Sue told Stephen to stand. She showed him how the ring went over either end of the two headed toy. Oddly it felt so normal to be a head taller than her son. After all she was much taller for most of his life. “Depending on the circumstances both ends can be used. It is always polite to ask the woman which end she prefers in her. I say women, I’ve had a good number of men ask me to fuck their ass with this over the years.” Then she handed it to him and guided him to put the larger end back into his vagina then pull the harness snug. She had him take it off and on several times on his own to be sure he got how to properly position the dildo in and out of his body. When it was clear he had gotten it down she said “I hope you’re not too homophobic. You will have your mouth full of dick a good deal of the time when things get hot. When I’m in the big play room, almost half of the time I am riding a man, I have a second cock in my mouth. So you need to be ready when you see one offered. You have the right to say no, but I rarely do and everyone knows it. I love dick. That is the simple truth. Sorry if that sounds really crass or wanton. Perhaps it is. Oh, and you might be offered a cock in my ass; I usually say no. Usually, but not always.”
He looked up at her. “Really? I need to suck dick?” His face betrayed fear rather than disgust.
She looked at him firmly. “You said you were up to it, giving head is a big part.”
“Yea, but…. I don’t know if I can. What if I freeze or gag?
“You said you've eaten out a fair number of different girls. So would it be fair to say you've gotten enough experience giving oral sex that you know what to do?”
“Yea, I think I'm pretty good. At least both Jenny and Monica say so.”
She wasn’t going to undermine his confidence by telling him that girls say that based on how much they like the guy. She knew such statements had little to do with how good or bad the person actually is at cunnilingus. “Sucking dick is not that different than eating pussy. Truth is, its lots easier. Men are way easier to please” she said as she took the harness from him.
“I just don’t know if I could put another guy's dick in my mouth.”
“Today has been our day of honesty. So let me ask you. Have you ever thought about sucking your own dick?” Even as she said the words, a tiny voice in the back of her head told her not to go down this path; but the much louder voice, the one connected to that screaming penis, drove her forward.
“Well yea, I guess every guy has. I’ve tried, but I can’t begin to bend that way. ”
“And have you kissed a girl after you’ve cum in her mouth?”
“Yea. Actually I learned right off girls really appreciate that, so I’ve done it with almost all the girls who have swallowed my jizz.”
“Well good for you. Even some, perhaps most, grown men won’t do that. Women think it’s really selfish to ask her to let you cum in her mouth then refused to kiss her afterward. You are right to conclude that kiss is really appreciated. If you weren’t only doing it with Jenny, you’d have girls lining up to suck you off.” The praise had the desired effect. A big smile came on his face. She followed up with, “And how was it?”
He answered without hesitation. “The first time was kind of weird I’ll admit. Not bad but strange. But when I realized how happy it made her that changed it for me. Now I look forward to that kiss. Its….well…validating.”
Sue smiled. She really was quite proud of her son. She wondered if Jenny and Monica really were telling the truth. Perhaps he really is good at cunilingus. After all, for a man the key to giving good head is sensitivity and attentiveness. And if he knew right off the girl appreciated that kiss, what else did he naturally sense?
Though she hadn’t planned to, she asked, “Have you ever kissed a girl who has already sucked off another guy and let him cum in her mouth? Like at a party or something.
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Again he didn’t hesitate. “Yes twice. Well it was the same girl on the same day, but I kissed her after she’d sucked off different guys. Now to be honest, before that I’d kissed Monica lots of times when I thought I could taste her date’s cum, but well….the day I met Jenny twice she’d swallowed guy’s cum right before she kissed me. But it didn’t bother me at all. Cum kisses were normal for me by then. Perhaps if I’d thought about it longer I might not, but I didn’t, so I did. And I didn’t regret it. I’ve had guys say that was sick but I thought it was the right thing to do at the time…and I still do. But it bothered her. Not that I’d kissed her but that she thought she was too dirty for me to kiss.”
Sue asked, “What do you mean? Why did it bother Jenny but not you?”
He slid back in the chair. Sue saw this was going to be a story so she sat back on the stool beside him. This would be a good way to sidetrack the talk of sucking his own penis.
Stephen seemed to gather his thoughts before starting. “I’ve told you part of this before, but I left out so much that you have no idea what really happened. It was the day I first met Jenny. I am trusting you won’t condemn her or me.
Sue knew this was the real deal, the unvarnished honesty that she’d been hoping for. Gravely she said “Of course not. After all I have no idea how much semen I’ve swallowed over the years. If I’ve screwed as many as three hundred guys, I’ve blown close to twice that many and I always swallow it down. Even at a table spoon each time, I’m sure I’ve drunk at least a gallon or two. So no, there is no way I would condemn either of you.”
Stephen’s face seemed to say that reassured him. He started again “If you will remember, it was at the team lake party this summer when I met Jenny. It was in August, right before the start of school. The school’s Pep Squad sponsored the party for the team at the Mitchell’s gigantic lake house. I think you know Dr. Mitchell, his daughter is a senior this year and she’s been on the Pep Squad for three years.”
Sue knew Dr. Mitchell from any number of school functions. She nodded “Yes, I do.”
“Well a couple of girls…” he paused deciding if he should go on and seemed to start over once again. “I don’t think you know Beth McCormick. She is a senior and can be a real bitch. She’s the captain of the Pep Squad this year and she is a self-described feminist slut. Half the guys at school claim they have either gotten a blow job from her or screwed her. But she would say no guy has ever done anything to her, she says she uses guys for sex not the other way around. She’s blown me and I believe her.”
Sue could not help but laugh. “I think some men might say the same about me. I might just like her.”
