both off the hook. “OK. Mom is telling the truth. It is not like I made it sound." She looked around at the others "She had no way of knowing we’d be in there and she just got in, washed her hair then left. Then she came back to bring the condom. I should not have let Brett put his dick in me without one on in the first place. So, I have no room to criticize, and the truth is I really appreciated her willingness to stay and watch me get off. She only did because earlier on, I’d let her know I wanted her to watch me cum while we are here. Let's get back to the question for all three of you Moms: what about last night? You didn’t get home till after we were all asleep, so you were out a long time.”

Bonnie appreciated her daughter’s effort to change the subject. She decided to play dumb. “Last night? What can she mean?” she said looking at her friends with a dumbfounded look “Oh, my little talk. Actually, it went great. At first, I was really nervous because these were not Podunk Georgia folks, these people are real sophisticates who have traveled the world. But I just talked about the stuff your dad and I talk about all the time and they thought I was way smarter than I really am. Afterward I got a big head with all the people wanting to talk to me and ask me questions.”

Marcy countered with “Don’t believe her talking it down. She really was very impressive. Even I was impressed. All night people were talking about how knowledgeable your mom is.”

Bonnie couldn’t help but be pleased with the compliment. “Thanks. I will admit I felt pretty good about the whole thing. Including the long question & answer session, I was on for close to two hours. Then after the meeting, I answered individual questions for another hour. One of the men is like the President of the Florida Swingers Club Association or something like that and we talked for a long time after the official program was over.”

“Do you mean Canon?” Trish asked.


“What she means girls,” Trish said leaning over the table in a stage whisper “is that she fucked him.”

“Trish!” Bonnie said glaring, then grinning “That was later. First, he told me he wanted me to do salon discussions about the FFF at other clubs around Florida. I’m so excited. I called Cooper and told him. We are going to invite Cannon to be a consultant.”

“See how she just glosses over the fact she had sex with this guy she just met” Misty said looking at her friends.

Sarah took over the inquisition “And Mom, what were you doing while Mrs. C. was doing all this lecturing, answering questions and fornicating?”

Bonnie was glad to be off the hot seat, and she added “I’d like to hear this too. What were you doing all that time from when I finished my talk till I found you in the hot tub? I didn’t see you for quite some time.”

Marcy, who just a few short months ago could not talk to Sarah about the sexual happenings in their own home; now seemed completely willing to lay everything out on the table. “Trish, feel free to add anything I forget. We actually slipped out long before the discussion was over. I hope you’re not offended.”

Trish interjected “It’s not that you weren’t doing good, we’d heard all that more than once and we wanted to explore the club.”

“Right, so we first went over to the Lounge.”

Trish jumped in again “The Lounge was on the same floor as the room where Bonnie gave her talk. The house had three floors and a tanning area on the roof of the 3rd floor.”

Marcy went on after the clarification “We watched some guys shoot pool, they were good but not that good; so we challenged them. The first game Trish sank the eight ball on her second shot, so she had to pay up.”

Trish clarified “We were playing for head.” She looked at Misty “Remember this was a swinger’s group, so we had the wager that the person who lost the game had to give the winner oral sex for two minutes. We were playing a round robin kind of thing.”

Haley interrupted “That’s a great idea for your next party Misty.”

Marcy ignored the comment and said “We shot pool for about an hour. We didn’t do too bad and won as often as we lost, all in all it was fun. Though it was not like a room for sex, no one seemed to mind what we did. Now after that we went out to the pool and swam around for a while then we got into the hot tub and met Victor & Maria and Hugo & Gloria. And we stayed there until Bonnie came out and we asked her to join us” “And girls” Trish added “Victor was so incredibly handsome; a man of any woman’s dreams.”

Bonnie agreed “I thought he looked like a young Antonio Banderas.”

“Yea, he did” Marcy seconded.

Sarah had a skeptical look on her face “And that’s all you did all night?”

“No way!” Haley interjected “Mrs. Simms woke me up at 4:45 AM when you got home. You’re leaving something out, a whole lot of somethings.”

Bonnie looked to the girls, ignoring Haley’s objection. “It’s your turn, what did you young ladies do last night?”

“No way, you guys haven’t said anything yet” Misty demanded “Just generalities, we want to hear what you did.”

Marcy didn’t hesitate and shot back, “OK you asked for it. The guys we played pool with were named Kevin and Yuri. Kevin was short but had a good-sized penis, thick and maybe seven and a half inches long. Yuri was burly but his dick was on the small side. When I sucked him off I could easily take him all in without gagging, which was fun. More fun than sucking Kevin, he kept pushing his hips up and getting too much in my mouth. When we won, we just sat on a bar stool and lifted up our dresses. It felt good but neither guy was a stem-winder. Finally, Trish let Kevin screw her right on the stool; so after they were done, I had Yuri do me the same way. With the outfit I was wearing, it was easy to screw just like I was. When I could tell he was close to cumming, I got off and took his load in my mouth.” She looked over to Trish “Is that it?”

“Yea that is what happened. It really was hot getting eaten out and then screwing like that right in public with total strangers really close by, just sitting around, fully dressed, talking. They weren’t staring, but I knew they were looking over to us. And there were others who would come into the room, watch us for a few minutes then wonder out. I got a real kick out of it and it was like nothing I’ve ever done before. Marcy was right, their pussy eating skills were nothing to remember; though when I invited Kevin to put his big dick in me, it felt really good. I know I should have done what Marcy did and had him blow in my mouth, but it felt so good I just let him fill my pussy with his jizz. Fucking where all those people could see was even hotter than the sex itself. I don’t know about Marcy and Bonnie, but I would like to find a swing club in Atlanta and do that again. Then in the hot tub Victor played with me under the water and almost got me off, but not quite.”

Marcy came back, “That was later. First, we got in the pool. Trish and I messed around with each other a little, but nothing big. In the hot tub we mostly all just talked; but we did some messing around with our new friends. And Trish is right. I think we need to find a club in Atlanta, and I didn’t know Victor was paying you so much attention in the tub. It’s amazing how much happened right there in the open. We left out that while we swam several couples had oral sex on the side of the pool, and a hot young man and woman fucked really loud in front of what I think were their spouses in one of the cabana beds. Like I said, there was so much going on that even as it was happening, I couldn’t take it all in."

Marcy panned the five young faces “Well girls, is that what you wanted to hear?” The teens looked at each other and nodded. Misty said “Yea, I think so, except you specifically have avoided what happened in the, like three or four hours, from when mom joined you in the hot tub till you guys left the club. But we will let that go for now. OK Mom, what about this president guy you did before you joined back up with Trish and Mrs. Marshal?”

Bonnie didn’t like Misty putting her on the spot, but she’d wait till later to tell her that. “If you must know, I asked Canon if we could make love. Yep, without any warm up I said I found him very sexually attractive and that I wanted to have sex with him right then and there.”

“Way to go Mrs. C.” Haley exclaimed.

Bonnie shushed her…with a smile… as their cute waiter appeared. He gave his spiel and left them with menus, water and two baskets of fresh artisan bread. Once he was gone, all eyes went back to Bonnie. “Understand I’d been talking for a really long time. After my lecture I spent an hour standing answering questions from the group as a whole then another hour sitting on a stool next to the lectern answering individual questions. Once that was over, Cannon, Mira, Yoel and I had found seats to continue our talk. Mira and Yoel were a really nice couple who have two elementary school age boys at home. They had a lot of questions about raising kids in a sex-positive home. Cannon also told us about his very amazing life. Pretty much right in the middle of our talk I asked him if we could make love. So, Canon and I started making out right there. After a while he went down on me while Mira and her husband just sat and watched.”

She looked over at Marcy “Sorry your guys were nothing special in the cunnilingus department; because Cannon was an oral master. First, he teased me by touching and kissing every part except for where it really counts; but when he did get there it was fireworks. I can safely say no one has ever done me better and I can’t off hand remember many as good but none just like it.” She took a breath and looked across the teen’s faces. “Girl’s, never judge a book by its cover. I was not expecting anything like that. The orgasms came so fast, bang, bang, bang, it was like I had one continuous climax that lasted forever. It was so intense that even when he stopped eating me and put his erection in, they kept coming till I literally collapsed. I just can’t describe how amazing he was.”

Bonnie stopped and all the teens just looked at her in stone silence. She knew they were having a hard time taking in what she had just said, but she also knew she had not done the experience justice by her words. “So, now you’ve heard what we did the first part of the night, tell us what you did.”

Caitlin was the first to speak, “We had fun but I think you may have had the best time.”

Bonnie leaned forward “I know I did because that was just a warm up. Are you embarrassed by what I just told you about what I did?”

“No” came several emphatic responses. But it was Sarah who continued, “I can’t speak for the others but Bailey and I had an amazing never to be forgotten time. In the afternoon, before you guys got home from the beach with Mrs. C. and Trish, we messed around with Mitch and Zac some while Mom watched TV; but Mitch’s grandmother picked them up before we’d done much more than get a good start. Then later after the mom’s and the older girls all were gone again, Zac and Mitch came back. While we had the house to ourselves Zack and I messed around pretty good, but for a long time Bailey and I just made out in front of them. We had texted Misty and asked if they could bring us some McDonalds since we’d been told we could not leave the house by ourselves. When they got back, since the downstairs was all full of people, we went upstairs and ate what they brought us on the bed. After we’d eaten, we went back to messing around with the guys and it progressed from there. Yesterday Mitch said that he was a virgin so he didn't pretend to know anything about sex. He’d never even touched boobs or a pussy before. Zac said that he’d had sex twice, and he seemed to think it made him a pro. They were both nervous as hell the whole time. We kind of took turns doing different stuff. While the guys had been gone with their grandmother, Bailey and I had talked and decided we both wanted to have sex with both guys. We agreed we would share them equally between us, not pairing off with one in particular; so when we got down to business, we switched off back and forth. If one of us thought one of the guys was getting too close to blowing, we stopped and switched to something new. A couple of times we made them quit and watch while Bailey and I did each other. It was all great and we did it for a really long time.”