“No Mom, I don’t think you would. She is really cruel to all the girls not in her clique. You can ask Kate, she knows how bad Beth can be. I didn’t know it at the time, but she had been picking on Jenny since the Pep Squad had started their meetings a few weeks before the party. As you know Jenny is a sophomore just like Kate and since freshmen aren’t allowed on the Pep Squad, she was new. Kate and Monica both think Beth is jealous of Jenny’s killer body and was afraid that she might displace her as the queen bee. I had never even met Jenny until that day. Her family moved here when she and Kate were both in 8th grade. Last year as a freshman she seemed to just be non-existent and had no social footprint. As far as I know Emjay was her only friend. Kate told me that Jenny was so shy last year that she only knew Jenny existed because of Emjay even though they shared a couple of classes. Her mother had encouraged her to join the Pep Squad specifically to help her out of her shyness. I’ve been told a bunch of different stories by girls who were there, but they all seem to agree that she and Beth had a fight when Jenny complained to the faculty sponsor how Beth was treating her. It seems that at the party Beth told everyone that Jenny was such a nympho that her neighbor, Mike Morris, joined the Marines just to get away from her.”
Sue cringed.
Stephen nodded, “Mike was last year’s starting middle linebacker and just happened to live right behind the house that her parents bought when they moved here two years ago. From what Jenny told me, at first he was really nice to her. She saw him a lot since they more or less shared a back yard. Of course she was not yet at Francis Marion High, she was still at Rock Hill middle school. She really thought he was her boy friend and step by step she let him do things to her. By mid-summer they were having sex almost every day. Of Course her parents didn’t know anything about it. She knew she had to hide it since they are very religious. She’d never done anything with boys before. He really impressed her since he was a rising senior and she was a fourteen year old girl just out of 8th grade. She told me that for a long time she kept waiting for them to start going out on dates like a real couple, but by the time school started she realized that he was not her boyfriend at all.
Sue frowned.
Stephen said “It was nothing like me and Monica. In our case it was Monica that kept saying that we were not a couple not me. She wanted to just be friends with benefits even though I asked her out dozens of times. Well, that was not Jenny’s situation. Right before school started he threatened to leak pics and videos he’d made of her sucking his friend’s dicks if she told anyone at school that she even knew him. She was trapped. So at school she just withdrew even more. That is why Kate said she was almost non-existent their freshman year. Over the whole school year, he used Jenny as his backup. If he didn’t get laid on a date, he would text her and she would climb out her window, cross the yards and into his bedroom window. She had convinced herself that she was his secret girlfriend and because of that she was willing to do just about anything to make him happy. What is funny to me though, is that she was so good at hiding it from her parents they were not concerned about Mike and her; but about how he made a point to try to go out to talk to her two little sisters when they were out back. They knew a creep when they saw one so they up a privacy fence. Not that that stopped Jenny from screwing him at least once every week.”
Sue put in, “I wish her story was unique, but so many young girls get sucked in by guys like that. Her parents were right to keep him away from her sisters.”
Stephen heard and agreed, then continued “But all that was not what really changed her life. Every couple of weeks he would call her over when some of the other senior guys were at his house. If they were all watching a ball game, playing video games or just hanging out in their family’s hot tub he would have her put on things he bought for her on the internet like lingerie or thong bikinis or, if his parents weren’t home, have her go topless. Before his friends went home she and Mike would have sex either right in their living room or if his parents were home in his bedroom. But either way the other guys, and sometimes their girlfriends, would be there to watch not just while he completely undressed her but while they actually had sex. After he’d finished she, at his request, offered to give blow jobs to his friends.”
“The first time she did it she was really embarrassed. She said getting naked and even fucking in front of the guys didn’t really bother her and she was not grossed out about sucking off and swallowing the cum of guys she didn’t know, that never bothered her; but she felt she was just totally inadequate. It’s hard to believe but she didn’t think she was nearly pretty enough. Understand, in the fall she was only fourteen and those other guys were seventeen and eighteen year old high school seniors. However, after that first time, she could tell Mike and his friends thought she was great. So for a whole year until he went off to the Marines she did it every few weeks. And when they had sex Mike would do stuff he’d seen in porn and he just assumed she would like it. But of course he never asked. To make him happy she pretended to get off on what he did, even if she thought it was gross or like anal sex, it didn’t feel good to her.”
Sue’s stomach was clenching. This was really way worse than she could have imagined. The poor girl. She really needed the kind of support Sue could have provided had she known all along
Stephen kept on “She said she learned to put on a show and even learned to fake orgasms. Sometimes she’d fake it to show off for the other guys but a lot of times she did it to get Mike to cum faster so as to get that part over with. Like I said, once Mike was done; he told them Jenny could give any who wanted it, oral sex. She says he didn’t force her or anything; but just like having sex in front of his friends, at first she only did it to make him happy but she came to like that part the best. Over time she began to like her interactions of all sorts with his friends, including sucking then off, more than being with Mike. Even now, even while she knows Mike used her for sex; she does not regret what she did with the other guys. She said it took a while to admit it to herself, but she really liked the attention she got from Mike’s friends. And unlike Mike, they did not act like they didn’t know her if they saw her at school activities. She even went out on sort-of dates with some of them, but they never ever let Mike know. It seems while Mike just expected her to do the things he wanted, the other guys were very nice and appreciative when she did them. Oh…and though he used a condom while fucking because she was not on birth control back then, he expected her to go bareback to suck dick, and to swallow. But no matter what he did, he never let anyone else fuck her. He threatened to kill any of them who tried. Though Mike didn’t know it she and Randy Carter had sex five or six times in his car. And like you said earlier, he would never kiss her after she took it in her mouth, even if it was his jizz. His attitude about that, not actually swallowing cum was why she sometimes felt dirty. She actually liked it when she got the guys to cum; but even though he had pushed her to it in the beginning, later on he made her feel like she was gross for liking it.”