Bailey agreed “It was great. It was the first time where I could do what I wanted from first to last, and Mitch and Zach never asked to do anything for themselves. They only wanted to do what we wanted. That changed everything for me. So we told them exactly what we wanted them to do…. and what not to do. Of course, this was totally the opposite of what sex had been like with my ex. You can't imagine how much better it was for me this way.

Bonnie quietly concurred by saying "Yes, I understand."

Bailey didn't even slow down. Instead, her confidence rose as if Bonnie had encouraged her to find her own voice. "I really, really liked it when after Mitch and I went upstairs and we’d been showing them what to do in bed with girls for a while, I told him I wanted to sit on his face. I’d done that with Sarah, but never with a guy. I could tell he liked doing things to make me feel good. Just knowing that he wanted to please me made it all different. So, as we went, I kept telling him just were to kiss and lick and suck my parts down there. He did it just like I said. I couldn’t believe it when I could feel an orgasm coming on. I was sure it was too good to be true; but it wasn’t. I came big time sitting on his face like that. I couldn’t believe it. I was so excited that as soon as the spasms passed, I jumped off him and kissed him to say how much I liked it. It just seemed so natural to put his dick in me while I was thanking him for the orgasm. There was no wondering if I should, it was if my body was on autopilot and it knew what to do. It felt SO GOOD like that. It was like I’d never done it before.”

Sarah jumped in “I think she found out the difference between fucking and making love.” She looked around and added “Yes, I know I’m new to all of this but I’m sure I’m right. I saw her and I know that is what making love looks like. As much as I wanted to do it too, it was simply beautiful to watch.”

Bonnie stepped in “Yes Sarah you are right. And Bailey, I am so happy for you. When it is just right, sex transcends from simple banging to something beyond the physical. Some people call it a spiritual moment when you and your lover move to that higher plane.”

The excited girl went on without pause. She did not seem the least bit inhibited telling a very explicit story in a busy restaurant as they waited to put in their lunch order. “Since they were so inexperienced, we had decided that we would take turns with two watching and two playing, rather than doing a foursome. We had planned for Sarah to go first. I’d just gotten on Mitch’s face as part of what we had planned as a pre-sex training session. I had not expected Mitch to actually get me off like that, and like I said, my body just took over. When I finally got over my excitement, and looked over at Sarah, her big smile told me she didn’t mind me going first. She seemed to be happy snuggled in Zac’s lap watching me. But he had the biggest bug eyes you ever have seen. I guess he’d been just as surprised as I was, and I know from where they were sitting, he was actually watching Mitch’s dick going into me. After a bit longer, I could tell Sarah and Zac wanted a turn. So I rolled off of Mitch and told Sarah it was their turn to entertain us for a while.”

Bonnie cut her eyes to Marcy. Bailey clearly had no idea of the significance of what she was saying. Bonnie had tried to sell the teenagers who had been coming to her home on the idea that when a girl has vaginal sex for the first time, she doesn’t lose anything. She did not know she’d been so successful. Not one of the girls at the table seemed to see it as odd that Baily was breezily talking about Sarah “losing her virginity” as if virginity was a concept they didn’t even understand. Bonnie could not help but to feel successful about that.

Bailey continued even though the waiter had come by to apologize for the slow service. “Zac struggled to get the condom package open, then he seemed surprised that it was so oily. I don't think he'd ever touched a condom before yesterday, let alone a lubed one since Sarah had told me that he didn't put his on the first time either. He was having so much trouble with it I thought he might lose his wood out of embarrassment. He seemed grateful when I told him I’d done this before. So, while Sarah waited for him, I just took ahold of his hard-on and rolled it on.”

That brought a round of laughter.

Bonnie wondered if she was the only one who picked up on how Bailey said that Sarah had put a condom on Zac earlier. So perhaps Bailey was not describing Sarah’s first time after all.

Bailey continued, hardly taking a breath. “So, as planned, after Zac and Sarah did it a while, we switched and I did it with Mitch, then Zac did me then Mitch did Sara. I don’t know if I had more fun directing the guys doing Sarah, or when Sarah directed them doing me. It was just like a fun game. We were on our third or forth different mix, and the guys were doing really great not shooting their load. I actually didn’t realize guys could go and go like that without cumming. It was super cool. But their grandmother called to say she was on her way to get them. That last time the four of us took several turns. We went on for a good hour without a break. On one hand it’s like the time zoomed, but on the other it seemed to go on forever. And be sure, I wanted it to go on forever and ever. I so want to experience guys staying with Sarah and me all night.”

Sarah finally took back over the narrative from ‘shy’ Bailey. “Me too. You see we had actually planned on going on a lot longer; but the truth is we'd done what we'd really wanted to do already. I'd finally had sex with a guy. Still, we had time to let them do us as hard and fast as they could while their grandmother was on her way over. Bailey and I got on our hands and knees right beside each other and the guys gave it to us way harder than they had before."

Bailey jumped back in "I was impressed at how long and hard they went, and as much as I liked it, afterward I was a little sore. I think they were able to do it like that right at the end because their dicks were actually a little numb from what we'd been doing. Like Sarah said, even though we had told them to go ahead and cum, they went a good long time doing it super hard and fast. The slapping sounds were really loud. I’m sure they heard it downstairs. After I thought about it, I am sure that both Zac and Mitch were each in me longer than all the times Kevin had done me in half a year combined. I know I can cum from a girl using her fingers on me while I’m in doggie just like that; but I didn’t that time. Not that I was disappointed because I wasn’t. All in all, including the time downstairs in the afternoon, we got it on with them for something like three hours in total. "

Sarah finished up with: "After the guy’s left Baily and I just snuggled up naked and kissed.” She looked at her mother “I think you will be glad to know that we didn’t miss enjoying that special moment afterward, together. Not just right afterward, but our time through the night and then this morning was…was…well I can’t give a word for it. But it somehow made all the other stuff even better because we were together. I couldn’t have had a better day.”

Marcy smiled a conflicted smile. “Yes, I am happy to hear it. I am so, so very happy…” she seemed to choke up. “I’m just so proud of you.” She got up and walked around the table to give her daughter a hug. They both had tears in their eyes as Marcy returned to her seat.

After a few moments of silence Bailey nodded in agreement. “Yes, that time after was nice. It really was. Laying there holding each other, after our terrific time with the boys, it was the perfect ending for a perfect day. It was so nice just lying there with my best friend…” she corrected “my true love, feeling her skin on mine like we were two sides of a single coin. I don’t know if I could describe our relationship if I had to.”

Bonnie said “Don’t worry. You don’t have to even try.”

Bailey nodded “Eventually Caitlin and two of the Silverfire Guild guys came upstairs for a threesome in the other room. We just laid in our bed and cuddled and listened and sometimes watched. We couldn’t always see what they were doing but it was super great laying there snuggled up with Sarah listening to the lovemaking.”

Bailey looked over to Caitlin, “I hope you don’t mind me saying, but I think you are the most beautiful girl I’ve ever known. Watching you make love was a thousand times better than anything I’ve ever seen on the internet…and of course actually making love to you the other night was like a dream. I hope it’s not presumptuous to ask if we could, just me and you, spend a night together?”

Caitlin got out a slightly embarrassed “Thank you, and I would love to make love to you again. Even if we don’t get a chance before we go back home, it will be easy to work it out for us to spend the night in the Campbell’s guest room.”

Bailey beamed and Sarah smiled and squeezed her hand.

Bonnie wondered at how many new connections were being made on this trip and how they interacted. Not two minutes after saying that Sarah was her true love, Bailey tells Caitlin how much she wants to make love to her. Yet, Sarah didn’t show the slightest bit of concern or jealousy. Certainly, these girls have a totally different paradigm of relationships, love and sex that Bonnie’s generation couldn’t have imagined. They truly embrace love as an expansive thing that is not a zero-sum game.

Sarah wrapped up the story by saying, “The three of them were still going at it when we both fell asleep. We woke up later and the house was quiet. We kissed a little, but went back to sleep for the rest of the night. This morning we made wonderful love for a good hour while everyone else was asleep. That’s what we did. No girl could ever have a better debut than I did.” She turned to her mother, “Thanks Mom. I love you.”

Bonnie couldn’t stop a tear from rolling down her cheek. She couldn’t help but think how wonderful it was that Sarah had this kind of affirmation for her final step into the world of womanhood. Sadly, very few girls ever get even a fraction of this kind of support. She was absolutely sure that both Sarah and Misty indeed had the kind of sexual debut that all women deserve and should have. She glanced over at Marcy; it was hard to guess what she was thinking, but she was using her napkin to dab up the tears. “Yes” she thought to herself, “I am on the right path. This is right and good.”

Even while Bonnie was basking in the shared joy, Misty made it clear that she was not pleased with the girls’ story. “That was way too vague. What is this ‘we messed around’ stuff. And don't think I missed you mentioned you helped that boy put on the condom for the second time. That means there was a first time you didn’t even mention. Come on Sarah, I know you can give more sweaty details than Bailey did.”

Sarah only looked half offended that the others thought the prior answer wasn’t complete. Everyone at the table knew Sarah loved talking in explicit detail about sex. She looked around and asked “You all want more details?”

A number of heads nodded.

“OK, let’s see.” Sarah made a dramatic pause. “I’ll start earlier than Bailey did. When we got back from roller blading yesterday you guys were all out to eat. Mom was watching the Sex and the City movie in the big room. After we got something to drink, we, Bailey, Zac, Mitch and me, sat with mom and watched the movie for a while. I was really horny, so I started messing with Zac on the loveseat while Mom, Bailey and Mitch were on the couch. Before I got too far, he kind of started to freak when I reached into his shorts and began to play with his dick with my mother so close.”

“So all four of us went over to the kitchen area to make some sandwiches, but I dragged Zack to that side room with the desk in it. I undid his pants right off and pulled his dick out; but he was like all soft. I sat in the chair and had him stand in front of me so I could start to suck his dick. It was cool rolling him around in my mouth and feeling it fill, like a balloon being blown up. On the trip down here Mrs. C. told me that it is a good thing to get a young guy to cream fast so that he will be ready for a long ride when I’m ready. Remember, this was only my third time to give a blow job; but…well…I’m an eager learner.”

She gave a grin then leaned forward over the table and gave a short comic pantomime of sucking dick. Even Marcy laughed at that.

She looked over to Mrs. C. and to her mother. “I hope you understand; Pandora’s Box has been opened. I already knew I loved giving and getting oral sex with girls, but now officially I can say I love sucking cock. Just be ready, when we get back, you will surely see Lamar’s dick in my mouth and his face between my legs… a lot.”

Bonnie gave an exaggerated look of horror…then she put on a smile and said “I’m a big girl. And besides, I know we make light of it, but I really do believe God made people in a way that allows teenagers a capability to experience an unalloyed kind of love and joy that is unique. You will never have it again. Though even your mom and I may occasionally have to push back at our own social programming, your mother and I are both committed to you two having the freedom to enjoy your budding relationship in any way that you two feel right.”

Sarah cocked her head. “Including fucking? The truth is, even as I was doing Zac and Mitch last night, I kept thinking about Lamar.”

Bonnie had seen that coming. “Yes, when you two decide the time is right. We want you to know we totally support you two expressing your young love however you choose.” She turned to Marcy, “Right?”

With a little bit of a rueful look, Sarah’s mother nodded “Yes. Though I think you two should give your fathers some space on this. They are both still struggling with their children embracing the free-love values they espouse, especially around them. Both Bonnie and I lived and loved freely when we were young; neither of them did so. They both have a lot more Puritanical baggage than we, or you have.”

Even as Marcy spoke, a thought came to Bonnie that she’d not considered before. Of the five teenagers at the table, only Misty and Sarah actually had their fathers as an active part of their life. Then she considered the whole Euro-Club, and only a few even had their biological fathers at home. Though from what she could tell, all the girls had very strong and independent mothers. It wasn’t the first time she’d considered that; but she’d not thought of how important Cooper’s role could be for these girls. She’d need to talk to him about the importance of him showing them how a quality Christian husband treats his wife. Not that he didn’t already make a great example, but a little encouragement never hurts. She looked back at Sarah “I can assure you the sight of our children enjoying one of God’s most wonderful gifts will not give me, or your mother, a heart attack.”

That got more laughs.

“It that’s the case, then you won’t mind the rest of this story” Sarah grinned before pointedly looking at Misty. “So, once he got hard, I didn’t encourage him to hold back and it didn’t take long for him to cum. I thought about pulling my shirt up to let him cum onto my tits; but I was greedy and sucked it all down.” She looked over to Bailey and said “I think you guys were still at the table eating when I started sucking Zac off. Though I think I saw Mitch come around the corner a couple of times to see what we were doing. Is that right?”

Bailey nodded. “Mitch couldn’t believe you were giving Zac a blow job right in the open like that with your mom right there. If she’d turned her head, she would have seen you. I guess you didn’t know that the second time Mitch came over to watch, I was behind him. I saw you suck Zac’s load down like you’ve been doing it as long as I have. I was impressed.”

“No, I didn’t see you. I was rather busy” Sarah continued. “After he was done, I told Zac I would be expecting more from him later and we went to the table while Bailey took Mitch back where I had been. She gave him one hell of a blow job while Zac and I ate our sandwiches and talked to Mom. I don’t think my mom realized what was going on right behind her." She looked right at her mother "I bet you thought we didn’t do anything while waiting for the others to get back did you?"

Marcy seemed more than a little taken off guard. “I’m actually feeling pretty stupid to have thought nothing had happened. I must admit, I was surprised you were so well behaved. I guess that shows we are right to support you in this stuff because you can do anything you really want to and we parents won’t be aware unless you decide to let us know.”

Both the teens and mothers concurred in that opinion.

“Bailey took a lot longer with Mitch than I’d expected. I peeked around the corner a couple of times to see what was going on. My quiet little friend totally looked like a porn star sucking that dick. She kept Mitch right on the edge for like ten minutes. If he were an old guy, I would have been afraid he was having a heart attack. His face was so dark red. I think he was holding his breath to keep from making noise. It was only when Zack went around the corner to tell Mitch that their grandmother had texted to say she was outside, that Bailey made him cum in nothing flat. Both Zac and I watched her suck him all the way through till he had to push her mouth away. It was so hot.”

Bonnie gave Bailey thumbs up “You weren’t’ kidding when you said you were learning how to give head.”

Bailey smiled and said “Well, I’ve done quite a bit of research in the past weeks. You can’t believe how much information is available online on how to do a good blow job.”

There was some laughter. Then Sarah resumed. So that brings us back to about 6:30 last night when their grandmother dropped them back off. With the moms gone we had the house to ourselves since those three” referring to Misty, Caitlin and Haley, “had gone off for dinner. The guys came inside and they just seemed so nervous. We were all sitting at the kitchen table and Zac & Mitch were so scared looking. I decided to tease them a bit and went over to start kissing Bailey. Even a novice like me knows there is nothing like a little girl-girl action to get the guys going again; and besides, she’s got a great pair of tits. I mean they are absolutely perfect for sucking.” Again, Sarah pantomimed. This time she used both hands to indicate how large Bailey’s breasts were.

Everyone, even Marcy, laughed.

Bailey blushed and covered her face.

“I got Bailey naked and told her to sit on the kitchen table right in front of me. I sucked on those great tits for a while before getting busy on her pussy. Sometime while we were having our girl fun, I’d told the guys to get undressed. They first just got down to their boxers, and I had to tell them I meant completely naked. By the time I’d gotten Bailey to cum on my face the boys were no longer timid, but had hard-ons that were ready to go. So, when I was ready to include them, I was the only one with any clothes on. I pull them off, grabbed a condom and put it on Zac as I got him to sit in one of the dining room chairs. I had no idea how much harder it is to get one of those things on a real penis than it is on a dildo or cucumber.”

That got more laughs. Bonnie wasn’t sure if Sarah was trying to do comedy, or was it accidental.

“He claimed to have gone all the way with a girl before, but it didn’t seem like it. My guess is that he has had some of those two-minute fucks that Bailey tells me about. Either way, in practice, we were effectively two first timers doing it together.” She looked over at Misty. “You were so much help the other night. I was far more confident than I would have been, and it was in no small part to you that I had a great first-time experience with a guy.”

She then looked at Marcy, “You see Mom, you couldn’t hear us talking while you were watching us with Mrs. C’s strap-on, but Misty was getting me ready for Zac. Like I said, I’d already decided his would be the first real penis inside me. Though if anyone ever asks, I’ll say my first sex partner was Bailey. We started last fall both in her bed and in mine. We’d been kissing and playing with each other for years, some people would say we have been having sex since we were like thirteen, but we didn’t think of it like that. It was just in October we decided we were lovers and were having sex. She and I both are sure her mom has known full well we have been messing around when we have sleep-overs…well at least since we were in 7th grade. Over a year ago, she got a brief glimpse of us doing oral so she knows for sure. But…” she looked at her mother “but you have been oblivious to everything. Sorry, Mom, but it’s true. And I say my first time to fuck was with Misty on Thursday night; still, I understand the symbolic significance of having a real penis inside of my vagina for the first time.”

She took a breath then continued “So I just positioned myself over his hard-on and grabbed it. Misty had told me to guide the head up and down working it in-between my little lips for a few seconds before I try to put it all the way in. She said it would ensure it was lined up the right way and that I was wet enough; but last night I was like so wet I was almost dripping. I could have put Misty’s big dildo all the way up to my cervix on the very first try, so his hard-on in that lubed condom just slid right in. Oh, those kitchen chairs are really great for sitting on a guy. They are kind of narrow and my legs easily went on either side of his. I didn’t have to like open my thighs super wide to let him all the way into me. My feet were fully on the floor so it was no problem moving on him. It was just super easy and felt really great.”

Bonnie caught Marcy in the corner of her eye. She appeared to be working hard to maintain her composure. Perhaps the idea of first intercourse was not that big of deal to Sarah, but to her mother, it was. She understood what Sarah was saying about Misty doing her with the strap-on being her first time; but to the two mothers, the difference between an artificial penis and a real one mattered. Perhaps it shouldn’t. After all a penis inside a latex condom is still the same latex on her skin as was the dildo Misty had used on her. But it wasn’t the same. From Sarah’s unfolding description of the event, it became apparent that the girl had come to understand the difference between the two.

Sarah went on “I don’t think I thanked you enough for what you did for me Misty. I would not have known what to do last night and Zac sure as hell didn’t know what he was doing. He stayed hard, but that was about it, I had to do all the work and if you hadn’t taken the time to teach me how to move on Thursday, last night might have been a dud.”

Misty felt a tear well up in her eye. That was the kindest thing that Sarah could have said to her. All Misty could reply was “I am only glad I was there for you.”

Sarah went on “So I did what you said to do. I was all over him, but he sat there, scared to death. Even when I straddled the chair and guided his dick into my pussy, he just sat there like a mannequin.”

Bonnie saw this second story didn't just have more detail than the first; it had different content than the version the girls had just told a few minutes before. Neither Sarah nor Bailey seemed to think the second telling was inconsistent with the first. She considered how even when the same person tells about something that happened just the night before, the details change from telling to telling. It’s not that either tale was a lie, they were just the same event with different emphases.

Sarah looked over to Bailey again “When I did him later upstairs, he was much better.”

Bailey was more charitable. “What mattered was that he, they both, cared more about us and what we wanted than just getting themselves off. Believe me I know the difference. I don’t think either of us have enough experience to really say more than they did what we asked and tried to make us happy. That counts for a lot in my book.”

Both teens and mothers voiced agreement to that assessment.

“I wasn’t trying to sound unappreciative. It was probably better for me that he didn’t try to do more. I was focused on how much I really liked how it felt to have a real guy in me. My mom’s dildo and the other things I’ve put in me over the last few years have been nice, but the real thing is better. I think it was the emotional connection to the dick and the person, and the physical warmth of the real penis. When I pushed my tits in his face, he got the hint and sucked my nipples. But in truth, his main job was to be nice to me, and to stay hard without cumming before I wanted him to. In those two things, I could not have asked for more. He gave me the time to enjoy how good it felt moving my hips with a guy in me like that.”