With a frown Sue put in “Yea, I’ve known more than one guy who is like that. They want girls to do things for them but then condemn them if they actually enjoy it. Sadly guys like Mike see girls as playthings who are not quite human. I actually lost my first college boyfriend when, like Jenny I embraced my sexuality as my own. You can let her know I have been there.”
Stephen actually looked surprised that she confirmed what Jenny had told him, but he just went on with the story. “So at the team party last August I was hanging out at the pool while most of the activity was happening down by the lake with people swimming and taking turns on the Mitchell’s Jet Ski and paddle boat. Since Jenny and Beth’s argument was down there not up by the house, I didn’t see any of it. But as I understand it, before Jenny knew what was happening, Beth stood on the Mitchell’s picnic table, which is right near the water, and got everyone’s attention. She then told the people down by the lake that since Jenny had blown even more guys than she had last year, she thought she was better than Beth at giving head. Jenny said she almost died right there. She thought no one knew about her and what she’d done with Mike’s friends. Of course, not only did the guys talk; but the story had grown. It was true she had sucked a lot of different guys at Mike’s house, at least a dozen and most of those many times; but the rumor said she had done like three or four times as many and done all sorts of other things with them. Beth, to her credit, had been good at keeping control of her reputation by putting it right out front that she has sex for fun. She makes it a matter of pride that she has had sex with a good number of the most popular guys at school. As such her sexual activities could not be really used as a club. But of course Jenny was the opposite. Though it was true she enjoyed sucking Mike’s friends off, she didn’t think anyone knew about it. She had not set out to do it with a lot of guys and she was even less prepared for that to be public knowledge.”
Sue just shook her head in disgust.
“So Beth, up on the picnic table announces Jenny had challenged her to a blow job contest. She said that for the next hour they would see which one of them could get the most guys to let them blow them. Not just that, she said that to count they had to make the guys cum with their mouth, hand jobs wouldn’t count. Of course Jenny had said no such thing, but just standing there, surrounded by people she hardly knew, she didn’t know what to do. As mortified as she was Jenny still didn’t think Beth was serious. Calling her out as a slut was more than hurtful enough. Beth then asked for people to donate prize money. Only when the money was counted and came to $113 did it dawn on Jenny that not only Beth meant for the contest to happen, but pretty much everyone gathered by the picnic table did too.”
Sue was actually appalled. Sure she had a very positive view of teens having recreational sex, but this did not sound healthy or consensual. It sounded is if what had happened was one step from a mob sexual assault. She asked “How many guys were at the party?”
“Between the players, the trainers and the equipment managers there are like forty-nine guys on the team; but at the party there were more like twenty-five. Of that about half of them participated. It seems even some of the Bible thumpers in the FCA didn’t miss out on a guaranteed score. As I understand it, only one girlfriend got mad and did not let her guy participate. I know that sounds crazy, but it was a set up. The whole point was to humiliate Jenny and the truth is the cheerleaders were all on board with their guys. Some of the guys, like ten, saw what was going on and had the good sense not to be involved. In the end sixteen guys got blown in the contest. Not only did the cheerleaders let their boyfriends participate, they wanted them to show off and get their blow jobs right in front of everyone. Jenny of course didn’t have any condoms with her. Beth had a whole box but wouldn’t give Jenny any. Someone gave her two but after that she had to go bareback.
Stephen could see his mom (in his body) thinking. “No Mom” he said, “I wasn’t down by the lake while this was going on. I was up at the Mitchell’s pool at the top of the hill, by the house. Over the next forty five minutes or so I heard people talking about it. Even from the second hand talk I should have realized it was a set up, but I just wasn’t paying that much attention.
As her son told the story, Sue was getting disgusted, angry and most of all her heart was going out to Jenny. She so wished she’d been told this month’s ago. Even if Stephen didn’t tell her, why hadn’t Kate? This was the kind of thing that makes it to national news to prove the dangers of teen sex. One relief was hearing her son had not been part in this awful tale …at least so far.
Stephen went on, “From the bits and pieces I was picking up I thought it was all in good fun. I’d heard the same stories that Jenny was a cum freak so it didn’t seem too farfetched to assumed she really had challenged the Varsity Slut.”
He looked up at his mother. “Sorry Mom, she actually has a social media account by that name.”
“That does not mean you should use that term” Sue said firmly. Then she thought how strange this all was. Sure the story was shocking, but as her son was telling the story, he was sitting in her office chair: in her body, completely naked. It gave it a surreal feel like one of those psychological thrillers from the seventies. None of this made any sense.
Meekly Stephen said “Yes Mom. You are right. I don’t like that word anymore than you. And Mom, perhaps you don’t know but it’s not like it was in your day. Blow jobs just aren’t a big deal in our school. Normally it is just assumed that if a couple is dating, she is blowing him even if they don’t screw. Even girls who suck dick on the first date or occasionally just for fun at a party don’t get a bad reputation. So, for two girls who I thought both gave blow jobs out freely to compete to see who can give the most in an hour didn’t seem extreme to me.” He took a breath and went back to the story. “When she started out, Jenny decided to take her first two guys behind a big tree. It didn’t really keep anyone who wanted to from watching, but it was not just kneeling on her towel right in the open. She used the condoms, which actually was a first for her in giving a blow job; but of course she knew how to put them on since she had put lots of them on Mike’s dick in the previous year. She said that didn’t seem so bad to her. It was not nearly as humiliating as the ridicule she’d knew she would get if she refused.”
Sue said she still didn’t like it, but she understood Jenny’s reasoning.
“Beth had told Jenny she needed to bring back the filled condoms as proof. So she did. When she put the two filled condoms on the picnic table, Beth had four in a row behind her and she was working on a fifth guy while at least twenty people were hanging around watching. Jenny didn’t care if she lost, but she did not think she could quit. Beth did all her guys sitting backward at the picnic table with the guys standing in front of her.”
“James Fennel was the third guy cued up for Jenny. His girlfriend, Tabatha Edmonds, told her she wanted to watch Jenny suck her boyfriend’s dick. Tabatha then pulled his nine inch schlong out of his swim suit right in front of everyone. Jenny wanted to go behind the tree again but Tabatha pointed out she was out of condoms, so the only way to prove she’d sucked him off is to do it right there. All this happened a few feet from the table as she stood by her beach towel. She could see Beth sitting at the picnic table with Thad stroking into her mouth like he was fucking it. She told me how at that moment she finally started to panic. Her only actual friend at the party was Emjay, but she was up at the pool with Collin and me. Perhaps had Emjay been down there to help her it would have turned out differently. All alone she decided that if she could suck off and swallow the cum of Mike’s friends one after another like she’d done time after time, she could do it in front of all those people surrounding her. Again I wasn’t there, but I was told Tabatha held James’s cock in her hand and told Jenny to prove she was a real woman. Tabatha already had her iPhone in her hand. Jenny knew without a doubt that if she put his penis in her mouth the photos would be all over school before the party ended.
Sue nodded in agreement. “She was right.”
Stephen didn’t slow down. “You see Beth had forbidden photos of her and only her. The rule was being enforced by a couple of linemen. But Jenny was fair game though she had no idea about all that. When she told me about it; she said that she wanted not to just quit the contest, but to run as fast as she could. But she was literally surrounded by people and felt trapped. She was sure breaking out and running to the house would make it worse not better. After all, the whole thing had started because she had gone to the faculty sponsor about Beth’s bullying. Running up to the house she would not only be ratting out Beth, but half of the varsity team, most of the varsity cheerleaders and a good many of the senior Pep Squad members. To make it clear she could not look to the adults for help, Lisa McCormick was right there watching. Would her parents believe Jenny over their daughter?
Sue shook her head incredulously. This was a horror story.
Stephen went on “She was stuck. She said she started to go down on James then Tabitha grabbed the back of her head to make sure she would not back off. That night someone sent me the pics, anyone could tell she did not want to be there. She told me, right then, she was at the point of breaking down. She knew she had to do something. Then it just came to her. If she let herself break down and started sobbing that might get her out of the contest but it would just put off the pain. She would pay all year for that. But an idea came to her like the proverbial light switching on. She decided she had already earned the slut label, but she could use Beth’s playbook to save herself. Sure there are girls at school who say nasty things about Beth, but she is not laughed at and she still holds her head up high. Beth, believe it or not, is actually rather popular. It is that popularity that lets her be such a bitch to…well to girls like Jenny and Kate’s friends. A social outcast couldn’t do that. She told me that even while she was going through the motions of sucking James’s dick she made her plan. She decided the only way forward was to outdo Beth. She had experience giving blow jobs and faking enjoyment. She had also learned to make guys dance to her tune when their penis was in her mouth. She knew she needed to take the initiative from Beth because she was way too far behind to actually win by doing the most guys; so she did something outrageous. With one hand she reached back and untied her bikini top. She was going to finish the contest topless. And it worked. Beth’s tits are…well...they aren’t as nice or as big as Jenny’s. Even when Beth saw what Jenny had done, she did not remove her top.”
Finally Sue had something to smile about “Good for her!”
“She told me how after that she worked to put on a show as well as to give the best blowjob she could. Though inside she had transitioned from cringing to anger, outside she didn’t show it. It still took a good while before she got James to blow, but when he did she made a big show of swallowing it down. When she stood up she had a smile. I’ve seen the video of how she looked right at Tabatha and thanked her for letting her drink her boyfriends jizum, and said it was really good. For good measure, she added that Beth could tell her the same thing since she had been all over James while Tabitha had been at cheerleading camp. Then, she acted really innocent and like she’d remembered something and said that Beth might not know since all of James’s cum had gone into Beth’s cunt, not her mouth. Jenny actually had no idea if any of that was true, but if Beth could lie so could she. Truth or a lie, it worked. Tabatha’s attention turned on both James and Beth.”
Sue had to laugh and be impressed. In her mind she thought ‘Jenny is far more formidable than I’d given her credit for.’ But rather than commenting on that thought she asked, “Where were the adults during all this?”
“They were in the house. The girls and guys were in and out all day, but I don’t think the parents or sponsors ever came outside.”
“Is Jenny OK now? Or is this like a living nightmare?”
Her son nodded, “I really think it’s worked out for her. Like I said in the beginning she felt gross inside then she became angry, but mostly the decision to act like she was in charge and having fun worked. It worked not just on everyone else, but on her. Once Tabitha dragged Stephen away, two of the starters virtually begged her to do them next. She did, kneeling right on her towel in front of everyone. To this day she tells me that she really did enjoy doing them. Not like turn on fun, but just fun like it was all a game. It’s been over six months since then and her ploy worked better than she had hoped. From that day forward she became part of the larger team community. Even Tabatha later apologized to her. They aren’t anything like friends, but they are not enemies either. And not to sound full of myself, but the fact we are a couple helps. I was reasonably popular even at the beginning of the season and as more people think my playing helped us win, the more popular both Jenny and I became. Sure people know about that party, but that has now more or less passed into legend. Yes people think of Jenny like they do Beth, but she doesn’t mind that at all…and neither do I.”
Sue asked “But the photos? That is just the kind of thing that jumps from viral at a school to the outrage of the day on right-wing media.”