Again, there was a chorus of agreement.

Sarah got a mischievous grin and looked at her mother “Did I make it clear how much I liked that feeling of having a real dick in my pussy. Well, I did… a lot. You can bet I’ll be doing a whole lot of fucking from now on.”

Marcy literally choked on her drink. The others laughed.

“It will take some real willpower not to jump Lamar the moment I see him again." She paused, “Don’t get me wrong, but I’m having a great time and I want to have all the sex I can while I’m here; but the truth is, last night made me want to have sex with Lamar so much more than I did before.” She took a breath “I think I love him.”

Both Bonnie and Marcy just sat wide eyed; but the other teens told her how happy they were for her. Misty put in “I’m not sure he has the words for it yet, but I know my brother. He has most definitely fallen in love with you…even if he doesn’t know it yet.”

The conversation sidetracked when their waiter finally came to take their order. Bonnie assured the girls today would be her treat. When the eight orders had been completed Bonnie said “So what happened next?”

"I really, really liked having sex like that.”

Marcy said “Yes, we heard.”

More laughs.

“To be honest though, it wasn’t like magical or spiritual or anything and I didn’t even begin to make the climb to an orgasm. I know there can be more to it, I have that with Bailey; but just sitting on him like that felt really good. I’m sure I could have stayed there kissing him and moving my hips all night if he’d been up to it; but the others made it back with our food. I don’t know why I did, but I jumped off him before they got all the way in the door and pulled on my shorts. Perhaps that was because Bailey and Mitch were doing the same thing. So that’s what happened before the club girls and Guild people got home. Like Bailey said, we went upstairs to eat our McDonald’s. Oh Mom, did I tell you that I really liked feeling his dick in me?”

That got everyone except Marcy laughing and saying “Yes, you did.” After a moment Marcy finally smiled. It seemed to her that her daughter’s first time was as good as a mom could hope.

“So? That was the first part that Bailey sort of skipped over. Was that enough detail?”

Misty said she had done well but Caitlin asked “And for the second time?”

“The second time was actually way more fun” Sara went on. “While the guys were gone, we decided that when they got back those two first timers needed some training.”

Haley, the most sexually experienced of the teens laughed “And with all your vast experience in sex you were going to teach them?”

Bailey took a little offence “We don’t claim to have a lot of experience with guys, but we both have a lot of experience getting ourselves off; and that was what they needed to know, how to get us off.”

Haley backed off “OK, good point. So go on.”

“So it was like they didn’t know what to do once we’d finished eating the burgers and fries. Of course they wanted to continue but they weren’t about to initiate anything. Like Bailey said, we had already decided to switch off the guys and that we would wake them up with more oral stuff."

Bailey put in “Zac smelled like Sarah when I went down on him even though they had used a condom when they had been screwing. I guess it was still in his pubes.”

“Probably so” Sarah agreed. “Well, Bailey & Mitch cleaned up the food and stuff and I told them that they were going to get some sex-ed, our way. First lesson was kissing. Bailey and I told them that good kissing isn’t aggressive right off, it’s light. And we all kissed for a while. They did just what we said. Then we told them how we do and don't like our boobs played with. Bailey and I demonstrated on each other. I did tell you what great suckable boobs Bailey has?”

“Shut up” Bailey said throwing a napkin.

“OK, if you don’t like how I’m telling it, you tell the rest” Sara said.

“OK I will, but there is not a lot that I didn’t tell about this part before. Now Sara here loves sucking boobs… Did I tell you guys that?” Bailey made a face at Sarah. “And, she is good at it. We had the boys copy what we had done to each other. Then we did the same thing with going down. Now Sarah here loves going down on me as much as she likes sucking my tits. I must be really special.” Bailey again made a face at Sarah.

Sarah said “You’re right about that. You are special. I could spend all day and night sucking your tits and enjoying everything between your legs.”

Bailey ignored her and continued “So the guys got to do a good bit of observing before they tried it themselves. We even modeled how to do sixty-nine. Yes, we might not have the experience with lots of guys like the rest of you, but we’ve been doing each other for years. I think we were very good teachers.”

Bonnie couldn’t help but comment “I would say the middle school sex ed course would be much more popular if you two taught it.”

More laughter.

“Well, when we finally let the boys try, it took them a while to get the idea that pussy eating doesn’t involve real EATING.”

Everyone laughed.

Sarah put in “We had them both go down on both of us to show them how girls are all different down there. They didn’t seem to mind.”

That got more laughs.

“This is my turn to talk.” Bailey insisted. “That is how I came to be sitting on Mitch’s face. Like I said before, I was really surprised that he’d learned enough to get me off. That was what led me to start screwing him even though the plan was for Sarah to go first. Other than at the very end when we were just finishing up before they had to go, just two people at a time had sex. That let the other two rest and watch. Sarah suggested doing it that way saying that is what you guys do at your adult only swim times. I thought I would feel awkward sitting in the bed watching Sarah have sex; but I didn’t’ feel that way at all. I’d never thought of sex as a…like a social event, but that is what it was. That’s never how it is in movies or books. I guess following your example really worked out great for us.”

Bonnie couldn’t help but wonder how much she and her group of women were teaching these girls without knowing it. She’d originally thought of this trip as a break from the growing list of duties she was accumulating; yet as it was progressing, rather than a break from her new leadership position, it seems it had become as much a learning experience for her as anything that had happened in the past year.

It was obvious to all, that reticent Bailey was reveling in telling her intensely explicit tale. “The first time Sarah did Zach, she was on top so she controlled the speed, but the second time he was on her. I had to tell him to slow down. Misty had told Sarah that she would need to remind the guys repeatedly that they need to resist the urge to treat cumming as the primary reason for having sex with us. She said we should tell them to focus on feeling everywhere our bare skin was touching, not just dick and pussy. That was something I’d never heard, but we took her advice. He listened and changed what he was doing. By the time he did me he was getting the hang of it. Mitch took to it quicker. Perhaps that was because he had watched me coaching Zac, but with him I was able to move him into a couple of other positions that Haley had suggested for our first time.”

Sarah again spoke up “It is great to have experienced friends who know the difference between the fake stuff in porn and what really works. I was surprised how different it felt when the guys were on top of me than when I was on them. I didn’t know it would feel that different. When Bailey thought Mitch might lose control and blow, we switched. So I directed Zac as he fucked her. I agree with Bailey, playing coach and telling each of them what to do to her, then watching them do what I said was really, really cool. It’s almost like why isn’t having sex with your best friend treated like the normal thing to do?"

Bailey picked back up. “Yea. Even when I was with the three guys at the party over the 4th of July, talking and just being there altogether was actually really great. It was certainly the best sex I’d had until this week.”

Marcy laughed, then apologized. “I’m sorry, but I just can’t believe how you two are saying some of the very things my best friend and I said when I was…well just about exactly your age. I’m sorry for interrupting. Go on.”

Bonnie’s curiosity about Marcy’s background continued to grow.

“So, like I said, both guys did both of us. We ran out of time to let me do both of them at the same time. I was just about to ask Sarah if it would be OK if I sucked Mitch’s dick while I rode Zac when their grandmother called to say she was on her way. Like I said before, since we only had about fifteen minutes before they had to go, we had them do us doggie till they came.”

Sarah cut back in “Amazingly, even though we’d been going at it for hours, both guys were still up to pounding us super hard. That was totally new and different for me. The longer Zac went on banging me, the more turned on I became. I kept telling him to do it harder and he kept trying to do what I said. By the end I was close to cumming, but not quite. Letting them loose to just fuck us as long and hard as they could was a great way to wrap up.”

Baily jumped back in “Not only did it feel great, but being right next to Sarah as she was getting the same thing was…was…” She seemed to search for a word to describe it.

Sarah’s mother offered “bonding?”

“Yea, maybe. You might think it is weird, but she and I actually held hands and made eye contact most of the time they were fucking us from behind.”

Baily and Sarah’s hands had been clasped on the table for some time. Only then did Bonnie see the obvious.

“I mean each time Mitch banged into me my whole body shook but my focus stayed on Sarah; but that was what made it both wonderful and weird. It was like we were…yes, you are right, that is the word… we were bonding. Zac and Mitch were working so hard and yet, for me and I think for Sarah, it was our moment. I don’t know how many times we had talked about doing that very thing. We have been imagining having sex with boys together for years, really ever since we first started making out and talking about sex, back when we were thirteen years old. I don’t know how many times one of us have gotten on hands and knees for the other to use her fingers like a dick pretending she was a guy.”

Sarah put in “I’ve been able to get her to cum like that since the summer before 9th grade; but we never thought of it like we were having sex with each other.”

Bailey nodded.” Yea, and I loved it. I still love it. Back then it was just a vague fantasy about what it would be like to screw a guy. In truth we never ever thought something like that would happen with real guys with us together like that. Really doing it, together with two real guys was a long-term fantasy come true. It was our fantasy, us together. I’ve been done doggie lots of times, but it was being with Sarah that made it so special.”

Marcy nodded her head and said “Yes, I’ve been there. Right at your age with my best friend. It is a wonderful memory after all these years. So no, it is not weird at all.”

Bonnie wondered how many little nuggets of her past that Marcy would drop.

Bailey took a breath and said in a thoughtful tone. “It’s funny how, while so much of what we did is all jumbled in my head; some things are like super clear. Like I can distinctly remember how sexy it was feeling the drops of sweat falling on me as Mitch gave me all he had. When he climaxed, he pushed himself as deep into me as he could and his whole body shook. Then he bent over, with his dick still in me and just gasped for breath. He stayed there like that for quite a while, then he kissed my back and told me that was the most awesome experience he’d ever had. He thanked me and kissed my back again, then straightened up and began to rub my back while Zach started to cum into Sarah. All the while I could feel him still inside of me. When he finally pulled out, rather than just flopping down and ignoring me like Kevin always did; when I sat up, he leaned over and began kissing me softly and telling me again how wonderful his day had been and thanking me for choosing him to be with. He was so sweet. It is just so vivid. I don’t know why, but his orgasm is clearer in my mind than my own. Those super clear memories give me a feeling of real satisfaction even as I’m telling you about it right now.”