Stephen actually laughed. “Oh, that didn’t happen because it seems Tabatha had given her phone to another girl to make a video tape of her feeding James’s dick to Jenny. I’m not quite sure of the details, but by the next night Tabatha’s parents found out about the video. Someone in her family is a lawyer and when Tabitha admitted to her parents that Jenny was only fifteen and her James was eighteen they went into action to stop the spread of the contest photos. It seems they decided she could be charged for a variety of felonies. By the next day there was a viral post that the county Sheriff had found out about what had happened. The message said that if he got any photos of the contest he would arrest everyone involved or who even had pics. It also said the team would likely have to forfeit the whole season if word got out. That worked. The pics seem to have disappeared over night and you wouldn’t have found anyone who would admit having seen anything by the first day of school, which was the day after that. Oh, and the whole thing about the Sheriff was concocted by Tabitha’s family.”
Sue considered how fortunate for everyone, even Jenny, that had been. While she did not approve at all of what was done to Jenny that day; it would have been infinitely worse had it become a media circus. As she’d heard the kids say, if there are no photos it didn’t happen. Aloud she said “Yea, I get that. I’m glad it worked out for her. I’ve always liked her, but now I’m truly impressed. Does she ever wish she’d reported it?”
Stephen seemed to like that his mom approved of Jenny even after all he told her. “No. As far as I know she has never wished she’d gone to the police. Beth was punished by loosing much of her status at school and Tabitha was pulled off the cheerleading team by her parents.” He then went on without further comment. “Like I said she did the next two guys kneeling on her towel right in front of everyone. But I guess by the time that was done, there were only a couple guys willing to pull their dick out in public. Like I said, I was no part of any of that up until the very end. Collin was in the pool and I was sitting on the side with my feet in the water. All we knew at the time was from what I heard from people coming up from down near the dock. Collin was too busy trying to get into Emjay’s bikini to even hear that. Evidently Emjay was too busy letting him into her bikini to hear what was happening either. Like me and Jenny that was the first time they had ever met; and like us they hit it off right away. Emjay says you know her.”
Sue did not remember meeting a girl named Emjay.
After pausing he said “I know you know how the school has that Freshman Academy, and how there is supposed to be almost no contact between the freshmen and everyone else. That’s why Collin and I had not met Emjay or Jenny the year before.”
His mother nodded. She had been through the Freshman Academy parent’s orientation night twice. Both times she doubted the older guys were really kept away from those fourteen and fifteen year old girls. It did not surprise her that while low-life older boys did indeed prey on those girls, Stephen and Collin hardly knew they existed. This made her feel like she’d been a good parent after all.
He went on “I guess he and I were like the last two guys who had not been asked if we wanted to be part of the contest. I was sitting on the side of the pool, my feet in the water as Collin’s wingman. I don’t know what you think of his looks, but girls at school think he’s the best looking guy in our grade. Maybe he is I don’t know, but other than Kate, he freezes up around girls our age, especially the ones he likes. I was there to give him confidence.”
Stephen used his hands to show the relationship between the area by the picnic table & dock to the swimming pool. “It is like fifty yards from the pool down to the picnic table and another ten or twelve to the dock. I’d looked down to the action by the dock on and off; but because of the people watching, I’d only seen one brief glimpse of Jenny’s tits and no action at all. I just happened to be looking that way when a clear corridor opened so I could see Jenny. As a free safety I’m used to picking out details at that distance so right off I zeroed in on what she was doing. She was wearing only her bikini bottoms, squatting in front of DeShawn. His shorts were at his thighs and she held the base of his cock in both hands while she went up and down on about half of his dick. That was the first time I’d seen what was really happening. Though I got a good look, in ten or so seconds my view was blocked again. But it was quite a sight. I guess I wasn’t the only one to see. Around the pool people started talking. The girls in particular were saying really nasty things about Jenny. There were two guys sitting at a table with a couple of girls almost right behind me. I had heard those same two guys a little while before talking about how they had really filled up their condoms when Beth sucked them off; but they were now singing a different tune. One of them called Jenny a whore and the other said something about her sucking a black guy’s cock. The girls agreed. I got pissed. I got up and made sure they knew I thought they were being jerks. And like I said I’d never spoken a word to Jenny, I just didn’t like the way they talked about her after bragging about getting blow jobs just a few minutes before.”
Sue was quite pleased hearing that her son intervened when he could easily have said nothing. “So what did you do?”
“To them? Oh that shut them up all right. But right after that I saw Ashley Jones walking, almost running up from the dock area. She was this year’s Vice-Captain of the Pep Squad and one of Beth’s crew. She walked right up to Collin and Emjay who were making out in the water. She didn’t ask, she ordered. Looking down she told Emjay that the Squad captain had first dibs on Collin. She turned to Collin and told him to get out of the pool and follow her. He went without argument to keep Ashley from telling Emjay that he’d had sex with Beth a couple of times over the summer. Not that he was her boyfriend by any stretch. We both think she was giving him a trial run since the guys who had graduated in May had all moved on. But It sort of bothered him that when she had asked him to fuck her he’d never said no. He had decided he really liked Emjay and didn’t want her to know about it. So, Ashley took Collin down the hill to participate in the contest; but you see he and Emjay actually didn’t yet understand what was going on.
After all that Emjay has had no love for Beth who she blames entirely for Collin’s participation. I’m sure the mutual loathing of Beth initially helped cement the friendship of Jenny and Emjay.”
Sue could see that. She knew how girls could be toward other girls, especially girls who poach their guys. She doubted however that it was the animosity toward Beth that caused Jenny and Emjay to become close. Sure it didn’t’ hurt, but Jenny did not seem like that kind of person.
Stephen went on. “So Ashley took him by the hand down to the picnic table. While I was deciding what to do, the crowd opened and Jenny came walking up the slope. It took me longer than anyone else to realize she was walking right toward me. I had to work not to stare at her bare and bouncing boobs. They really are world class. She has an amazing figure.” Stephen then put up a finger “OH! I guess I can tell you now. Jenny loves your paintings.”
Sue said “Yea, she’s told me.”
“Not that, I mean she wants’ to pose for you. Nude. I know both Kate and Dianna posed nude for you before they even started high school, but I didn’t know if you would want her to wait till she’s eighteen. She has asked me several times to talk to you, but …well… I guess this is the time.”
Sue knew the answer, “It is fine. She can pose as long as she does not engage in sexual behavior while I paint. I can even legally take nude reference photos. Ideally I’d want her parent’s permission, but as long as I don’t name her in the title I could do it without that.” Like he said she’d painted nudes of both Kate and Dianna over the years, and now she would most certainly ask Stephen to pose... once she got her body back. She wondered why she’d not asked him to pose nude for her before. ‘Could I still have that much of my mother’s prudishness still in me?’ she asked herself.
“Oh good.” Stephen said with a smile. “I’ll tell her. Or I guess you could tell her tonight as me. Somehow I bet you already know a good time that my mother would like her to sit.”
They both laughed. Then Stephen went on. “So, when Jenny got close to the deck, she used her hands to cover her tits. That was in case Shelby’s parents or the faculty Pep Club sponsor were looking out the window. I’ll admit that at that moment, when she asked me if I wanted a blow job I really believed she was into it. From that tiny bit I’d seen it looked that way. In the pool, Emjay’s face showed she was shocked beyond belief that her friend was showing her boobs to everyone at the party. Emjay was the only person at Francis Marion who knew the truth about what Jenny had really done and hadn’t done at Mike’s house, and why. When Jenny just out and out asked to suck my dick she raced to get out of the pool. When I saw Jenny look over to Emjay to indicate she should not interfere, her face did not align with the happy face she’d given me. That was the first hint all was not as it seemed. It all happened so fast and though I apologized to her later, I said I would love a blowjob from her. Her happy face came back and we started down the hill.”
“Once her back was to the house she put her hands down, freeing her boobs to my eyes. Up close her body was even more amazing than I‘d realized, but I forced myself not to stare. I’m not sure why I did, but I put out my hand to hold hers while we walked. It was not her tits, it was something in her face that drew me to her right off. She gave me a sweet smile and she put her hand in mine. I could tell she was so grateful for that little bit of affection. That surprised me. I wondered for the first time how the guys had been treating her and if this was something I should not be a part of. I asked if she really wanted to do it, but she just told me that although she knew she would lose, she would not quit till the last guy had gotten head or refused.”
“I looked at her face it was both pained and determined. It was like the face I get when I know a game is lost but I refused to do less than my best. The suspicion that she was not really having the good time she pretended to be grew to an almost certainty. I already knew what kind of person Beth was, and at that moment I was sure Jenny had not started this. The idea that perhaps this was something really terrible grew in my head. I knew then that I should not have said yes, but needed a way out for both of us. I saw the dock itself was empty. The Mitchell’s dock was about forty feet long with a gazebo like shelter at the end. The railings went all the way around three sides and the fishing rod holders said it was a fishing pier. I wasn’t going to be part of something awful. I suggested to Jenny that rather than going to where I‘d seen her blowing DeShawn, that we walk out to the end of the dock to talk. The words ‘to talk’ seem to have broken through her resolve. Though her words were just an agreement, her face told me much more. Her eyes…her eyes said she appreciated that offer in some profound way I didn’t understand.”
While his story as a whole appalled Sue, she once again felt proud of her son. She said “Stephen, I know we sometimes clash, but I’ve never doubted you are a really nice guy. I’m proud to be your mother. I bet you were the first guy all day that had showed her actual affection.”
His mother’s words stopped Stephen. There are very few things any teenager can hear as powerful as a parent saying they are proud of them. Those words even made him forget the strangeness of looking at his mother in his body. With a huge smile he went on, “Yea, from what I heard and the pics I saw later, I am sure that was the case. Not that the guys were mean to her face, but they acted like they simply didn’t consider that she was a real person. So we went out to the end of the dock where no one could hear us. Right off I told her we could just pretend she gives me a blow job. I knew it would be easy to fake it with my back to the others. I made it as clear as I could that I wanted nothing to do with the contest. Then, shock of shock, she started to cry. She fought to keep quiet, but the tears just rolled down her face, buckets of them. I’m really not sure what happened but next thing I remember, I was holding her tight as she balled. In her tears she told me how she had not asked for any of this and that Beth had tricked and bullied her into it. She told me that Beth made everyone believe that she had pushed her old boyfriend into letting her suck his friend’s dicks, when in fact he had pushed her into it. It was sort of garbled but I understood she thought she deserved to be treated like a whore. She went on about how no decent guy in our school would ever kiss her now they know how many guys cum had filled her mouth. It was hard to understand what all she said, but she was sure everyone saw her as nothing more than a cum bucket. That phrase I heard clear as day. I also made out that what made her feel the most dirty was they were right. She liked it when she brought guys off and they came in her mouth. She said she was such a slut that she really liked feeling the guys lose control and shoot their goo so she could swallow it down. In her sobs she told me that she did not have to swallow the guy’s cum today, it was not part of the contest, but she did because she liked it. A couple of times she said clearly that no matter how much mouthwash she used, now everyone would know her mouth is a sewer.”