She looked at Marcy, “So, yes, Mrs. Marshal, bonding might be the word. You see, even though I’d screwed Kevin for close to half-a-year, this was like a restart for me. The whole time it was about Sarah and me. Since early afternoon, we had been taking turns and helping each other; then right at the end, we were feeling the same thing at the same time. Side by side we got our brains fucked out… together. Yes, bonding.” Bailey turned to Sarah who was sitting next to her and leaned over to kiss her. Not a peck, but a ten second, open mouth kiss…right in the restaurant.

Bonnie thought “That is bold.” Not only were the girls kissing right in a crowded restaurant, but it must have been clear to those who had looked on from the bar and the next table over…and there were several, that they were doing it right in front of the adult chaperones.

Though their kiss really only lasted under ten seconds, it had the effect that Bonnie was sure that Bailey had intended. She’d staked her ground. While she and Sarah were not a couple in the traditional sense, they were letting everyone know they were in a relationship. Once again, Bonnie felt a glow of warmth for her part in the girls embracing a new paradigm for friendship, love and sex.

Breaking the kiss, Bailey whispered something to Sara and resumed her story. “The guys got dressed after that, but we talked and kissed really softly until they got a text that their grandmother was out front. I was disappointed they had to go. Like Haley said, we don’t’ have much experience, and we were learning as much as the boys.”

Bailey got understanding nods from around the table. She then ended her narrative with: “We walked them down the stairs completely naked, but before we went to the door; we pinned the two condoms full of semen on the bulletin board. At the front door, we stood to the side so their grandmother couldn’t see us, but it was the point of doing it.”

Sarah jumped in “That was fun.”

Bonnie added “Oh, they will remember that walk to the door till the day they die.”

“Yes, it was fun” Bailey agreed. Then she looked at Mrs. C. “Don’t think me full of myself, but I really hope they do remember that and the rest of what we did with them forever. I like the idea of making that kind of forever memories for them.”

Bonnie nodded. “Oh they will. And it will be a wonderful memory they will relive a thousand times.” She paused and looked around “That brings up a good point. You all need to understand that what you do matters. Even casual sex leaves an impression on most people. What we take as normal behavior, for many will be a seminal moment in their lives. This is a point I’ve been trying to make at youth group, though I’ve had to be careful how I present it. But here, with you, I can say clearly. Your job as a Christian is to always, always show the compassionate love that Jesus said was the entire point of God’s morality. Even when you are having recreational sex with the people you meet here, it is a platform to show God’s love. I’ve seen the way you treat each other with respect and kindness. That is unusual and will be noticed and remembered.” She looked at Sarah and Bailey, “While Zach and Mitch will tell their friends about the great sex; what they will really remember is the unselfconscious joy you showed without the slightest hint that expressing your sexuality was something other than an expression of life and joy. They will remember how you two found real joy in the other’s happiness and taught them how great sex isn’t just banging and…as Lamar says…splooging. And yes, they will remember that walk down stairs through a room full of people where you didn’t show even a hint of shame.”

She looked to Misty, “Am I right that the Silverfire people know that this is essentially a church youth group trip and that your father and I lead it?”

Misty nodded “Yea, we’ve talked about it a couple of times. We are not what they thought church people are like at all.”

Sarah added “We’ve told Mitch and Zac too. Well, Baily did when she was bragging on you, and on Mrs. Marshal and how much you two have helped her.”

Bonnie was very pleased to hear that she’d helped. “Thank you Bailey, but without sounding pious, what I want all your new friends to consider is not what one or two church women do; but how Christianity really does have a relevant message of love that looks nothing like what they see on TV. You girls see no inconsistency with using your body to show love and your commitment to following Jesus. By your actions, you are telling a counter narrative of what it means to be a Christian. Don’t ever forget that you can, and do, carry your Christian testimony everywhere: at school, at the beach and in bed; and that people notice and remember.”

She turned to Bailey. “Sorry for interrupting you with my sermon. But yes, those two boys will think back to this week with joy when they have grandkids. And you have no idea how the seeds you plant will grow.”

The whole groups sat in silence. Bonnie didn’t want to bring the group down; but rather to praise them for how she’d seen them acting. She really did believe that these five girls, by their simple faith that all love is God’s love; had done more to spread the real message of Jesus to Zac, Mitch and the Guild than all the “Christian” activists those kids had seen over the years. She really was proud of them. She motioned to Bailey “You might let the boys know how you told Sarah’s mom all about what you did and how supportive she is. Not to shock them, but to help them understand what you all have come to believe about the wholesomeness of youth sex.”

Bailey nodded. Bonnie said “So, you walked the boys all the way to the door naked….then?”

Bailey nodded. “Yes, yes we did. We walked out through the common area and everyone down there knew we’d been having sex for hours. None of them were naked right then which made what we’d been doing and the fact we didn’t have anything on stand out even more. It simply couldn’t have gone better.”

Bonnie felt a need to say, “Bailey, it sounds like you had a good taste of what it feels like to be an empowered woman. Do you think all that will help you in your effort to exercise the ghost of Kevin from your life?”

Bailey looked right into Bonnie’s eyes. She was clearly thinking, then answered “I think that will take a very long time. But, yes, I think you and Sarah and this trip have provided me with a new way to look at myself. I know I am not the same person I was when I came to your house a few weeks ago. What I did yesterday out at the beach and then last night would have been beyond my imagination. Not the sex part. Actually, I had expected I would become a common slut, fucking guys to get their approval…if I didn’t just kill myself.” Rather than let that statement sink in she countered “The part about ownership of my body and how boys see it and how I expect them to react to me is what I could not have even conceived, let alone believed and acted upon. I can’t imagine myself ever again letting a guy make me think that I must let them do something to me for them to want me. So, yes, all this has helped more than I can explain. Perhaps my poetry will be the way I can fully express it all.”

Bonnie’s nod did not express her sense of accomplishment.

Bailey added, “Though I am afraid if I really told my story the way I would want to, the resultant poetry would have too much graphic sex to submit to any of the big platforms. But I can’t tell the story without the sex…the good sex, the great sex and the bad sex.”

There were laughs and agreements all around.

Marcy once again surprised Bonnie. “I think I know a publication that would welcome poetry about the journey you have taken, or perhaps have just begun. If you could capture the essence of what you told us back at Bonnie’s pool and link it to what you told us today and leave in all the heart-rending pain and heart-racing erotic glories within a poetic narrative; I feel sure I could help you get it published, possibly in real print. You see I have a very old and very dear friend…and former lover from decades ago…. who is now the senior-editor of a progressive literary journal. You have the story, and listening to you just tell it off the cuff, you have the words to tell it. I feel sure with some work you can have something that would be profound and of interest to a certain kind of auteur. While I don’t have the talent or voice to write that story for you, I can get you that all important first reading. If you are up to it.”

Bailey sat blinking like she’d been slapped. And in a way she had…slapped with an idea that took a moment to sink in. “Yes, thank you. Yes, I can…I mean I will. I will start on it today while it is fresh on my mind. Thank you so much for reminding me where my real voice lies.”

There were a few moments of silence. It seemed to Bonnie that she wasn’t the only one to be considering a whole new take on all of this. Then as a coda, Bailey said, “Making love with Sarah on and off all night, then for a very intense hour or so this morning simply put all the other things into context. The warmth of her body and the love in her kisses are what transformed screwing two guys into that spiritual thing. It was like after the fact, the sex became something different as we shared a love that I don’t think I could ever put into words. But I will try very hard to do so.” After a moment of silence, she turned to Misty and asked “Are you satisfied with those details?”

Misty smiled, “Oh, that was great. Way better than I’d expected. I have no doubt that Mrs. Marshal is right, you will be able to put this into beautiful poetry. Erotic for sure, but beautiful.”

There were concurring opinions then the cute young waiter returned with their drink orders and more bread and another apology for the slow service. “As you can see, we are swamped.” His eyes made a deliberate and intentionally obvious scan of the three women and five teenage girls who were all far more exposed than they could ever be in public back home. All eight had tops that were sheer to one extent or another. He made no effort to hide that he liked what he saw. “It appears you all are enjoying your visit to our city. I appreciate your patience, but I will talk to my manager and see if I can arrange dessert on the house.”

He was cute indeed and his eyes seemed to put an alternative meaning to the word “dessert.” Bonnie wondered how much he’d heard as he had been back and forth to their table several times. She knew her crew had not been particularly quiet as they had graphicly described last night’s sexual adventures.

When he was gone Trish leaned in and said “He can have me for dessert, right here on the table.”

Everyone broke up, and there were some very explicit suggestions by Haley and Misty as to how they too could be dessert.

Bonnie shook her head “What have I done? You all were such good and proper women, and now you are a bunch of raving sex fiends.”

She was immediately challenged by several voices.

Haley said “You can’t claim any credit for my life as a sex fiend. I did that all on my own thank you.”

Misty’s retort was “But Mom, I bet you have screwed more guys than any of us on this trip.”

Bonnie quickly came back “No, I don’t think so. That honor would go to Trish Simms.”

Trish had finished two glasses of wine in their long wait. That explained why, in a voice that was definitely too loud, she exclaimed “Bonnie Campbell, are you calling me a sex maniac?” She looked around the table “That is coming from the woman who begged to be fucked in the pussy and ass at the same time last night! Not just once. Oh no! She did it on and off all night long. Though one time I watched as she had the boy toy sit at the edge of the bed so she could put his big cock up her butt as two guys took turns fucking her pussy. There would have been a third, but the boytoy lost his control and came. In like ten minutes, she wrung out three guys. I ask you who is the sex fiend here?”

All five teens were stunned into silence.

Caitlin with a mortified look on her face leaned over the table and said through her teeth “The people over at the bar must have heard that. They are looking at us now.”

There was a moment of silence, then a more hushed round of laughter ensued. Bonnie knew full well that no one at their table was actually embarrassed they had been over heard; though she was sure Trish had overstated things. Bonnie just said “I did not beg and it wasn’t all the time, I only got two guys like that three…or maybe it was four times. But our big group thing went on and on for hours, so that it’s all rather jumbled together in my head.”