He paused. Even wearing her face, Sue could tell how much just telling this story hurt him. Tears began to run down his cheeks. That seemed to startle him. She took a tissue box from a low table and handed it to her son that was still wearing her nude body. She went to a rack where she kept wraps for her models and draped a soft knitted cotton shawl around his shoulders.
Once Sue sat back down, Stephen began quietly. “Again, don’t ask me why. But after I thought she was all cried out, I turned her face to mine and I kissed her. I mean I really kissed her. I wanted her to know she was not dirty. Yes when I put my tongue in her mouth I could taste the cum, but it just made me want to kiss her all the more in an effort to replace the gross feelings with love. Don’t ask me how, but I had the same feelings for her after fifteen minutes of talking to her the first time that I have for Monica. I wanted her to know that I wanted her; and not for sucking dick. And, Mom, I can’t explain it but from that moment I have loved her with all of my heart. I knew I wanted Jenny to be my girlfriend. I wanted everyone to know it too. Amazingly while we kissed I didn’t touch her bare tits, though I’ll admit I was tempted. After a while, she looked up and thanked me. Once she had pulled herself together we sat down on the dock, leaned against the railing and started kissing again. We made out for a really long time. When we took a break for air, we could see we were being watched.”
His mother was astonished and at the same time her pride at being his mother kept growing.
“We both saw that over on the picnic table Beth seemed to be done and was just talking to her friends. Jenny thanked me again and again. Then we just sat with me holding her. I figured she’d quit the contest. Then I saw her do a double take to a spot on the lake shore a little ways down on the other side of the dock from where the party was going on. Ron Weaver, the new trainee equipment manager, was sitting, reading a book by a tree. He seemed to have been overlooked. She looked back to me. She asked if I saw the scrawny guy to her left. That determined face came back.”
“Jenny sat up, seemingly in thought. Then she looked over to Ron and asked if I would please wait for a few minutes. She said the contest was not quite over. She was sure that the guy by the tree was the very last guy that had not been asked. Her face was actually pained looking but she went on to say that by asking him, she would have away to claim Beth quit. She seemed to suck up her courage and began to get up. Looking down at me, she said that while she really liked me, and wanted to spend more time with me; she had to finish this thing. I could tell she was about to cry again. She told me she was sorry and would not blame me if I didn’t talk to her afterward, but she was going to blow Ron because it was the only way to keep her self-respect. Even though she’d cried about feeling so dirty just a few minutes before; she said that sucking the dicks of guys she didn’t know really wasn’t that big a deal to her even though she knew most other people thought she was a slut for thinking that way. Then turning to leave she said she was not going to let Beth McCormick rule her life. It was confusing to me back then. But now all these months later I think I understand how she felt. Well sort of. She felt dirty for sucking guys off because she thought she should feel dirty about doing it. She knew that most of the people watching thought she should feel disgusted by having dicks in her mouth and even worse about sucking down the cum. And her parents would positively think she was going to hell for it. But she knew that she really didn’t see anything wrong with it and actually liked the feelings she got while getting guys off. But when she admitted to herself that she liked it, that made her feel even more like trash. Does that make sense?”
“Yes Stephen, I know exactly how she feels. It took a whole year of sucking and fucking like mad to burn my mother’s condemnation out of me, and I was off at college where my peers thought it was great I was so into sex. Jenny is much younger than I was and living at home. It might take her years before she will be able to free herself from those feelings. The best thing you can do is just what you did, and I guess you still are doing. I’m sure you don’t press her to do sexual stuff with you. You can tell her you love her because she is how she is not in spite of it. That was what your father said to me when he asked me to marry him.”
Stephen seemed to think about her words then said, “Yea, sometimes she will still feel guilty after we have sex. She really likes to suck me off and swallow my cum, but sometimes I can tell it makes her feel dirty.”
They sat for a minute before he continued. “So she stood in front of me, still in just her bikini bottoms and let me know that she actually had met and talked to Ron at the beginning of the party and he was really sweet. She said she expected he would say yes but then she seemed to get stuck. I could tell she was trying to find the words. Later she told me what she wanted to say, but was afraid to say, that she actually wanted to do him. But I didn’t know that then, and the truth is I wouldn’t have cared if she had told me. I understood why she had to do it. When she didn’t go on I told her that I would wait right where I was and when she came back I would kiss her again, no matter what she did. Right off I knew that was the right thing to say. The unhappiness on her face just disappeared. I don’t know what you believe about love at first site, but for me it was love after one good talk...and some hot making out.”
Sue gushed “Oh that is so sweet. If I were in my own body I am sure I would be crying. Your body doesn’t seem to work that way.”
Stephen nodded, “Yea, we are different in more ways than I could imagine.” Then he went on “I watched her go. It actually hurt to see her leaving. It wasn’t that she was about to suck off another guy that made my heart ache, it was the leaving itself. From where I was, I watched the whole time as she walked down the pier and over to him. She was so beautiful like that. I could watch her walk around topless all day and not get board. The spot where Ron sat was almost impossible to see except from the dock. Perhaps that is why Beth missed the kid. Or perhaps it was because he was the only incoming freshman at the party. Back then, he was just in training to become a trainer. During our summer practices he had been the towel boy. He seemed really surprised when Jenny approached him. From my vantage point I was about thirty-five yards away. It was too far to hear but close enough to see everything clearly. I don’t think he ever took his eyes off her tits while she squatted in front of him. They talked for a while before she helped him up then led him a few steps to make them fully visible to the rest of the people at the party. I could see that she had turned his body so Beth and the others would have a silhouette view. From that very first moment there was no question in my mind that she was performing for the others. She squatted back down taking his swim trunks down in the process. His penis was actually rather long, but skinny. Later she told me that was the sixth penis she’d had in her mouth that day and that Beth had done nine. She surprised me when after she’d licked his boner once, she looked up to see me sort of to her right front. It was like she was waiting for a sign from me that it was OK, even though we had just met. I knew why she thought she had to go through with it, so I gave her little thumbs up. She smiled then went to work.”