That elicited more laughs.

With a Cheshire cat grin, Marcy, who sat across from Haley said “I know our hot waiter heard what Trish said. Oh, yea, he heard all right. So I think it is Bonnie who is most likely to get the cream filled éclair for dessert.”

Bonnie, who had actually seen the young man miss a step, but had pretended not to; wanted to evade going into detail for the moment.

To get the hyenas off her trail, Bonnie looked over to Caitlin and said “How about you tell us what happened downstairs.”

Misty shot back “After that? Oh, no we want to hear your story.”

Bonnie puffed. “You will…I promise. But first we will hear from Caitlin.”

Though Bonnie could plainly see that ‘Little Caitlin’, now had a woman’s body second to none, she was still, at least partially, the little pig tailed grade schooler and gangly middle schooler in Bonnie’s mind. It was very odd having to juxtapose those different images of her.

“I’d be happy to" Caitlin said brightly. "Not long after you left, we went out to a pizza place the people from the Silver Fire Guild said was both good and cheap. It was both. I guess the guys who stayed Friday night told the rest of their housemates how we had worked them so hard the night before, so they brought reinforcements. Stephen who is their ride, joined us there, and Josh came a little later.”

Haley jumped in “Like Bailey said, they had texted us and asked if we could bring them some McDonalds home. So, we did.”

Caitlin just nodded and continued. “When we got back to the house, for a long time we just watched TV, sent e-mails & texts to our friends telling what a wild time we were having and stuff. Though we’d taken off all our clothes when we’d gotten in, eventually we got a little cold and put back on tee-shirts and cover-ups. Even I put on a shirt. I think that is the first time I’ve worn anything but sandals in the house since we got here.”

Bonnie knew she was right. Both she and Sarah had made it clear on the drive down that as practicing nudist, they would not wear anything while at the rental house. So far, they had been as good as their word.

“After a while we could occasionally hear Sarah, Bailey and their guys playing around upstairs. We would have heard it most of the night but Haley here kept that big TV on the Playboy station the whole time.”

“Not the whole time” Haley interrupted “For a while I had it on the real porno channel.”

“Yes you did, but that was just gross. One seventy inch close up of a girl’s vagina was enough for any of us” Misty responded.

“Your mom asked me to tell the story” Caitlin said objecting to the interruption. “Well, this Stephen guy who we hadn’t even met yet shows up carrying like a whole case of Bud light. And he starts going like ‘Time to party’ and stuff, like he thought it was some frat house or something. Haley and I looked over to Misty because we all know your rule about alcohol. Mrs. C., you have more influence than you think”

Haley interjected, “Did you know we are getting a rep as the Baptist Sluts, because we fuck but won’t drink, smoke or toke.”

Bonnie was rather flattered and impressed “I didn’t know that, but I’m glad. I think.”

Trish added “Well you should be insulted by such malicious attacks. You aren’t Baptists at all, you are Methodists.”

A couple of the girls got the joke and laughed.

Caitlin tried to continue “You would have been proud of Misty she just let them know that the beer had to go, saying ‘We don’t need booze to party’."

Misty said to Haley “Tell them what you told Stephen.”

Haley smiled and in a lower voice said “I told him that if we needed to be drunk to fuck him, he was way too skanky to have sex with any of us.”

The moms all thought that was very funny.

Caitlin again tried to go on with her narrative. “You should have seen his face, he was crushed. I guess he thought by scoring some beer he was going to be the hero, but instead we attacked him for it. And you know me, always feeling sorry for the underdog. I told him nicely that we’d love to have him join us, but he’d have to take the beer back to his car. So I made a friend for the night.”

“Yea he was like a leach” Haley chided.

“He was really sweet. Don’t be mean” Caitlin defended. “We all just sat and talked and ate leftover pizza for the longest time. Like Bailey said, while we were all chilling, she and Sarah walked their guys to the door. They didn’t need to come down naked for us to know that they had been having sex. We heard the banging pretty clearly for a good fifteen minutes before they came down.”

Haley again jumped in “And Sarah and Bailey's squealing.

Sarah puffed “Yep, we made a lot of noise and we are proud of it.”

Misty gave a supportive “That’s right. Don’t let that prude slut shame you.”

“Slut shame? I was jealous!” Haley retorted.

Everyone laughed.

Caitlin went on “The noise and then the naked girls made a real impact on the Silverfire people. It was actually funny, their two guys were like doing the classic walk of shame, while Bailey and Sarah were, if anything, strutting. Bailey pinned two condoms on the bulletin board.”

Haley cut in again “I asked if that was all they had to show for a whole afternoon.” She looked over to Baily. “Tell them what you said.”

Bailey sat up straight and said “I told them that we had swallowed all the rest.”

That got a round of laughter.

Caitlin gave Baily a thumbs up before continuing. “I was sitting between Stephen and Red on the couch. I think they both just stopped breathing when they saw them. It turns out that far from really being Mr. Party, Stephen is like the geekiest of the whole group of geeks; but a totally nice geek. He’s never had a real girlfriend, only female buddies. And he only lost his virginity here in Miami to Zara just a few weeks ago when he made it to town. And Red isn’t any playboy either. His girlfriend is, or was for his last two years of high school, his debate partner and she had been the only girl he had done it with until he got here. Their eyes nearly fell out of their head when they saw Sarah and Bailey naked like that. The truth is, both of them are exceptionally pretty, and buck naked, they are downright knockouts. Once they’d seen their guys off, we invited them to join us, but they said they were worn out.”

Haley put in “I asked if that meant sexed out and they both were all too happy to say that was exactly the case. Sarah made a point to let us know they had been going at it with those two since long before we had made it home. I’ll confess, I was impressed.”

Caitlin continued “With that brief interruption, we just kept talking after Sarah and Bailey had taken the last few pieces of pizza and some drinks then gone back upstairs. But it was not too long after they were gone that Haley coaxed both Squirrel and Franklin out of their pants and started in on them.” She looked over at Haley “We could all tell you were putting on a show and wanted us to watch.”

Haley said “That is something brand new, and if it weren’t for some wonderful advice from Mrs. C., I wouldn’t have discovered how great it can be to feed off people watching me. It's a whole new type of thrill. And I think Bailey had it right, just hanging out watching different people having sex on and off makes it a sexual-social event. My mom also told me how the parents had done it like that at both of the adult’s only swim parties. Even more, the Thursday night swims are getting pretty close to being that kind of social sexual thing. I was there when Heather screwed Mr. C. in the pool, right in front of everyone. Even though they weren’t like banging in one of the lounge chairs, she didn’t make any pretense she wasn’t riding his dick; and when she came, she let everyone know it. It gave the evening a really hot vibe. And the Euro-Club sort of made a step that way after the End of School party, but last night, it was something different. If you asked me, I think social sex should be something the Euro-Club should adopt.”

Caitlin’s narrative continued “I wouldn’t mind that at all with the club and our guys. It might be a good idea to try it out, after all, all the club members pretty much have done it with all the other member’s boyfriends. So, sure I’m up for that. I don’t mind my close friends seeing me do it at all, but I really didn’t want to do it in a room full of strangers last night. That is why I took Stephen and Red upstairs.” She turned back to Mrs. C. “Your bedroom was empty so we went up there. I’d forgotten that Stephen hadn’t seen me at the Beach and when I took off my shirt, I thought he was going to pass out. Even while we were having sex, he kept looking at me in the overhead mirror and saying how beautiful I was, over and over.”

Sarah added “Yea, we could hear him over in our room.”

With a slight smirk Bailey mimicked him “Caitlin, you are the most perfect female on the planet.”

And Sarah followed up with her own imitation “Caitlin, you are a goddess brought to life.” Amid laughter she said “Yea, he really said that.”

Bonnie could see this was embarrassing Caitlin. “Come on, Caitlin is exceptionally pretty, I can see a guy getting carried away. Be nice.”

“Yes, Mrs. C. We will be nice. The truth is that I’ve heard fifty people say Caitlin is the prettiest girl at Jeff Davis. Even as a freshman she put the homecoming queen to shame."

Haley agreed. "Sarah is right. She is, without any doubt, the best-looking girl at school. What girl alive wouldn’t want her figure?”

Bonnie said “Caitlan, now that we all understand you suffered through many compliments, you can go ahead and finish.”

“There’s not much more to say. Like Sarah said, we had a threesome. It was really nice. We just took our time. Perhaps the best word for it was very pleasant, as opposed to hot. That is not a bad thing, and last night that was exactly what I wanted. I’m pretty sure the guys were so fixated on me that they failed to see Sarah and Bailey watching us doing it. That is until Sarah was kind enough to come over and bring us their box of condoms since they'd taken it out of your room earlier. That kinda freaked Stephen out when she walked in on us. Not that he minded looking at her naked all close up like that.”

“I bet not” Bonnie commented.

“The guys ended up filling five condoms that I later pinned on the board downstairs. It felt really good to have at least one of them touching my naked body, really softly, without a break for like ninety minutes non-stop. What made it work for me was that they were totally trying to make me feel good all the time; so, their touches were mostly like soft stroking and kissing. Like Sarah and Bailey, I don’t have a lot of sexual experience, but I’m pretty sure that couldn’t really happen with just one partner in the bed. And this was my first time with two guys. Since the start of the summer, I’ve done it with almost all the Euro-Boy toys. I’ve had eight threesomes with my friends and their boyfriends. And they were all fun, but they were way more intense than what I did last night.”

Bonnie mused how Caitlin thought she was inexperienced despite having had eight threesomes in eight weeks. Most people would say she was very, very experienced.

Caitlin put in “Oh, and I used some of the lube in that bottle on the end table. I’d never used it before. It helped as we kept going on.”

Bonnie said she was glad she’d left it.