“It was like something from a super good porn video. I doubt a single person who was down by the lake did not watch from beginning to end. She swallowed half of the long shaft in the first few seconds. Where I was sitting, I was probably the closest person to them and I wondered if the show she was putting on was for me, or for Beth or for all the others who watched. I’ll admit I found it really hot watching her. For a while she even put one hand in her bikini bottom to play with herself while she held his dick with the other. She used her whole body to do him. It was quite a performance, and even then I knew it was ninety percent show, but that didn’t matter. It took close to ten minutes before he shot his load. Afterward she made a show of pushing a dribble of semen from her lips into her mouth. She pulled his trunks back up and kissed him on the cheek. To this day he worships her. We both still have pics and video clips of her doing Ron that were circulated before they all disappeared. They were the only pics, other than the ones of us, that she wanted kept. We both find it a turn-on to look at them. She has even talked about offering to do him again. I’m not sure if it is just a fantasy but I told her that even if it is not, I don’t own her and it is her decision, not mine. I think she appreciates my attitude about it. I’ve noticed that she has made a point not to clarify if she is really thinking about it or is it just a kinky fantasy. Perhaps sometimes it is one way and other times it is the other. Either way I meant what I said.”
“When she was done she didn’t come directly back to me. Walking with the confidence of a queen wearing only bikini bottoms and shoes she walked right by Beth without so much as acknowledging her existence. There was not a girl there, even the senior cheerleaders, who would have doubted she was the most admired girl at the party by a long shot. Beth may have technically won the contest and the money, but Jenny won a whole lot more. Back at the table with the others, she picked up her towel and took a couple of Cokes from an ice chest. I was confused when she went over to a cluster of people and seemed to talk to them. Two minutes later she was back on the dock walking back to me. She laid out the towel and put down one of the Cokes,. Then without saying a word she stepped out of her bikini bottoms, walked to me and handed me the other Coke. It was only when she was naked I saw she was holding a condom along with her bikini bottoms.”
Sue cocked her head “Oh, so did you have sex right there and then?”
“Yes we did, right on the dock, in full view of everyone. Now that might not be a big deal in your circles, but it made us instant legends at school.”
Sue nodded “Oh, I bet it did. I confess I underestimated you.”
Stephen laughed, “No you underestimated Jenny. It was all her doing. She was not going to be used or treated like dirt by anyone, not by Beth, not by the cheerleaders not by anyone. That is just who she is. Or maybe that is who she became that day. I was just along for the ride.”
Sue smiled. She knew he had the long and short of it. “Perhaps I need to have a girl’s day out with your sister and Jenny. I know they are friends now but as soon as this is all out in the open the three of us will have some long talks.”
Stephen nodded, “From what Jenny says, it was a little uncomfortable for that first month coming over to our house and talking to Kate with all the pics and videos everyone had seen; but since then they have become genuine friends here at our house. They just run in different circles at school.”
Sue cocked her head. “I thought no one saw the photos?”
Stephen should have known his mother wouldn’t understand. “I said the pics stopped getting shared and disappeared from phones, but people still have the pics. I’m sure of it. Once a pick is sent out, it never actually disappears. Ever. Tabatha’s efforts that next week quashed the circulation, but there were hundreds of pics and at least a combined hour of video taken of her that day. I have a file of over a hundred different photos of Jenny and me that people had given me from that day. We have a really nice composite video of Jenny from the time she and I started making out all the way till we got dressed a good forty-five minutes later. That kid Ron made it for her from all the different video clips that were passed around those first few days. It has both the blow job she gave him and us having sex. It is really good. She and I both have a copy of the video and all the photos on flash drives. ”
He took a breath and went back to conclude his story. “So, let me back up. I had been sitting on the low railing at the far end of the dock when she came back. I jumped up when she took off her bottoms and I’ll admit, I goggled as much as all the others who were watching, which was everyone. She asked directly if I wanted to be her boyfriend. I had tried to predict what she would say and do, but there was no way on earth I could have expected what she did. I told her that I wanted to be her boyfriend more than anything. I let her know that I knew that before she had left the dock to go to Ron. I stepped forward to kiss her. She put her arms around me and we began kissing hard and deep again. The taste of cum was even stronger than the first time I kissed her since she’d just sucked the freshman off a couple of minutes before. We laid out the towel, and we had sex. No, we made love. Like I said earlier, I know the difference between fucking and making love. We didn’t care that everyone was watching us. We went on for so long that most people got board of watching and went back to what they were doing. For a good while she rode me just like you told me to do tonight. I found it really odd that we actually just talked like normal, we got to know each other while she rocked her hips on my dick like you talked about. I even told her about me and Monica while we were having sex. Though like I said, I didn’t use her name. Now we talk like that anytime we have a comfortable place to make love. Before we finished, mine was the seventh penis in her mouth that day. It’s been the only one in her mouth ever since, though she knows it would not bother me if it was not. And yes, I kissed her after she’d swallowed my cum too.”
Sue got up and gave her son a hug. “That was really beautiful. People do sometimes marry their high school sweethearts. If you two do eventually get married that would be the most amazing falling in love story ever…and you have a video to go with it.”
They both laughed at that. She went on “We need to find a way for her and I to talk about it.” She surprised herself that she had already normalized the situation. It was only the erection as she hugged her own almost nude body that reminded her what was going on.
Stephen said Jenny would probably like talk to her about all of it, but he added that it would be better if he could get her to tell the story to Sue. She agreed, then realized that they didn’t have forever to prep her son for the events tonight and there was more to do.
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