“When they finally gave out, I’d had just the amount of lovemaking that I wanted. I did not feel deprived when they couldn’t go any more, I was fully sated. It left me feeling…” she looked for a word…”feeling like life was good. I hope that doesn’t sound shallow.” She looked over to Misty and Haley, “Though it wasn’t as personal and intimate as when I’m with you guys; but for sex for just pleasant enjoyment, it may be the best I’ve had yet. They kept up a stream of pleasure that went on for what seemed to be forever. For much of the time I did not need to put out very much effort at all. Like, for a while, I laid on my stomach with pillows under my hips and they took turns eating and fucking me slowly; or another time, I laid on my back and they kissed me all over …that was great. And several times I just sat on one of them, rolling my hips on his dick while I kissed the other one. Three or four different times, one of them just rested while I made love to the other one-on-one. And, yes, the fact they were virtually worshiping me didn't hurt one bit.”

That got a round of laughter.

“Red and Stephen did everything I asked or even hinted at. Kinda like Bailey and Sarah said they did with their guys, I sometimes had to guide them step by step, but it was like having sex toys that were alive and got joy from pleasing me. I think one thing that helped was when I told the guys It didn’t make them gay if they touched the other guy’s dick. I’m not sure why, but I got this feeling there was some sort of sexual thing between the two of them; and I guess I was right. I told them how among the Euro-Club the guys are just as likely to go down on each other as the girls are. So, when I suggested that Red play with Stephen’s dick while I was on top of him, or when I asked Stephen to help me blow Red, they jumped at the opportunity.”

”It surprised me how once the door was open, they ran through. After that, the whole thing was so much more comfortable for everyone. Later when Red was eating me, I looked down and Stephen had Red’s cock in his mouth. That kind of thing happened several times before we were done. With that out of the way, things just seemed to roll on like they’d been doing it all along. I know for sure it sounds terrible; but I will confess I really, REALLY, liked how they were almost competing to see who could please me the most.”

Misty put in “Oh, they had a great time. I was helping Kimi get her stuff together to go back to their place when Red came downstairs. He told her that he’d done what she’d been telling him to do. I didn’t know what he was talking about until she asked him what he thought of sucking dick. So, you were right, there was a thing building. Like you said you just gave them permission to do it.”

Bonnie was pleased ‘her girls’ were doing so much good for the group of gaming nerds they had befriended.

Bonnie looked back to Caitlin “Is that it from you?”

“Oh, I tried anal sex, though I hadn’t actually meant to. You see, after we’d been at it for a very long while, Red had moved up behind Stephen. I thought he was going to do him in the ass, so I asked if he wanted to try out anal sex. He thought I meant with me, and well… after all they had been doing for me for so long, I didn’t correct him.”


“I am glad I tried it out, and I’m not saying I won’t try again, I can see how a girl could get into it; but last night it didn’t really do much for me. I almost had Stephen put his penis in my vagina, with Red in the back, but I decided to go back to what I was enjoying.”

Bonnie said “That’s not a bad plan. Do what works for you.”

Trish hopped in “Well last night it was obvious what worked for Bonnie. I saw her sitting on guys with their cock up her ass at least ten times.”

Bonnie looked to the girls, “I like it. What can I say?”

Baily piped up “Mrs. C. I like anal too. I like it a lot.”

The other teen’s heads snapped over to look at Bailey. Of all the things they had expected to hear, little Bailey flatly stating that she liked anal sex was not one of them. For that matter Bonnie was quite surprised too.

If Bailey noticed the response she got, she did not show it. “Sarah didn’t say so earlier, but she knows I had been masturbating with things in my ass long before I started having sex. Like Haley said she’s been playing with her pussy for as long as she can remember; well, I’ve always liked playing with my asshole. It just feels really good. When I started masturbating, I started putting things up my ass. I’ve just always done it. Sarah didn’t say so before, but for the last two years she has been doing me in the ass with a dildo I swiped from my mother. It is about the same size as Mitch and Zac and I love her doing me with it. I think she thinks it is hot to do it to me too.”

Sarah nodded “Yes, I do. I didn’t say so before because I just didn’t know if she was ready to put that out there. But, yes, even before we acknowledged that what we were doing was in fact sex; I used a finger or two in her back door about half the time to get her off with my mouth. And, when I go down on her when she has her mom's dildo up her ass, she cums really hard. So yes, she loves anal sex.”

Bonnie could not believe how much information the girls were freely sharing over lunch. Looking at the other teens, it appeared they were all taking this as normally as if they were discussing what flavor of ice cream Bailey liked. As much as she wanted to treat this that casually, she knew the girls were far more relaxed about sexual differences than she was.

Bailey seemed to understand why Sarah had not mentioned it before. “Well, we are telling everything else, why not tell you all that I like things up my ass too?”

That got laughs before she went on “Kevin would do me in the butt pretty much whenever I was on my period. But, only twice did I really enjoy it; and that was because I had used my toy back there before he got to the house. When he arrived with his dick already hard, I’d already had a couple of orgasms masturbating with my dildo up my ass; so I was ready for him. Of course, I didn’t tell him what I’d done and he didn’t seem to notice….though I can’t see how he missed it. Those two times my only complaint was he came too fast…as always. I’d thought of asking the guys last night to do me back there, but I decided not to spring it on them.”

Bonnie was pleased that it was quite clear these girls were willing to try new things, but what really made her feel good was that they were just as willing to say what they didn’t like. She leaned over the table toward Bailey and in a stage whisper said “I have a new toy you might like. Ask me about it later.”

Misty perked up “You have something new and didn’t tell me?”

Bonnie smiled at her daughter and said “This is for us backdoor girls only.” She then thought for a moment, “Yea, I guess it would work great for vaginal insertion too; but so far I’ve only used it anally.”

There was more cross talk before Caitlin finished her story with "I wasn’t part of whatever they did downstairs. We could hear them down there of course. They were making quite a lot of noise; but for me it was just the three of us all night. Red and Stephen left with the others a little after 2:00. Then it was just me and Misty and Caitlin.” Then she seemed to remember something “Did I mention Misty coming around taking pictures?”

“No, I don’t think you did” Bonnie said.

“Well she was playing photo journalist and came up and shot some photos of me and the two guys”

Sarah added “Yea, she did us too. We weren’t going to mention it because we didn’t want to cause Misty any grief.”

Bonnie replied “It is not a problem she took photos. It would only become a problem if those photos leave the rental house.” She looked over to Misty “You know you will have to delete those. Don’t you? Pictures of a pair of sixteen-year-old girls in a foursome would definitely fall under the label of kiddy porn.”

Misty nodded and said she understood.

“So you didn’t get off at all with the two guys?” Haley asked Caitlin.

“Oh, I did a couple of times. When they did what I told them to do while going down on me I was able to climax, but nothing special, not like what Mrs. C. was talking about. But, I'm not complaining. I really had a good time, no a great time.”

Bonnie looked at Haley, “Do you think you did better?”

“Fuck yea!” Haley said emphatically…and somewhat loudly.

Bonnie used her hands to indicate for Haley to be quieter, and then said “So do tell us, but keep your voice down.”

“It's pretty simple. After Caitlin went upstairs, we fucked like crazy. Caitlin might have enjoyed soft sensuous love making; but we had loud, sweaty banging. It was all about dick … or dildo….in pussy. Last night there were enough guys, even with Caitlin taking two of them all to herself. But with more dick, it worked out better than it did the night before.”

Misty cut in “We had real dick and we had Haley with your strap-on. She was a real demon with that thing. Not that I was complaining…howling yes…complaining no.”

Haley came back with “I’ve never used one like that. Mine doesn’t have the part that goes back into the one wearing it. It is just amazing. I actually came once while fucking Zara.”

Bonnie, without thinking twice, said “Then it is yours, as my gift. I can get a new one when we get home.”

“Thanks Mrs. C. I can promise I’ll put it to good use.”

That got laughs all around and a groan from Misty “Oh, my poor pussy will pay for that.”

More laughs.

Haley then resumed. “About midnight, we were getting hungry, so when Franklin and Brett needed a break, they went to go get more pizza. By the time they got back we were all finished for a while and were all just chilling. While we were eating and talking, someone had put the porno channel back on so we all watched that while we ate. After a while Zara, got this messed up idea that we should make a porno. Since we didn’t have a video camera and we knew it was way too dangerous to use the video cameras in our phones; we decided to do live porno for the group, and have Misty take photos and some short video clips with her fancy camera.”

Misty cut in “Haley is a born porn star, she loved me shooting her. My camera actually takes really good video, but it uses an ungodly amount of memory so I could only take short clips. She put on quite a show, and the clips are pretty good. Oh, I used all the memory cards I brought and need to buy another SD card or two. But its not pressing because after the police showing up yesterday, I left my camera at the house. Mrs. Marshal said I can use hers all I want at the beach today.”

Haley blushed a little “Yea, I did get into it” then she finished her story. “So until the guys left at about 2:00 we switched off having twosomes and threesomes while the others watched and talked and took photos. Last night I discovered I can get off from doing it in front of a bunch of people. Rather than pretend they aren’t there; I imagined what it was like for those watching me. That was a turn-on in itself. It was such a rush. I think Misty decided she likes performing too.”

“I don’t know” Misty said. “I don’t mind people watching at all, but it doesn't do anything for me either." She paused for a second then corrected herself. "Yea I guess it's true to an extent. Part of me did like that you all were watching me. But still it’s harder for me to put on a show and still get off myself. I guess I’m somewhere between Caitlin who is put off with an audience of strangers and Haley who now gets off on being watched.”

Bonnie didn’t want to spoil the mood, but she had to say. If you all want, we can have a time to go through all the photos and videos together tonight. As we go I’ll let Misty know which ones have to be deleted. It might be a good idea so that if there is something you want photos of…legal photos of… you can put in a request to get them made before we leave.”

Surprisingly it was Bailey who saw the implication first. “Oh yea! A jill off party with all of us….even the moms. YES!”

Trish was the first to agree.

“Perhaps.” Bonnie said.

Caitlin wrapped up, “Once the Guild people were gone and it was just the three of us, Misty asked if she could get a few photos of me and Haley. We just sat on one of the coffee tables and made out while she took pictures. Then the three of us went upstairs and relaxed in the big tub for a while before we crashed in your bed.”

Misty jumped in “We really hadn’t planned on any more sex. We were all naked looking up into the mirror talking. Haley started to play with herself after a while…then Caitlin and I followed suit as we watched ourselves in the mirror. That led to kissing and that led to us having one last threesome with my best friends. It was really intimate.”

Haley jumped in “and really hot. I doubt it went more than fifteen minutes, but after our bath we were all sweaty again and totally spent. We just went to sleep all piled up. I guess you found us in your bed when you got home.”

Sarah jumped in “Yea, Bailey and I found you in the morning. You guys were so beautiful like that. I think I took about a dozen pics with my mother’s camera.”

Trish said “When we got home, I found you had already pulled out one of the sofa beds downstairs but you were not in it. Bonnie and Marcy were so out of it, neither of them even realized they were somewhere else until this morning.

Their lunch order finally arrived.

When the cute waiter had sorted out the food and left and they had begun to eat Misty shifted gears and said “OK MILF’s, we told you everything, now it is your turn.”

As they ate, Trish and Marcy told of their own experiences in the marathon orgy. Together, they painted a picture of how they were just parts of an ever-changing kaleidoscope of flesh and pleasure at the center of which was always Mrs. C.

Marcy and Trish seemed to goad each other into more details and more incidents. Trish ended up as the primary story-teller; happily recounting one instance of copulation after another. Bonnie was surprised how much of a narrative Trish was able to recall since her own memories of the prior night were so fragmented. She listed in order how, in that first ninety-minute high-intensity portion of the three-hour orgy, one by one she screwed Yoel, Hugo, Woody, Justin-the-boy-toy and Victor. “I am so glad that little cart had more than water and condoms on it. There was an array of lubes and oils that were very useful as the night wore on. Several times I got up from the action to get things from the cart to help out. At one point Holly and I rubbed a strawberry flavored oil all over Victor and then we licked it off him…and then off of each other.” She told how with several couples, she found herself giving oral sex to the wife while the woman’s husband fucked her. She told of a pretzel with six people all piled together. She told of her time with the hot young couple she’d met in the conversation pool, then the older couple who’d joined the orgy later on, then finally her tryst with yet another hot young couple on the cabana bed by the main pool at about 3:30 AM. In her telling she made a point to include what Bonnie and Marcy were doing while she was in action…at least when she could see them.

The girls just sat wide-eyed as the woman that most of them had known for years as a rather reserved church lady, recounted a tale of total hedonistic abandon. Bonnie was happy to let her go on and stay in the background. She wound up with “In one night I had more sex, in more ways, with more people than….well in all the rest of my life up to last summer…combined.” Bonnie noticed she did not elaborate on what happened last summer, but the girls didn’t seem to notice. When Mrs. Simms was done, Sarah turned to her mother and asked "So Mom? How many people did you have sex with in all?"

The three women had to compare notes, then Marcy turned to her daughter "In total, over the whole night, if you include oral sex, I did nine different people. That is not counting Trish and Bonnie. So I guess that means I had sex with eleven people in all. But to be clear, I only had four penises in my vagina…the rest were women or guys I just sucked off.“

Haley with a chuckle said “Oh, ONLY four different penises in your vagina.”

Trish also commented. “Perhaps only four, but you and Holly’s husband with his giant dick were doing it like all night. As tiny as you are, I couldn’t see how you got it in the first time, let alone over and over all night.”

Marcy got a slight grin “Yes, he was big, I guess I’m more than a little sore still. But we really hit it off and, like you said, we did it on and off all night.”

Trish asked Bonnie, “Has Jeanne sent you the pics she took? I Know the last set Ron shot shows Marcy with that huge thing in her.”

Bonnie had put her phone on vibrate before they even arrived in Miami and had not taken it off. She pulled it from her beach bag, and sure enough, there was a message from Opening it up she scrolled through the photos. They were good. Given how well he’d handled the tricky lighting, she was sure Ron had worked out how to shoot couples doing it right in that spot before.

“Well?” Trish asked impatiently. “Did she send them?”

Bonnie nodded and put the final photo full screen before passing it to Trish. Her eyes got big. Misty looked over at it and gave her mother a smile.

Haley virtually crawled over Misty who sat between her and Trish. When she saw the photo, her words were “Oh…my…god!”

It was a photo of the three mothers, all of them smiling at the camera as in any group photo; except all three were impaled on a man’s erection. Trish was taking it from behind from a good-looking Latino. Marcy sat on a man whose face was not visible, but his very large penis spread her labial lips very wide indeed. Bonnie sat between them like the queen-bee. The penis of a young man filled her rectum. In the background was the Miami skyline. It was an impressive photo. Most of all was how relaxed all three women seemed to be even as they were filled with the cocks of perfect strangers. While it was shockingly graphic, there was something playful and innocent about it.

The phone was passed around. When it got to Sarah, like all the others her eyes got big. “Mom! How did you get that thing in you? It is like as thick as my wrist.”

Marcy just shrugged and gave a weak smile.

Sarah was still looking at the photo when their waiter came back with a pitcher of water. Noting the girls passing the phone around, in an off-handed way he said “I can’t imagine going on vacation without my iPhone.”

Sarah turned and lifted the phone in the direction of the young guy. “This is my mom and her friends at a party last night.”

Bonnie was sure he was going to drop the pitcher.

“Don’t you agree they would be the very definition of MILF’s?” she asked.

He looked up at the three mothers, then down at the phone again. Apparently he was comparing the women in the photo with the women at the table. “Uh, yea. I would say so.” He moved to fill Sara’s water glass.

There were some sniggers around the table.

Bonnie intervened “I am so sorry. Our girls sometimes lack boundaries.”

Having recovered from the surprise, he said “Oh, no that is fine. It’s quite a picture. Yes, and it must have been quite a party.” He poured Misty’s water then asked “She said last night?”

Bonnie said, “Yes, at a private party. I think you overheard my bigmouthed friend talking about some of what we did.”

He had arrived beside Bonnie. She couldn’t help but lean forward enough so as to be sure he got a good look at her breasts down the loose top of her linin sundress. When she turned to look up at him, he didn’t even pretend that he had not been looking.

When he was gone several voices agreed that Bonnie had yet another hot young guy after her.

It was Misty who said what the others were thinking. “All you have to do is give him your phone number and you will get to screw him tonight.”

Haley backed it up “For sure.”

Bonnie nodded; she didn’t agree. But she didn’t disagree either.

Misty then asked, “Mom? It’s your turn, how many different guys did you do it with last night?”

When she didn’t answer fast enough, Trish jumped in “From what I saw, she had all five of the guys in the first group in her pussy at least once, and she had three of those in her ass as well. She also did that guy before our orgy. I’m not sure if she actually screwed the husband of the couple who joined our group late. I was sort of busy.”

Bonnie could only slowly nod to confirm Trish’s count. She did not add that she had indeed had sex with the couple who had joined late. But was that terrible? OK, it was the second party in half a year at which she'd had sex with a half-dozen different guys…but… well there was no but. Yep, in one long night, she’d fucked seven men she’d just met. And she’d loved doing it. Sitting at the table, thinking back that she’d done it made her feel good about herself. Now the others had recounted the story, she understood what Mira had said about her having been the center and star of that long orgy. She even admitted to herself that she loved that too. She’d eaten it up. She didn’t even have a tiny hint of shame. Perhaps that is the difference between being in her forties, not in her teens or twenties. Even in her wildest college days, she’d never actually had vaginal sex with more than two guys at a single party and she’d only had one actual foursome…though she’d had threesomes with her dorm roommates on a regular basis. Yet as much as she told people she didn’t, sometimes back then, she had thought something was wrong with her for enjoying sex with so many guys. Not now though. Last night she felt sexy and powerful…and today she felt like a woman who takes charge and gets what she wants; but there was not a hint of fear something was wrong with her.

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THIS... is one of the most erotic chapters in your book, and possibly of anything I've ever read!


Aug 25, 2022

In our patriarchal society women are sexually subservient to the whims of men, except in the Lifestyle. Here, women have the final say and "no" means NO. You have used the word SLUT in this chapter. The word "slut" means different things to different people. I read a wonderful book called THE ETHICAL SLUT and the authors' definition is: "To us, a slut is a person of any gender who celebrates sexuality according to the radical proposition that sex is nice and pleasure is good for you... As proud sluts, we believe that sex and sexual love are fundamental forces for good, activities with the potential to strengthen intimate bonds, enhance lives, open spiritual awareness, even change the world. Furthermore,…

Aug 26, 2022
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I agree with you that words can become weapons to hurt people and that one should avoid those hurtful words. When the authors of The Ethical Slut explain why they reclaim the word for themselves, they elevate the word to a different level in their world. In our worlds as "slut" is still a shameful word.


Aug 24, 2022

I enjoyed the three mothers and five daughters recounting their sexual exploits the previous evening. Like in any group, the sharing of their adventures reads like everyone wanted to brag that she had better sexual experiences than the others. They all suppressed the feelings of shame and came out stronger, even confessing to love anal sex.

It reminds me of what Naomi Wolf said in her research on the Vagina: “Female sexual pleasure, rightly understood, is not just about sexuality, or just about pleasure. It serves, also, as a medium of female self-knowledge and hopefulness; female creativity and courage; female focus and initiative; female bliss and transcendence; and as medium of a sensibility that feels very much like freedom. To…

Aug 26, 2022
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Your exposure to the female world made you a better lover because you understand women better. We can all thank those ladies you interact with for your sensitivity towards us. Your female characters have become real people, partly because they are based on real people and mostly because you know women. Patriarchy is so ingrained in most men's psyche that they think it is normal to look down on women and threat us as masturbatory devices. I just wish more women could read your novels to see how we can enjoy our bodies. If only more men can grasp the value of women and honour us instead of abusing us. Thank you for your hard work. Keep up the great…


Aug 24, 2022

115 views as of this writing! (Three were mine; it took a while to take this chapter in.) A hundred years from now, some scholar will write her dissertation on "Sexual Fantasy as a Blueprint for the Future: The Effect of In Search of the Final Freedom on Sexual Mores in the Mid-Twenty-First Century."

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yea... first you have to be able to get illustrations of teenage sex to be somehow accepted legally because this story is so enhanced by your artwork!

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